So I just found out my guinea pig of five years, Kami; wow this hurts to type more than I thought. She's passed away, so I won't be as active on here or at the very least as upbeat as I normally am. I'll be posting this on my message board too but I know more people will see this here.

I'll probably draw her, but like this just happened a few minutes ago so I think I'm processing and it's beginning to hit, so I'm going to end here but here's some positive vent art I did the other night

This hits different now, so I wanna say a few things.

Kami, I'm sorry I didn't spend as much time with you towards the end of your life. I was not the best parent, and you deserved more company than you had, but I hope I was at least okay. I love you with all my heart, and you're still my baby even though you're not physically with me anymore. Maybe, I hope, I'll see you as one of my guides.

....I had a huge bunch of text typed out beyond this, but Wattpad crashed and deleted it, so maybe it wasn't meant to be shared. Thank you all for your consideration and time reading this tonight, and I'll end with an old drawing of my daughter. Her picture is at the top of the page.

Kami, you are loved.

-Cavy
(10/14/19)
Happy two weeks belated sixth birthday, Bubba. I love you and miss you.