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so im home alone and i thought i heard footsteps in the hallway (im in my room with the door closed) and my dogs are barking

i texted my mom asking when she'd be home and i explained the situation. she told me to speak the word of god, and that i'd feel better after

i tried to explain that im still paranoid, but she just says that speaking the word of god should make me feel better

i really wanna tell her why im always so paranoid, but i know she'll go on a rant about how the only true answer is god and all that. i dont wanna sit through that, it just makes me feel bad

so now im stuck in my room panicking while my mom and brother are out for another hour or more

if anyone's online, please talk to me.