Old me like not so long ago: I love him but I'm scared I might forget him ): 

Now me: *Hyflixiating him a lot and is drawing him not stop-*

Listen I can not explain to you all how much I love this man. I LOVE HIK SO KCICUHFHHFJFJFJ

Why do I love him whyyyyy ;0; HEJDKJRIDIDFJFCJCJCICIIJXBJJ HES SO BEBE ;0;

Start off hunger gamesssss. When 3-4 crackheads play hunger games :3

THIS 

THIS IS A SIGN. MAGGOT SNUGGLING WITH 7052. SJEJHH

7052 (war tie's oc) being pricked by thorns like 4 times in the hunger games might've been the funniest moment ever in my life 

Me: I WANNA SNUGGLE SOMETHING NOW 

Wartie: THEN SNUGGLE MAGGOT ;—;

Okay another Maggot and 7052 moment. This, this is genuinely beautiful. They're snuggling together and comforting together <:3333 awwwwwwnwwjjekkkkk

no context ;—;

One of my maggots in my team is THIRSTY FOR BLOOD DEAR GOD

7 KILLS. 7 KILLS. DEAR GWOD ;0;

6 maggots Alive like i don't know how many days are in but this was hilarious of how war tie pointed this out for me I don't know why ;—;

My humor is off anyways Karmisbsbbsjsj

Maggot,  has like won 3 times in a row. 

hearing War tie questioning in his insane corner and Karmi is stunned (the women was too stunned to speak-)

I LOVE THIS MAN ;0;

Also discord out of context

*puts down fluffy in the type shit for the discord server and sees this and wheezes 

Introducing 

Femboy War tie period War__Tie shahhhsjjs

Stares at this in confused of why did  I do this pose, I need help what do I do with the arms ;—;

I made like 99+ pages of Maggot i need a new character to draw help-

Me: *sees Addie drawing smth similar to this*

Also me: *realizes I haven't been drawing like enough full bodies lately and being more expressive towards its* ... *sighs* *screams 

TAKE IT AND SHUSH I TRIED ;0;

I'm trying my hardest okay ;w;

A digital drawing of Maggot that I drew back at Friday :DDD

Me towards his lore: hmmmmm...when you were young...you had an older brother, who died. And hmmmmm your parents keeps fighting each other and let out their anger on you :3 and hemrmrrmrrmrrmrmrmrmmm what else. Oh yeah, as you grown you were considered an insane boy at school, making you want to hurt other students and harm them physically by pulling and punching them :333 AND HMMMMMMMMM what elseeeeeeeeee. Eh, thats about it for your life when growing up. Enjoy what you're living on you sociopathic insane psychopathic little you :3 

Maggot in his traumatized corner:...oh... ):

(oh and I'm researching the disorder of a sociopathic person so I can make his character accurate- out of all of my characters this man is the one I wanna accurate on- what is this, why do I love this man so much ;0; 

I need like a plushy designed for him, he's a little silly ;0;

When I'm fully into the weekend, and when I get my thoughts together and stop working and constantly burning myself out I'll try to motivate myself to be on wattpad again :'>

Me like literally through the weeks of 8th grade: I swear I'm going to fucking kill myself when I get home. 

Me when I get home: *is too busy to suicide now- working like 5 assignments max- 

IM LITERLLY COUNTING DOWN THE WEEKS AND TO SEE HOW MY PROCESS IS GOING DEAR GOD ;0; future me, am I still alive before I could even turn 13 ;—;??? 

Anyways buh baiiii