Sitting and wandering all alone.
At home, I decided to stay alone.

Every one was out for a few hours trip.
I prepared for the exam, with book in my grip.

Then washed the dishes while humming to myself.
I suddenly got a cold shiver thought about ourself.

A few hours later, wrecked laying in my bed.
Unconscious I was surrounded by..... Red?

I woke up from the horrible cries, I heard.
I saw all the bodies around, and remembered.

Every one of them had left me behind.
My whole family was crushed in a car crash.

If we had to be separated, then why not... me?
Tears flowed down, but i couldn't agree.

It was just too much.. The pain, the memories.
Every one was hugging me, but I couldn't feel.

In my devastating form, I wanted to leave as well.
I wanna be with them, and i let out a yell.

My world was ruined, living now meant nothing.
In this world, I had lost everything.

I felt the wetness under my face, .
I gasped hard, and woke up, my heart raced.

Thank God, it was just a nightmare,I let out.
I ran to their rooms to hug them out .

I hugged a figure lying, cried out "mama".
A hand held me,but the warmth was different.

It was my aunt, she started to console me.
I looked around, to find Noone but... Me 

I could still feel their presence in here.
Couldn't see them, find them, looked here and there.

Why couldn't that be just a nightmare.?!
I wanted to wake, it was too much to bare.

Why couldn't it be? I pinched my self, for nothing indeed.
I wouldn't wake, couldn't die,
All i wanted was to be freed.