I don't understand why this world is so fucked up.
Why some people live just to ruin your life.
Why people hate me.
Why people don't.
Why I'm such a fucking idiot.
....
I don't understand anything, do I?
I'm just an idiot.
I constantly want to die, but the universe won't let me. People keep stopping me.
Why..?..
I dunno.
....
I don't understand why I fall in love so easily.
I just get hurt.
My heart keeps breaking.
But I try anyway.
I try to love.
Try not to shut people out.
But I can't keep crying for the same stupid reasons.
So....I'm done.
I'll go back to shutting people out.
That's what you want, right?

....
I'm done caring.

~Aly