I jump when the phone rings, bringing me out of my thoughts. I lean over the side of my cream leather sofa and grab it.

"Hello" "Is this Lucas Olivers" The voice at the other end asks "Yes this is him" 

"Hello this is Michelle from Knights property. We have decided that you are perfect for the position and was wondering when you could start?" It was thursday now "How about monday?" I asked "Let me get myself ready before coming in" 

"Excelent we look foward to having you" She said before hanging up.

I put the phone down and lay back on the sofa. 

Oh forgive me, i haven't introduced myself.

My Name is Lucas Olivers. Well actually it used to be Luke Wade. But that was before.

I'm now 23 years old allthough i still look 19, my mum died two years ago, and well i would say i'm single. But i don't feel it.

You see i fell in love with this boy. He was the best thing that happened to me. Yet i killed him, no i don't mean i went and killed him. But he died because of me.

Yet after seven years i still love him. I never got to ask him but to me he is my lover, my boyfriend. I have never dated or slept with anyone else, i won't cheat on him. EVER. To me he still lives in my heart.

And today i just got my dream job. 

Knights property was a large company. They owned buisnesses and homes. I would be working as a secetary to one of the managers. And i was actually looking foward to it.