It has been a week since a I took my baby's home today, It has been a wonderful journey and God has done wonderful things in my family's life. Today we are having a funeral for my baby boy Ryan that I lost. The doctors made a very special box for him, it was light blue with his baby picture on it, it had a ribbon tied around it and it said we will always love you from the bottom of our heart, we did everything to save your life, It just didn't work, from the doctors and nerves at Saint David's hospital. Every one was coming today, all my friends and family to parse and worship my presses baby boy. Gather around everyone, I don't know who to thank you enough for taking time out of your busy day to come and love and Parse my baby boy. Ryan Smith Diamond was born on June 2end, he weighed 2 pounds 5 ounces and the doctors mad this special boxes for him and I know he's looking down at me right now say mom, dad, I'm ok and I love you. I was hoping we could sing some songs in honor of my son Ryan. If everyone could gather in a circle and hold hands, the first song we will be singing is rock of ages, if you don't know this songs, please pick up a book on the table over there, its easy, you'll catch on fast. My husband Ben gets his guitar out and he starts singing. We just Liston wail we all join are hands together and tires steaming down everyone's eyes, its so beautiful.

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We all clap and cheer, I know this is how Ryan would have wonted it, were doing this for you Ryan, I love you little one, look over me and know I'm ok, God is there for you, don't worries my child. Gather hands everyone, the next song we are going to sing is it is well with my soul, I think you all know this one, lets sing.

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I can barely get the words out of my mouth because I'm crying so much and so is everyone else. The next song we will be singing is better is one day in your house and after that we have one more song to sing and then we can go eat, parse God! God is good. All the time. All the time. God is good.

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The last song we will be singing for today is Jesus loves me, for this I know, For the Bible tells me so.

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Lyrics-  Jesus loves me! This I know, For the Bible tells me so. Little ones to Him belong; They are weak but He is strong. Jesus loves me! Loves me still, Tho I'm very weak and ill, That I might from sin be free, Bled and died upon the tree. Jesus loves me! He who died Heaven's gate to open wide; He will wash away my sin, Let His little child come in. Jesus loves me! He will stay Close beside me all the way. Thou hast bled and died for me; I will henceforth live for Thee.

Chorus: Yes, Jesus loves me! Yes, Jesus loves me! Yes, Jesus loves me! The Bible tells me so.

Luke 18:17 (ESV) Truly, I say to you, whoever does not receive the kingdom of God like a child shall not enter it."

Matthew 11:25 (ESV) At that time Jesus declared, "I thank you, Father, Lord of heaven and earth, that you have hidden these things from the wise and understanding and revealed them to little children;"

John 15:9 (ESV) As the Father has loved me, so have I loved you. Abide in my love.

Romans 5:8 (ESV) But God shows his love for us in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.

1 Peter 1:8 (ESV) Though you have not seen him, you love him. Though you do not now see him, you believe in him and rejoice with joy that is inexpressible and filled with glory,

1 John 4:9–12 (ESV) In this the love of God was made manifest among us, that God sent his only Son into the world, so that we might live through him. In this is love, not that we have loved God but that he loved us and sent his Son to be the propitiation for our sins. Beloved, if God so loved us, we also ought to love one another. No one has ever seen God; if we love one another, God abides in us and his love is perfected in us.

I thank you all so much for participating with me and my Husbend in this time of worship, we are now going to place him in this box and barry him, if you would like to drop a note in the box, there are cards on the back table and you may do that at this time. A lot of people wrote notes to my baby boy, even thow I never really got to meat him, I know he was one of the swetest boys ever. I didn't get every ones notes but some of them said things like this, I love you to the mone and back, do me a faivor and tell God I love him for me, Even thow I never fully meat you, I know I love you and you need to know how much your mom and dad love you and that there watching over you and keeping you safe, have fun in heave I will meat you one day my presues angle of love. Ok, lts Prey. Dear God I come to you as we barie my son Ryan now, let him be with you in heaven how, let him know that all these people down on earth love him more then anything. It was his time for hevan and im gald he whent to live with you. We are barry him for you, to love you, serve you and live with you eternaly, we do this in your name and the crowed said a men. We all go in side, our faces fillied with tiers, today was a good day and im glad my baby gets to spend eternity with God. He is my love my prid and joy and I dont know what I would do with out him in my life. Everyone sits down to eat and talk. I go into my bed room and talk to Arianna. Arianna, you might not know what im saying but im going to say it anyway. Just know that me and Daddy love you very much and we are not going any where, we will be in your life as long as we can, you will grew up to be such a wonderful, loving little girl, who is kind and sweet and loves God with all her heart, stay helthy and strong and grow up to the be the best peron you can be. I love you baby girl, good nigh my little angle.