Me like last week: everything is gonna be perfectly fineeee :33333 *it's on a friday* *starts to emotionally break down and has a panic attack in the middle of the 7th grade floor councilor-* 

And I'm still feeling like complete bs from it but hey it's over now :') 

Anyways uh where was I, yes I'm having like physical and a mental health therapy on the same day for like on August 28th And my mom is still pissed about my depression and my kneecap being a little loose- like I can literally adjust it but not go out ;—;

My mom: Listen, *inserts name* I'm stressed. You have to go through like not one but 2 therapists to deal with your god damn problems. and I have to go to work and everything is just stressful okay?? Like can you just stop. Literally stop everything is going too far and I can't handle this. 

Me in the back of the god damn car:...*grits my teeth trying not to cry*...ahem. ;w;

As you can see. Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I have a medical condition, my knee cap is loose, and I have depression and my mom knows about this. A lot of stuff is going in one single god damn month and if I had a god damn rope I would've done it then and there but ahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa I wanna cry mentally ;w;

Also out of context quote my brother said before in the dinner table while we were eating pizza

"Yeah, mom threw a knife at me-" 

Me: I'm having cheese pizza because i'm special :3 *special as in a cocky way* 

My brother:...stoppppppppp you're normal ):< 

"WORMS. TEENAGERS. AND BOYFRIENDS. And I swear to god if you get a black boyfriend-" 

Okay listen bro 

Maggot I'm kinda hyperflixiating on dear gwod 

Like I love this man I don't know why help

Some type of ref I dunno I'm too lazy to draw ong 

OKAY MAGGOTS LORE

HE GOT MURBERED 

HE WAS SHOVED A MAGGOT THAT WAS SPECIAL :3

Now he's friends with his little maggot friend :3 

He's like a rotting corpse, he has insides that are maggots and his organs are useless :3

Me after struggling with this art style: *aggressively erasing and adjusting the hair and hair a lot* :'|

Also me: *struggles to draw bodies and is planning on quitting with this head shape* ):< *looks back at the other pages*...okay ya know what I'm continuing I can't give up now- 

Maggot is just a little silly who's suffering and tired from everything and is depressed most of the times :3 

He's a silly little cannibal :3

Maggot's on a hoodie <:0 (stole Addie's idea lol

Maggot is trying coffee for the first time, and he doesn't like it ): 

Silly fella :3 

Some body base I'm not sure who to draw lol ;0; 

I'm not sure why but now I like drawing guys than girls and this is funny to me because literally before when I was like a beginner for Wattpad I had a struggle drawing guys and hair and now I'm just here. Like to draw guys :'| 

They're just so fun to draw and design ;0;

An art trade :0000 my first oneeeeee I thinkkkk-

For Soficreates257, I genuinely don't know his palette so I'm sorry if I got it wrong :') 

He's a silly guy :333

...okay when the fuck is this national tall people day going because no way I'm paying for pizza ):< 

Damn I wish I was over 5'5, so I can freely make fun of squishy :33333 /jjkk

Mother why must you give me the genetics to make me 5 foot or 5 foot 3 in total. Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

Also there's like a national day about "national throw a tall person day" on October 22nd so uh Addie and war tie you and your tall asses get ready Because I have a foot stool that's ready to kick you in the shins /jk

Okay ew face reveal,  Sofi and Jaz made me feel like comfortable to share my face for whatever the fucking reason so like euhhh

MOM

AND DAD

I WANT THE LONG HAIR. GIB ME LONG HAIR PLEASE ;0; I WANT ITTTTTTT

okay anyways ew I look odd ;—;

Some old vent art that actually looks cool in my opinion omg 

Panic attackssssss whyyyyyyy must you do this to meeeeee

Okay so like

I have a hater but the context is that some kid is a fan towards my friend named diamonds (is the friend who drew me on YouTube and I had it as my pfp for a while-) and was upset about how she drew me. The kid literally went to my channel and started to rant about how she made fanart of me and tried to convince and guilt trip me into making an entire animation meme about her, I said no but she wouldn't take no for an answer

Now she's just making these comments on my videos specifically for other people or just a crappost in general

At this point I'm not gonna stop her doing that because her comments are helping me gain my videos more views thank you YouTube algorithmmm The more comments the better am I right- XDD

Anyways I have no art to share other than this so uh laugh with me :'|

Also the glitch is happening and it's happening to Neph now NephaliMations what's happening ;<;

Anyways uh baibai it's like 12 am and I need to sleeep save me from the sufferinhgggg 37 weeks left of school. Help me please ;—;