smh

so last night this happened:

i had a nightmare that i was home alone and watching a spooky video. i ended up chickening out and just going somewhere else but somehow im outside so i run back in and lock all the doors and panic checking the doors again and again and then my mom came and picked me up and just,,,,,,,

it was so realistic-feeling. i keep getting that feeling in dreams, that something is terribly and deeply wrong.