Hi wonderful artists, kiki b is here and today i need to tell y'all something important, because there's going to be a lot of changes to the last stages of the art contest. 

I know there's been so many setbacks already and people are telling me that thing's will be fine if I do decide to cancel the contest, but my soul won't allow me to do that, because I will feel too guilty and horrible about it. 

Skip to the fifth paragraph if you want to get straight the point of the story.

First of all I absolutely need to take some time out for myself. I know I said the exact same thing a few months ago but now I'm more than ever serious about it, because recently, nothing but bad things have been happening. 

I wish I was lying, overreacting, exaggerating, desperate for attention, or just want pity, but it's not that at all, I need you guy's to understand, that's all, and here's what's been going on with me lately if you guys are curious or feel genuinely concerned. 

Although I've grown and learned so much over the last past 5 months or so, my life has also been spiraling way out of control as well. So far ever since the pandemic happened my mom lost her 2nd job, then she lost her apartment, she was basically homeless for a while and had to live with my cousin, then the house was destroyed in an accident because someone drove their car into it, then she was basically homeless again until she decided to stay with my dad until she got her own place again, then my grandfather (my mom's dad) died from an Illness he already had, I really wanted to see him one last time and so did my mom, now my grandmother is sick and she might have cancer again I really hope she doesn't, and now my dad is currently in the hospital (yes I'm having a panic attack right now but I've calmed down a little as of typing this) because he was in an car accident of some kind on the job (my mom told me he has a few broken bones but nothing critical I don't think), me, my mom, and possibly my older brother literally have to evacuate the house because my dad said just in case he got the virus in the hospital he doesn't want to give the virus to us so he's gonna quarantine once he's back. 

Please pray for my mom because I know she's going through a lot right now, pray for my grandmother and hope she gets well, pray for my dad and his speedy recovery, and please send your condolences for my grandfather typing "RIP SamLee" if you want to of course...

...so yeah, my life is currently a hot mess(I want to put that in a joking way but I just can't) right now I'm trying to calm myself down by I guess writing this, I'm gonna take a long break until I get my mind together because my little head can't take all this mental pain anymore, it's all too much right now, but no worries I'm gonna make a announcement congratulating the contestants and their works even if official winners aren't going to be announced any time soon I will at least showcase the remaining contestants artworks as a big thank you for participating, I'm not sure if this is gonna be the official end to the contest even I don't want to end it but maybe eventually I will announce the official winners. After that I'm leaving Wattpad for good, unless I want to say hi to my wattpad friends.

In the meantime stayed tuned for the final art gallery celebrating the last participants coming soon!

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