~~~Shivaay's POV~~~

I opened my eyes and looked at the person standing beside me. My heartbeats raised up and in my mind I started thinking of the things I will tell to him. I was seeing him after so long, I guess... 3 days.

"I'm not here to fight with you." He spoke up seeing me lost.

I blinked faster as I registered his words in my mind. I was completely zoned out and his voice brought me out.

"I'm sorry..." That was all I managed to speak. I am what? I don't know... I can't say that I am lost because I am not thinking of anything right now.

I can't say that I'm shocked because He will visit me, I knew it.

I am just out of my mind, Yes, that's right.

"Shivaay... I'm here to inform you that---I'm going back to Dubai." He spoke and I looked at him startled.

"You're lying?" I asked, finally coming into my proper senses.

"I'm not. After whatever happened here, I don't think I will be able to stay here. You know..." He sat beside me on the stool and I stared him with my blurry vision.

"Raj. I am really sorry and I mean it for real. I even promised to not do anything anymore. You can't be serious about it." I spoke with a shocked voice and he just sat there with no expressions at all.

"Shivaay... I don't know what I should reply you. I can't tell you that I trust you. Because the Shivaay we knew was a little sane. But you... You're not the same and not sane. You're mad. And when I tell you anything, I mean it. You acted so crazy back there that we almost lost everything and everyone." He paused and looked at me angrily. "If you think I'm going because of you hurting me, then no, that's not the thing here. You almost got us all killed do you realize it?" He finished and I looked away not able to meet his eyes.

"Raj... I won't say that I was right but everyone is fine, then why?" I finally looked at him again and he chuckled.

"Really Shivaay? That's all you have to say? What is fine in your eyes? Pari's dislocated arm? Me literally blind? Rahul on deathbed... And your Annie literally dead? Is that fine in your eyes? You not able to walk a lot? Just tell me what is fine in all this... Oh and Rudra and Rajveer. What would you say about everything?" He angered and I gulped hard as he reminded me of everything.

"You don't have to be so rude." Rajveer entered from the door and I sighed out, loud.

"Rajveer... Don't dare take his side. He should know what he did." Raj spoke looking at him.

"Raj but that doesn't mean you will..." I interrupted him.

"Rajveer whatever he is doing is right. I need to listen to everything and whatever he is saying is correct." I gulped the lump and looked down.

Whatever Raj is telling me isn't wrong. I won't blame him for saying this, He is just angry and over right thing. Even I know, I WAS MAD BACK THEN...

"Good that you know I'm right. I don't want to go there on that topic, anymore. I just came to bid bye." Raj stood up and I felt my heart racing fast.

I won't ever be able to let them go away from me. They're my best friends and my other family. I can bear their hate but not the separation.

"Re-consider it. You can try to forgive me... I won't be able to live happily without you people." I tried to sit up and winced badly resulting in tears.

"You don't have to even try. You know. I will think of it. Okay." He lost in front of me and agreed to my idea of reconsidering.

"Shivaay... She's ready to tell us who the mastermind is. On one condition..." Rajveer spoke and I smiled happily.

Another good news in one day... I'm happy already.

"Raj... I have hurt you." I started to speak and he sat beside me on the bed. "I'm listening." He slowly replied.

"I know forgiving me for this ain't easy and I don't even want it to be easy. I want you to try and make it hard for me. So that I never repeat it. Do whatever you wish and want to but don't hold it against me or any of us... For supporting me. I know you're not a person who will hurt any of us but... You know the person who is behind us could be one from us only. I don't want to hurt you so much that you start to hate me. I want you to stay as we used to be. So... things won't turn out bad. I am not clear but I'm making a point or ain't I?" I asked and he chuckled.

"Very much. I understood. I won't ever be able to hate you to that extent but I'm not going to forgive you so easily this time." He smiled holding my hand in his. "I have a family in form of you people. You... You don't even know what you all mean to me. So I can be angry and upset but not that happening, me against you all. Chill up." He patted my shoulder and left without listening to me.

"I'm teary-eyed. I will go." Rajveer spoke with a sad chuckle.

"I want to stand up, help me." I glared him and he nodded.

"Don't you think you should apologize to everyone by gathering them in one place," Rajveer asked me and I looked at him.

"I'm sorry. Because of me, you have a bruised nose. I shouldn't have acted that way. I'm really sorry. I won't be apologizing for everyone at once. I won't ever be able to do that. I will manage it singularly." I hugged him as he made me stand.

"I am fine, without your sorry. I'm used to it. Let's head to the van and see what she wants to tell." He joked it off.

I started walking out with him. I really want to erase the past now. I was so mad; how can I be so mad? I have risked everyone and this time nobody else is to be blamed but me.

I interrupted their plan and flopped everything. If it wasn't our luck, I and everyone else would've died. I can't even imagine that. That memory is going to haunt me forever.

"Shivaay, I'm going to get Raj and Pari, you stay here." Rajveer dropped me near Rahul's ward and I sighed looking at him through the glass window.

I did land him here, how much he tried to stop me but I was crazy to do this and... Oh God! What did I do...to deserve such people's?

Doing mistake is okay but repeating it every now and then is not. I was told to STAY BACK!!! Looking at Rahul I can see my mistakes which I did on that day...

"Bhaiya... I am telling you. Their plan is best, even you know that. Right? So why are you stressing yourself?" Rahul asked me as I sat on the outside bench of the hospital.

"I don't want to hear anything over it. I'm not in the right mood. I don't want her to get scared by not seeing me with them and I'm going." I angrily looked at him and he looked down.

"You know if you don't go meeting the fake one. Then they will doubt us and the result will be worst." He stood up in front of me.

"I will make sure that she doesn't doubt us. But I'm going and if not with all of you, then alone." I walked away telling him that.

How can they even think of leaving me behind? I was clear to them since the start that I will go with them and now when everything is planned then how can they refuse to take me? What did I do wrong to be kicked out of the plan? Nothing!

I walked to the ward of Fake one and saw her sleeping. My blood boiled seeing her and my nerves were on the verge of bursting out. I don't know how I am even controlling myself? With everything going wrong, I am trying to go right but they are stopping me for that. How can they?

Giving angry glances to her sleeping body I walked away thinking of meeting the doctor and asking her to handle it here when we are away. While walking toward her cabin I saw Rahul sitting near the stairs and walked to him.

"What are you doing here?" I asked him and he sighed looking at me.

"Bhaiya do you want to see bhabhi dead?" He asked me and I angered. I slapped him hard as I dragged him out of the hospital.

"You, sick mind idiot. How could you even speak that?" I shouted at him and he chuckled with tears.

"I hate you..."

I came out of the flashback stunned, with someone's hand touching my shoulder.

"Shivaay why are you zoning out so much?" Raj spoke and I looked down.

"Nothing, just thinking about the person..." I lied, it's so difficult to accept your own shitty mistakes. Kind of impossible.

We walked toward the van together, them chatting and I'm... I'm again thinking about the past where I fucked up everything.

"Shivaay we won't be having any other chance again so make sure you make her tell the name," Pari told me and I nodded.

We entered the van and saw her shivering. Rajveer had turned off the cold water but she was still drenched and with the cold outside, she was freezing. That was the advantage, she agreed to tell us the name.

"I will tell you bastards who the mastermind is. But, I want you to free me and I know... I know sid is alive so leave us both and I will tell you who made this whole plan." She trembling spoke up and chuckling was all we did.

"Okay... According to you, your assumption, Sid is alive. So let's do as you say... We leave you both. What next? Who is the person behind everything?" Raj spoke.

"Okay! We were never alone in anything we did. Every fucking disaster of your life was a plan." She spoke and that wasn't a shock.

We know that it was all a plan, dangerous plan.

As we're standing in there looking at each other in shock.

"Pari... Pari." We heard someone's known voice and rushed out with her to see her father shouting for her.

"Dad, what are you doing here? I told you not to come to meet me, I'm fine." Pari rushed to her dad and we stood there watching them.

"I know. But I'm your dad and I can't buy whatever you tell me. I know you're hurt so I had to come." He hugged pari and we looked down with smiles.

"Dad I'm fine it wasn't a very serious injury. And for this... This peace that wasn't anything serious." Pari hugged him back with tears brimming in her eyes.

"I missed you." He patted her back and they parted.

"Come dad I will take you to meet Rahul." She spoke and uncle nodded.

"You go I will come behind you. I need to pay off the taxi driver." Her dad said and leaving him near the gate we entered back into the hospital.

"Bhabhi is awake and wants to see you Bhaiya." Rudy came to me and I nodded.

We started walking toward the ward, our heart beats dropped as gunshots echoed in the air...

To Be Continued...

Precap: Shivika Romance...

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