Tring  Tring........ 

  Ho! no please please stop stoppppppppp.

What  happened to it  now.? It not shutting.

It definitely make me killed.
It is not stopping.  What I have to do.
I throughed it  on the floor
Doom... 
Now it stopped.  I went and saw through ajar of door that anyone have woke up due to this noise.  I take a breathe after confirming  no one woke up. I relaxed now.   But what have done? 

Taking my alarm 🕒  . I inspected it. A tear rolled from my eyes.  I has damaged it.  I last my friend which was with me all this year.   Now this was damaged. 
  It's OK,  tomorrow is my last exam.  After it this not useful to me anyway.   No one is awake due to this. 
Otherwise my grandma has definitely kill me for disturbing her sleep.

Its 3 am so I have 2 hour before someone awakes.  So I have to revise everything before that.

So,  the Hitler whom I am I am afraid of is my grandma  who hate my existence.  But she is bearing me for my father.  My father Vijay has cloth shop.  And good person never no how to harm other.  And literally a mother's son how don't speak a word before his mother.  And my mother Kamala.  She is no more in the world.  I lost her when I was 10. And about my aunt sorry my step mother breaths.  A disciple of my grand mother.  Just for the sake of property which is with my grandma.
My uncle Vijay he doesn't care about anything another than his work. He works as a teacher.  And my aunt Padma follows foot steps of  my step-mom.
And my siblings they never care about me.  I am just steady to them.  Even though varun is younger to he never called me sister. But naren  feels like I am a responsibility.  It is good if I don't speak about  other two.  They think I am their slave. 
In this house another soul is their who make go mad.  That is non other than harsh my aunt son. My aunt visuals and husband are good people  they never cared about me nor disliked me.  They says this is our house matter.  That is another story.   May be another time .

So,  the thing I lost today which was one of the thing that called as mine in hand full of things that I won during my school competition. Oh - ho what a brain I  have by the way I am virika who is at Mercy of destiny to give chance to fly this hell.

Ssshhh..  Stop talking I have to prepare for the exam.

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  I'm hell tired by preparing a  mountain of sweets. I am working from morning. I don't have time to eat my breakfast or lunch. Water is the only thing I have taken up-to now.

A lot of food is in front of me but can't taste them because If they came to know I'll be dead meat.

   Everyone can have them even some are packed to Neelima, Naren in laws and even to Preeti's who even't
married. Her marriage is in next month.

Again I started cleaning   vessels .  " what are you doing? Haven't you finished yet" Padma aunty started yelling at me

" you are always lazy it's our fate that we are bearing you. I laughed sarcastically in my mind who lazy? Me? If lazy has to name then that is given to her daughter she even don't know how to boil water.

Even Neelima di doesn't know how to cook or do household chores before marriage. She is learning now.

But it is fun to listen when there will be a fight between her and mother in law after fight she comes and cries then my  grandmother goes there and says she is small kid she make mistakes and she will learn soon everything. 

But why it is not applicable to me? Why I look like a trash to her? If she doesn't like me she wouldn't have let me Bor......
No,  don't don't go there there is no end for your pathetic situation.

" v i r u ......"
"viru......" there comes the devil.