Hey yall, it's been a hot minute, yet again-

I keep vanishing off this platform cause most of the time I'm here I'm either too busy to write or too mentally out of it to, consider it mentally busy-

I wanted to open up about something that's been recently plaguing me, something that's actually been getting worse as these months have dragged on.

I'm having trouble remembering certain things, or moments.

Like I'll forget about a character, or totally forget what someone said to me, or what I ate two days ago, etc etc.

You get the gist, right?

I've done some digging, and the last few breakdown episodes I've had I've had trouble remembering too, and as unfortunate as it is, I believe that I've come to a conclusion.

I think I'm developing some sort of dissociative disorder, or a memory disorder or something, something. I believe it's stress related, so maybe after a few years it'll go away....but I'm unsure.

Not confessing this for attention, just figured it should go somewhere, don't know where else to get advice on this, or at least maybe a *somewhat* effective coping method to my copious amount of "I don't remember that" 's

On a brighter note, I've gotten an idea (THAT IVE WRITTEN DOWN SO MY STUPID BRAIN DOESNT FORGET) and I'm gonna try to make it into a story, no promises but ima try :3

Either way this is my intermittent check in from necc, just to let y'all know I still exist-

Till next time,