As I walk,
past the broken shards,
past the fading clouds,
I do not lower my head
As I hear laughter,
I lock my heart
refusing to let it go
—let
t h e m
go
As I watch,
nostalgia hits me like a brick
I don't flinch
I stay put
Staring
Monitoring
It's what I've always been doing
Watch.
Day and night
Day and night
Day and night
Day and night
But as I walk,
past the broken friendships,
past the fading memories,
my chest tightens
As I hear laughter,
my heart betrays me
E m o t i o n s escape their jail
My body shakes
As I watch,
I can't breathe
Tears descend
Down
Down
Down
Down
Down they go
I shouldn't move
I shouldn't flinch
I shouldn't cry
Stable
Stable
I should be stable
and I should watch
That's what I've always been doing,
right?
Watch.
Day and night
Day and night
Day and night
Day and night
As I continue walking,
I betray myself
My feet halt
No
I want to turn around
I shouldn't
But I want to
Wait, not now
Not when I'm like this
Not when—
I look behind me
and I break
Everything's changed
And it hurts
So much
So much
So much
And they only laugh as my sobs echo around
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