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Angel Pov

I sat Y/N on the bed as she looked down thinking that she may be in trouble for snooping around in my stuff. It's not her fault and she doesn't deserve to be blamed.

"Y/N, what you're about to hear is a tragic, unforgettable, and repeating cycle that happened to me," I spoke up.

"A-Am I in trouble?" She asked in a sensitive low tone.

I shook my head, "Nonono, you're not in trouble baby."

"But I went through your stuff and..."

I picked her up holding her in my arms brushing through her hair gently shushing her.

"No, your not in trouble. It's my fault and all of this is on me." I assured looking down in her (E/C).

She nodded and I told her everything about my life being addicted to the stuff that can't be stopped because it's a repeating cycle. I actually felt guilt running through my veins, that I thought about Y/N while I was at the Porn Studio doing my job. There was a decision that I had to make and it's either gives up the drugs, sex is never going to end because it's just...sex. Or I might have to give up on Y/N, I did promise myself that I would find her parents to return her back. Although, Strawberry Pimp told me about her past that she didn't tell me from the very beginning and she lied just to get away from him. I don't blame her. She's my little baby and I've grown to love her.

I'm only addicted to sorrow and I feel helpless just going through this mess.

"...So, you see Y/N, my life is nothing but an up and down pattern going on. Everything you know much about me stays between us and I can never forgive myself after that one night."

That awful night with Valentino was a big mistake for me to recover. I was raped and abused by that freak, and my only friend Cherri was looking out for me. She's a true friend and I love her.

"Angel?" Y/N asked in a soft tone.

"Yes, baby?"

"Would it be better if we do something to make up for this?" She asked in a polite tone.

"Well, we can do something fun. There should be something for us to do."

I then heard a knock at the door and opened it to see that it was Charlie.

"Hey, Angel, I was coming over to let you know. Someone is here to get Y/N." She said as my eyes bulged a little.

"What? Who's here for Y/N?" I asked in a protective tone.

"Her dad is here." She said.

"He can kiss my ass!" I slammed the door at her face and looked back at Y/N seeing her shaking in fear. "Baby..."

"I-I'm scared." She trembled as I picked her up holding her in a tight embrace.

I heard Charlie on the other side of the door saying, 'He's here to retrieve her back. Please give his child back.'

His 'Child' doesn't belong to his filthy hands. He isn't going to get her back and I won't let him.