Commission time!!!!! :D god it feels amazing to say that I'm -

^even more people were surprised in the comments so I ended up putting a comparison on my story ^^; y'all are too sweet, I mean I had an advantage w a direct ref! I didn't trace or eyedrop but it's still a big help cmon

Ok what else is new,,, I still have kirby brain and that is everyone else's problem ok bye ily

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Oh wait I should probably address the fact that school's started again lmaogdjdh, we started on the tenth. It's an Arizona thing

Thankfully my district is starting online and will have it as a mostly option later on too, people are way too ready to be going back but at these we're being forced to be safe. Online classes r,, weird but not too bad I suppose? Not that we're to the actual workload yet. But we are getting there

Speaking of which, I think I lowkey get new viewers on here sometimes ? so hi! I'm an ib student and everything is Pain!!!! All I know is Work and ib is a nasty little snake that isn't difficult through sheer academics but by making everything extremely confusing to follow. Their guidelines? Wack. So yea I've never been optimistic about senior year sgdkfh but after this I'm fuckin out of here!!! Ignore the part where the future is scary at least I'll be done w ib

Partly because ib and partly because I'm a senior (whatthefuck whatsgdwhwhatthefuckfh wH) I at least know. All my teachers, and I've known my peers for all of high school even if only two of them like me so it's chill. I'm taking the second year of my two year ib courses, the required English along w art and,,, calculus bc,, fuck Anyway also the ib version of spanish 4 which is the worst one, theory of knowledge which is required by ib but mostly decent tbh lots of completion grades and the teacher's our English teacher, the best one I've had, despite the low bar that's a compliment, and sociology, I tried for a gap period and couldn't so I'm worried about the slight extra work but a: between this and psych I'm loving seeing if it might be a good fit for me!!!! and b: I LOVE THE TEACHER she's the same one I had for psych and it's that thing where because she got a psych degree she's half a therapist and cares about her student's mental health she's the bestttt

Social anxiety do be kicking my ass as always, I mean so is,, everything of that nature I probably shouldn't go into but I love how since I don't leave the house sleep is basically optional!!!!!! Fuck yea!!!!! I kinda have time to get everything done I can't believe it!!!! Is this what it's like to not go through a worthless honors program? Y'all are lucky. I mean I'm still constantly overwhelmed tryna get everything done but I definitely have a bit more time time now