So about my last post about being called a school shooter.
Last year I was bullied a lot. Every day. My teacher was an asshole who would always be mean to me. He wouldn't let me go to the bathroom so I wouldn't cry in class, he just negatively singled me out.

My classmates were worse. They never left me alone. They tried to cheat off of me and called me a Satanist. They called me a furry and had me expose my secrets to spread around the school. I told the school and they never did anything about it. I had been bullied since 6th grade and they never did anything until the police were involved.

And last year they didn't do anything.

So I wrote a kill list. 3 teachers, 30 students.
I was caught and expelled.

Everybody knows now.

So my orientation was today,  and all I could do was focus in on faces. Some we're on the list. But most we're people I had been used by, and mistreated by, told I was their friend but in reality I wasn't even there. I hate it. When I was walking to get my schedule,  a group of boys yelled "school shooter" at me.

As if it wasn't nerve racking enough.

I hope this doesn't change your opinion on me. I've worked hard to make up for what I did. I never wanted to hurt anybody. I don't even own weapons,  for fuck sake. But I know what I did was terrible.

I am not that person and I care so very deeply for everyone's happiness.... Even if I don't show it in the right way.