I'm on the verge on snapping.

My parents are punishing us for many things like; not remembering something, having a panic attack on when they pressure us to remember something, and more.

And then they get mad at us for NOT WANTING TO EAT. I'M MORE THAN FUCKING DONE.

can someone get me out of this hellhole.

Actually. Never mind as I'm nowhere near as traumatized as my other friends

I'm going to just try the normal way of calming me down. Gaslighting myself until I stop.

I mean. It works.

I'm not crying. No. It's fine. I'm just over reacting. Like I always do.

They asked "why do you sound pissed." At one point.

OH? I FUCKING WONDER WHY!?.

earlier today I almost FUCKING FAINTED. yet. None of my friends (and the fakes) even batted an eye.

oh! And too add. I've been dealing with my anger issues by just screaming in my head. So now I have a FUCKING HEADACHE.

YEAH! I'M TOTALLY FUCKING FINE MOM AND DAD.

And when they asked "so. What did you learn" and when I said "to remember everything or you'll fail" I GET FUCKING YELLED AT.

I'M. NOT. BREAKING.

I'm. Perfectly. Fine.

Just, don't, break.