Chapter- 25

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Swara dashed into the bathroom crying....leaving a disturbed and confused Sanskar behind.
Swara slides down the door inside the bathroom....totally broken from inside.
Swara whimpers- I Hate You Sanskar....for causing so much pain to me...I just Hate the fact that I actually cant Hate you!

Background Song- Naina from film Dangal

Jhootha jag rain basera
Saancha dard mera

Swara hides her face between her knees as she sobs her heart out.
Swara could remember all the good times with Sanskar and the promises of Love he made to her.

“Kuch log kismat ke tarah hote hai, jo dua se milte hai.. aur kuch log dua ke tarah hote hai jo kismat badal dete hai...tum dua se meri kismat ko mili... aur main chahta hu ke yeh dua meri kismat badal de...”

“You know what Swara.. hum dono iss wakt yaha khade hai na, waha sabse khubsurat chiz hai yeh wakt.. and I hope ke yeh wakt bas yahi theher jaye..”


Mrig-trishna sa moh piya
Naata mera tera

Swara sniffs as she remembers her Sangeet where she willingly agreed to be prisoned for life time in his Jail.

(Flashback)

Sanskar makes her wear a Kangan he brought for her.
Sanskar- Swara yeh humare pyaar ki hathkadi hai.. jisse pehna kar main tumhe zindagi bhar ke liye arrest kar liya hai..
Swara-  Iss jail mein toh main umra bhar ki saza kaatne ke liye tayaar hu..

(Flashback ends)

Swara cries her heart out....indeed she would be happily be punished by him but not like this....he is punishing her heart by breaking it piece by piece...and that too not directly. He is punishing her by hurting her mother.

Naina.. jo saanjhe khwab dekhte the


She would have been glad if he had punished her directly for whatever reason it is....she would have happily accepted but Why punish her mother who hasn’t done anything to him? Why?

Naina.. bichad ke aaj ro diye hain yun

Swara feels empty inside....she has no reason to live....yet she is living ! Her Sanskar is no more the same....all she could she hatred in his eyes which once used to have love for her .

(Flashback)

Swara- Kiu Sanskar.. Kiu karte ho mujhse itna pyaar..
Sanskar- Kiu Ki Tum Mere Liye  Bahut  Special ho Swara.. Aur Mein Chahta Hu Ke Humari Story bhi Bahut Special Ho...Aur Humara Jane Ke Baad Bhi Logo ke Zuban par Swara aur Sanskar ka Naam ho..

(Flashback Ends)

Naina.. jo milke raat jaagte the


Swara sadly cackles as she says to herself- I was Special To You Right Sanskar? Our Story Was Special Then Why Is It No More Special Now! Kiu Tumhe Ye Mehsoos Nahi Hota Sanskar Ki Mein Tumahri Swara Hu...Woh Swara Jisse Tum Behaad Mohabbat Karti Thi! Kiu Tum Phir Se Andhere Mein Chali Gayi? Tumne Hi Toh Kaha Tha Ki Humara Jane Ke Baad Humari Ye Mohabbat Sabke Jubaan Par Hogi...Toh Kiu Ye Mohabbat Adhuri Reh Gayi? Kiu Tum Itne Baadal Gya Sanskar?


Naina.. sehar mein palken meechte hain yun

Sanskar stood there still.....not understanding What just happened?
Actually he is not understanding what is happening in his life nowdays! Every thing looks so messed up....He came here to take revenge from Swara and Maheshwaris but Now It is looking like he himself is getting trapped in his own plan.

Juda huve kadam
Jinhone li thi ye kasam

Sanskar feels tired with these....there are some unknown wierd feelings which had been disturbing since he re entered the Maheshwari Mansion and Its directly related to Swara Bose.
Sanskar feels frustrated as he sits on the bed dejected.
Sanskar self thought- Ye Kesa Ehsaas Hai....Jisse Mein Mehsoos Karsakta Hu Lekin Samaj Nahi Pata! Ye Ehsaas...Ye Ehsaas Bohot Ajeeb Hai! Kiu Mujhe Ajeeb Sa Mehsus Hota Hai Jab Mein Tumharai Ankhon Mein Ansu Dekhta Hu? Ese Jese Kuch Chubne Lagta Hai....Iss Dil Mein! Kiu Mujhe Bura Lagta Hai Tumhe Dard Mein Dekhta Hui....Jabki Mein Sirf Tumhe Nafrat Karta Hu? Tumhari Waja Se Mere Focus Plan Se Hatne Laga Hai...! Tum Mujhe Pagal Kar Rahe Ho Swara! Aur Mein Tumhe Esa Nahi Karne Dunga....

Milke chalenge hardum
Ab baant’te hain ye gham


Swara gets up from the floor as she goes near the shower and turns it on making the water fall on her as her clothes become wet.
Swara let the water drizzle on her as she cries her heart out under the shower.

Bheege naina.. jo khidkhiyon se jhankte the
Naina.. ghutan mein band ho gaye hai yun


Sanskar get up from the bed as he goes near the window and then looks at the closed door of bathroom where Swara just had dashed into few minutes back.
Sanskar sighs....
Sanskar in his mind- Tum Mujhe Ese Cheez Keliye Blame Nahi Karsakti Jo Mene Na Kiya Ho....You Cant Do This To Me! Kuch Bhi Kehlo Mujhe Par Tum Mujhe Khooni Nahi Bol Sakti....Andar Hi Andar Ye Baat Mujhe Khane Lagi Hai! Bass Bohot Hogya....Tum Mujhe Blame Nahi Karsakti Swara!
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(Instrumental)

Everyone in the dining table was busy in doing their breakfast while Sanskar had been fed by Sujata.
Just then Swara descends down....being all fresh up. Though her face told something else....her puffy eyes were bit red though no one noticed. Her wet hair did put an angelic view on her.
Swara looked lost as she climbed the stairs downwards.
Just then Sanskar eyes fell on her....
She was beautiful even though she looked worn out.
Sanskar kept on looking at her but diverted his gaze when he found Swara looking at him all of sudden.
Swara knew some one was staring at her and as soon as she looked at the direction, he looked somewhere else.
Swara kept on staring at Sanskar as she came down....
Not a single time he looked at her when she was looking at him though she knew very well, he knew she was looking at him. He acted all mad as he kept on hogging his food from Sujata’s hand.
Nobody even realised that She was standing in front of them....and Swara didn’t want them to give her attention too. She has become all used to it...
Without saying anything Swara walked passed everyone towards the kitchen.

(Song Stopped)
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Sanskar walks into the back yard feeling lost.
He was lost in his thoughts when suddenly he realises someone keeping his hand on his shoulder .
Sanskar turns around and find Ragini standing there while glaring at him.
Sanskar frowns- What is it?
Ragini glares- App Hi Bataye Ye Sab Kya Chal Raha Hai? App Jante Hai Kaal Kitna Bada Drama Hua Tha!
Sanskar feeling tired- Not Now Ragini! Humara Raaz Toh Bahar Nahi Aya Na...Wohi Kafi Hai!
Ragini annoyed- Hum Kuch Samjhe Nahi ! Hum Yeha Kal Party Mein Kitne Pareshan The Aur App Hume....Ek Min! Apko Pata Bhi Hai Kal Kya Hua?
Sanskar frustrated- Mujhe janna bhi nahi hai!
Ragini getting wierd vibes- Kya? Janna nahi hai! Huh? Apki behen Uttara....Humare Naak Pe Dam Karke Rakha Tha! Aur apko iss sabse koi farak nahi padta?
Sanskar eyes widen hearing Uttara’s name.
Sanskar frowning- Kya Kiya Uttara Ne?
Ragini laughs like a mad- Ye Bataye Kya Nahi Kiya! Hume Toh Lagta Usse Swara Ki Baton Se Koi Farak Nahi Padta....Infact Usse Kuch Jada Hi Shak Ki Bimari Lag Gayi! Swara ki pehle kahi hui baton pe atki hai woh!
Sanskar calmly- Uttara Kuch Nahi Karsakte! Woh Bacchi Hai...Dheere Dheere Uska Shaq Chala Jayega!
Ragini annoyed- Nahi Sanskar! Usne Hume Kaal Pasane Ki Koshish Ki...Hum Iske Baad Koi Risk Nahi Lesakte! Specially Uttara Se....Sanskar Apko Kuch Karna Hoga! Aur Apne Mujhe Bataya Kiu Nahi Ki Apne Woh Video delete kardi? Kese kiya apne ye saab? Hum Kitne Darr Gya The!
Sanskar smirks- Huh! Darpok ho tum Ragini ! Agar hum kal pakde jate toh tumhari waja se pakde jate...You know what you should learn how to control your own fear!
Ragini angrily- Dekhiya...App Baton Ko Maat Ghumaye! Hume Uttara Kuch Gadbad Lag Rahi Haai...
Sanskar interfering- Uttara ke bade mein baad mein sochungi....Abhi Mein Kuch Aur Soch Raha Hu!
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Sanskar walks into his room when suddenly he stops....as his eyes fell on Swara who looked lost and depressed as she looked outside the window.

(Song Starts)

Saans hairaan hai
Mann pareshaan hai

Swara kept watching the outside view...tears strains were visble on her cheeks.
Sanskar felt disturbed watching her like this...
Without making a sound he leaves from the room.


Ho rahi si kyun ruaansa ye meri jaan hai

Sanskar stands outside the door of his room as he shuts his eyes in some in unknown guilt....He has to change the coarse now!

Kyun nirasha se hai
Aas haari huyi

It was just during the afternoon....when every one was having a family moment all togather.
Sanskar was just sitting there with his mad antics while wondering about something else within himself.
It was just when Sanskar gazed towards the kitchen and found a lost Swara arranging tea cups on tray. She was physically present there but mentally she was somewhere else.


Kyun sawaalon ka utha sa
Dil mein toofaan hai


Sanskar questions to himself in his mind- Why am I feeling pain in my heart watching Miss Bose Like This? This is not right!
Swara walks into the chit chatting moment of family as she served the tea while she has been royally ignored after taking the tea cups not even asking her to join them.
Swara silently leaves from there....

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It was near evening.....when Swara walks into Sanskar room .

Naina.. thhe aasmaan ke sitaare
Naina.. grahan mein aaj toot’te hain yun

Suddenly she felt nostalgic....she and Sanskar had so much memories attached to it.
Sighs....these memories will remain memories for ever!
Swara looks around the room and remembers when the first time she has called Sanskar her true friend and they ate chocolate to celebrate their 1st win.

Naina.. kabhi jo dhoop senkte thhe
Naina.. thehar ke chhaaon dhoondhte hain yun

Those moments are really special to her and will remain so....How she wish she had a time machine so that she could go to past!
Swara remembers the cruel words Sanskar threw on her which made her face the reality once again....

“ Jab Koi Sunne Keliye Bachega Nahi Toh Kisko Kya Bologe Tum! “

“ Maar Diya! Your Maa is dead!”

“ Stop this nonsense! Bohot bakwas karliye tumne...tumhe yakeen nahi hai toh na karo! Lekin ek baat samaj lo tum...iss sabki Zimedar tum ho Swara!”


Swara shuts her eyes in pain....How she can yet love this monster! He has hurt her the worst way anyone could do...He has killed her infact from Inside!
She will never forgive him for what he did....if needed she would send Sanskar to Jail for the crime he did!


(Song Stopped)

Swara came out of her self thoughts when she heard a knock on her door. She quickly rubbed her tears off as she turned around and found Uttara standing right there.
Swara changing her expression- Ha Uttara Kaho Kya Baat Hai?
Uttara observing Swara’s body language- Bhabhi woh apse aunty milne ayi hai!
Swara confused- Aunty matlab?
Uttara confused at Swara’s reaction- Bhabhi? Arrree....Apki Maa Ayi Hai Niche Apse Milne! App jaldi se niche ajye!
Swara was shocked.....the moment just stopped it there. World felt like in halt for that moment. Swara suddenly felt angry at Uttara for doing such cheap joke.
Swara furiously- Mazzak maat karo Uttara! Ye koi mazzak karne ki baat nahi hai...
Uttara stunned at Swara’s over reaction- Bhabhi mein mazzak kiu karungi? Aunty apse milne ayi hai! Isme mazzak ki kya baat hai!
Swara felt like slapping Uttara hard for doing such sick joke....must be Sanskar has send her here to hurt her more and make her look like a fool.
She wont leave him this time....Hoe can she play with her feelings like this! He makes her sick now...
Swara glares at Uttara and walks out of the  room leaving a confused thoughtful Uttara behind.
Uttara wonders- Bhabhi esa kiu react kiya?
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Swara descends downwards furiously without looking anywhere...
As soon as she looked up , her anger changed to utter shock and surprise.
She just was unable to believe her eyes....
Her Mother...Shomi....was just standing in front of her smiling at her gently.
Is it some dream?

(Song Restarted)

Juda huye kadam
Jinhone li thi ye kasam

This must be a dream and her dream will be shattered once again....
Swara stares at Shomi with wide eyes as she stood there shocked.
She was unable to react....her mind has stopped working.
She came out of the shock when Anupurna said “ Swara Tum Waha Kya Kar Rahi Ho? Dekho tumse kon milne aya hai!”
Swara looked at everyone shocked....No this cant be real! This must be some trick!
Her mind is playing games with her....


Milke chalenge hardum
Ab baant’te hain ye gham


Swara realised it was no more dream but the actual reality when she heard her Mother own voice “ Shona Kya Hua? Itne Din Baad Mil Rahe Hai Hum....Gale Nahi Lagyegi? Sab thik hai na! Tu mujhe ese kiu dekh rahi hai!”

Bheege naina.. jo sanjhe khwab dekhte the
Naina.. bichhad ke aaj ro diye hain yun


Swara eyes began to water as she found herself difficulty in breathing.
Her mother is here....alive....standing in front of her!
And this is No dream.....without wasting any more minute, Swara ran towards her mother as tears spilled from eyes....
Swara tightly hugged her mother as she began to weep silently.
Shomi was confused at Swara’s reaction....she couldn’t understand what just happened to her daughter that she is crying!
Swara tighten the hug as she could feel her mother....she sobbed hard making everyone shocked and bit worried.
Shomi hugged her daughter back worried....all she heard a whisper in her ear “ Maaa”
Shomi tried to pull Swara out of the hug to have a clear look at her.
In the present of Mother Daughter Reunion, Ragini seemed having the most dull face who was just rolling her eyes watching the whole drama.
Ragini sighed out of distress while she looked at upwards towards Sanskar who was standing upstairs....watching everything.
Shomi cupping Swara’s face- Shona....Ki Hoyeche? Tum thik ho....sab thik hai?
Swara hugged her mother back unable to say anything....shocking her once again!

Shomi looks at Ragini and others as she asked worriedly- App sablog kuch bol kiu nahi rahe? Ragini tum toh kuch bolo?
Ragini nervously as she puts fake smile- Maaa actually woh Swara ko thoda bukhar tha toh woh apko yaad kar rahi thi....humne apko phone kardia! Lekin isne hume mana kiya tha par hume pata tha Swara ko apki jarurat hai!
Swara eyes widen in shock while she was still hugging her mother. Swara broke the hug as she looked at Ragini with  blank expression.
Shomi with bit anger- Swara tumne mujhe kuch kaha kiu nahi? Pichle kahi dino se tumhari phone try kar rahi ho par switch off araha hai! Ye toh Ragini ne mujhe aj subhah call kiya!
Swara stares at Ragini all confused not understanding what just happened!
While on other hand, Sanskar who watched the union of mother daughter from upstairs felt content.
His heart finally got rid off the guilt inside....the pain which he has been holding for so long. Surprisingly he felt happy watching Swara like this....
Sanskar felt a ting of tear near the corner of his eye. Sanskar removed it with finger as he stared at the tear drop confused! When did he start to feel all emotional for Swara? What the heck is wrong with him?

Sanskar looked at Swara back from upstairs....all of sudden his eyes began to blurr.
His vision started to change....he could see something in negetive!
A man probably in Kurta holds another man and brought him near a woman, both of them looked of middle age just like Shomi...
A Girl was standing besides them....The other man who was in Kurta looked quite young just maybe like him....
Sanskar shuts his eyes tight....
Sanskar growled in pain as he held his head- Aaahhh!
His head was throbbing like crazy....He cant take this paim anymore!
Sanskar fell on the floor loosing his balance as he held his head feeling aggressive and pained.
But What was that Vision all about?
To stop this pain, Sanskar had to go to his room.
He started to crawl slowly feeling distressed as he was unable to get up due to the uncontrolled pain in his head.


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