"thanks for letting me stay here."

"you're welcome to stay here for as long as you need to."jennie slightly smiled at her blonde headed friend before taking out her clothes from her suitcase and putting them in the closet.

"i promise it won't be long.i just need to find an apartment and rent it."she told her as she changed into a pair of comfy clothes and then neatly folded her clothes,putting them in the closet as well.

"how are you feeling?"she stopped and then bit on her lower lip before turning around to face lisa with a straight face.

"i'm fine."

"you don't have to lie to me.i know you're not."jennie sighed as lisa wrapped her arms around her,pulling her into a comforting hug.

"it hurts."

"shhh..i know."she lightly rubbed her back,trying her best to comfort her.

jennie buried her face in her shoulder,letting the tears roll down her cheeks as she silently cried.why did it hurt so much?love?fuck love.

these stupid feelings.

you only get hurt in the end so it doesn't really matter.

she wished,there was some type of switch that would turn off these emotions.she felt hurt,her heart ached.

wait..what heart?

it shattered from the moment jisoo told her that they were over.