i still couldn't configure my thoughts.
in front of me sat a blank canvas and in my hand, a paintbrush bare from color.
i couldn't paint.
not when all my thoughts were about her.
her blue eyes, and the way the would look at me as if i was crazy.
her nose twitching whenever she would try and suppress a small smile.
but it still wasn't that smile.
the smile that had made me start all of this.
the smile that made me hope for happiness; not only for myself, but for her.
my body ached to see her that happy again.
i needed a plan.
my time was eventually going to run out.
what if she tried to kill herself again?
what if she actually succeeded?
enraged at the thought, i pushed the canvas and the stand over and stood up, pulling my hair with my fists.
i couldn't loose her.
and as much as i refused to admit, something inside me felt something for her.
something more than compassion and hope.
even if she didn't feel the same, i was still determined to make sure that she could finally be happy.
i would never be able to live with myself if i never reached my goal.
scars would embed themselves on my heart.
and i don't think i would ever be able to paint again.
i gripped the paintbrush firmly in my hand and took a deep breath.
then i released it.
i had a plan.
dipping my paintbrush in yellow, i lifted my arm to the canvas and began to paint, a smile on my face.
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