"Mom?"

-Yes?

"Could I get own computer and drawing table?" (Aka what can be attached to computer to help doing art and animations)

-Minna, their too expensive. Wait until you get Christmas okay?

"Okay"

At shop...

-Your sister wanted this. It's on sale now, the original payment was 50$ it's now 25$

"Okay.."

-Jenni has already 3 Christmas gifts and you have one

"... O-okay!" *fake smiles*

"Why...?

Why can't I get something I need...?

Why can she get everything...?"

....

I stay silent...

I have only two wishes to have in Christmas.... Own computer and the drawing table.....

Heh, I'm f###king jealous....

Most of my friends I know here... Few in real life makes amazing art... And animations....

*inhale*
*exhale*

S-sorry.....
I just can't do everything just with my tablet and fingers... Plus... My tablet is glitching out a lot....