Have you ever loved someone so much that you can't stop thinking about them?
They take over your every thought.
You find yourself thinking about them at any given moment.
Sometimes it feels amazing.

When it feels amazing, your heart pounds out of your chest.
Your face turns red at the thought of their face.
You feel that you're complete with them.
You smile.
And you laugh.
And you're happy.

But sometimes it hurts, too.

When it hurts, you sweat.
You're nervous.
And shy.
And you cry.
And you want to scream out their name when you know they aren't okay, either.
And you just want to hold them.
And you just wish the feelings would go away.
And you imagine a life without them.
And...
....
You cry again.
And you're unhappy.
You're unfulfilled.
And you could also feel like you just want to die and let all of your emotions and cares fade away from your body.

It hurts when someone you love doesn't know how you really feel.
When they don't know how much you miss them when they're away.
When they don't know how much you worry.
When they don't know how stressed you are that they brush off your feelings as being ridiculous, creepy even.

When they're oblivious to you.

...

And I'm hurt.
And I want to cry.
But I can't make myself scream out her name.

~Aly