It's maddening
When you feel torn inside,
When you feel to scream aloud,
When you want to break it all,
When you feel like fire inside,

When you can't even allow it,
to appear on your face.
When everything around feels instigating,
Yet you have to hold your shits!
When all your countings and tricks, fails to calm The Monster you are!

Yet the world seems unharmed.
Yet the world seems offering no calm.
It is maddening.

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