I am Never going to stop using these titles, especially cause I found a master post for all the wheel of f-I MEAN REFERENCES IM USING WHICH I SHALL NOT NAME [I'm kidding it's no secret and it's purely for my own amusement]

Anyway let's continue shall we?

The America explain part is referencing how I asked people on my story if they thought my three family members who follow my insta and I'm not out to would notice the bi flag if I made it really small and I ended up being torn and scared so instead I just,, hid it under the other one for my own amusement,, sgdkdhdjdh lmao here's what it originally looked like

Posting this was what reminded me to check back in w/ WP in the first place, most of the people who still read my stuff here are friends from insta and a few others [holy shit guys how do I still get viewers here?? Y'all are amazing I never even post] but it's cool to think back to how I originally posted the 2018 one here only, and how much I've grown since then <3

Alright! Done w/ the art for now. This is usually the part where I talk about any major life updates, and I mean yeaaaaaa there's the obvious but I try not to mention her much, still, just to inform y'all, I've been doing online school since my school closed after spring break and will for the rest of the year. Unlike an unfortunate majority of people I've talked to online, it's created a significant decrease in my workload, even my teachers can't assign a lot w/ these restraints. It's still a lot, but I get to be my own boss a lot more! I'm trying to pretend it's like trying freelancing even if it's very different. I've been trying to stick to my schedule and doing a pretty decent job. I'm working out more, which I love. My,, Eating Problems have been much, much harder to deal w/ but we don't talk about that part. Other than that I'm jus vibing, and drawing all the TIME baBEY

Lately, I have been,, so so so obsessed w/ Kirby. Oh my god. I love everything kirby so much and it makes me so happy and tbh it's probably my healthiest coping mechanism at this point. I did draw him twice in the last part lmao

Other than that,, damn, what's happened? I feel like I'm missing something?

,,,

oHFUCK I KNOW WHAT IM THINKING OF mmmmmmm y'all are so lucky if you don't see my insta story because I ranted so much about th NO NO pearl STOP, I shouldn't have to feel bad about talking about things that make me happy. Gotta work on that. It's not annoying, it's fine, you're allowed

Because yea, the thing that happened may or may not have made me happier than I've been in years last weekend for a really stupid reason

I'm gonna post just one of my many story posts about it to explain what happened

And then,, I made a million more posts,, and watched almost the entire stream all weekend,,,, and at the end, when they had raised double the amount they made the first year despite expecting to make significantly less because they had to do this all remotely instead of together, they all got on call to celebrate and I literally broke down sobbing the most happy tears

God damn

I think let's players saved my life?? That one thing I heard about how they make people happy because you can feel less lonely by living vicariously through friendships of people online is right fuck fuck fuck

And I just,, man,, watching them and knowing 'this isn't the usual pre recorded video, it's all live, we're existing in the same space' made me so calm and at peace?? Getting to see a million hilarious moments that I wish I could talk about but it would take too much explanation lmao, and knowing I was there right when they happened. Seeing these people do so much to help the world situation

AlsoI'msogayforadriholyshit YALL YOUVE MAYBE HEARD HER, ADRISAURUS RIGHT?? Did a lot of covers that people usually know and SHES AN ANGEL ON THIS EARTH HER VOICE IS INCREDIBLE

Anyway I'll spare all the rambling I did but I WILL include this cursed image and no I will not be explaining it at this time but I will mention that put ketchup on it and then ate some

Jules has so much chaotic energy I love it
The man ate his own ass for charity, how can I not aspire to be that
oK I promised I wouldn't say all the hilarious moments but I can have one w/o explanation. As a treat

Thank you for being here man, like wow, you look rly cute today!! I love your vibe. I hope you're doing ok through all this

Also, I know they're probably not gonna see this but thank you to all the people who keep vote spamming/commenting/following me??? On this book and my old ones, which can be,, embarrassing,, but y'all are so sweet, I appreciate it!! I'm sorry I never respond to any of them sgdkhd there's too mANY I can't get through all the notifications of other people's stuff. But if you somehow see this and you're one of those people know that I appreciate it!!