Chapter 36

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*Patrick's P.O.V.*

!!!WARNING!!! !!!WARNING!!! !!!WARNING!!! If you ask me for what...you just have to know yourself, at least I've warned you! !!!WARNING!!! !!!WARNING!!! !!!WARNING!!!

"Don't you deny it," I said plainly to her and she just looked at me with a guilty yet determined face. She sighed and let me in, not saying anything.

The sound of my Soul Punk album being played hit my ears, she's probably just having her usual sound trip at this hour and probably because she's still confused or something. I saw a half-empty bottle of booze on the table too.

"She's cheating on you...can't you see it, Stump?" she said calmly while walking to the kitchen counter and sitting there. She took a full glass of booze and drank it.

"Yeah...with you...and I'm sure you did it on purpose, Chas. You used Chase again to push her to flirt with you." I explained to her. I grabbed a glass too and filled it up with some of what she's drinking and drank it too. We're just two people who's casually talking over these kind of things in the middle of the night while I'm going to get marry sometime soon. Normal, isn't it?

"Fine, maybe I did it on purpose, Trick. But if that's the case, she shouldn't have fallen for my trap. She let herself do this. And also, I'm not the only guy, the girl's collecting guys like they are trophies or some shit to play around with." She explained irritably. I'm amazed how were keeping this conversation up without even looking at each other's faces.

"No, stop. Chasity, stop. I told you...it's over...it's done. Let's just give it up." I said, again with no feelings.

"Well, I still have two days to kick some senses to your brain again, Mr. Stump. It's not yet done."

"You can't do anything now, Chasity. You're only making it harder for you...and me." I said, finally going in front of her and facing her and god, I wish I didn't.

I miss her so much. Being with her, laughing and joking with her. I want to spend my days with her, but I just can't and I forgot the reason to why that is not possible. I'm a coward, I know. My too-kind personality will bring the end of my happiness...and also this girl's happiness. Why am I acting like this anyway...I already made the wrong choice, there's no way I can make that right now.

"Can't you get your head wrapped around the fact that she is freaking cheating on you with a lot of freaking guys?! Patrick, she's already doing it now...what could being married bring to change that? That's only tradition and papers, Trick. That can't hold the urge to be a whore ---

"Chasity! Stop!  You're not going to make me believe that..." I said and here I am again, protecting someone who have or will fuck my feelings for the future.

I can see the desperation in her eyes, I know she's telling the truth, but I'm looking at it with my blind spot. I can see that she's still hurt too, and near to give up, but kept holding on. As much as I know, I want her to hold on too...but maybe letting go will be better, besides...I'll let go of her as soon as I say 'I do' to Elaine.

"I'm not quitting just yet. I've gone through so many fucked up shit to be with you and I'll not give up just like that. I pretended to be a boy for you, not only that...I pretended to be your boyfriend. I kissed two girls for you, goddammit! I became the person who made you happy, who kept you together when Winona broke you and here I am still the one who's going to save your ass for doing this absurd mistake you're doing! I'm not holding back, Patrick Stump. You're mine." She said that came out so badass and I swear that impressed me.

She had a good point which is making me more embarrassed here to just accept this fate and forget about here. I'm such a jerk...but then again, it's not too late to make this all right.

"You don't know how much that last phrase made me happy." I murmured, then I hugged her. "I don't know how...I don't know if I can...but I will try to fix this mess together with you. I can't, I tried pushing myself to forget you...I tried that for so many times now, but here I am still going back to you. I don't know what you're doing to me, Ma Chérie...but please keep doing it. I don't want to lose you." I said...and finally, I said something true, I blurt out my real feelings.

"I'm gonna take one more shot

Then I'm quitting forever

Cross my heart, cross my fingers" she suddenly sang with the song being heard in the background. She smiled at me too and how I wish I can take that smile wherever I go. "Let's Run Dry, Stump?" she asked and that somehow served as a go signal for me.

I gently pulled her down from the counter, then cupped her cheeks when she's already standing in front of me. I'm already satisfying my longing feelings for her with these actions and I never want this to end. She slide her hands over mine too and gently hold them there.

"I love you..." she said and I replied with a passionate kiss.

Our lips began to brush against each other and soon enough, it already became a heated and hungry kiss. I'm not thinking of anything more than us right now...this is what I want and I'm going to do it anyways. I pulled Chasity up and she locked herself on my hips with her legs. I kept holding her up, still not breaking the kiss while I walk towards her room. 'The I in Lie' was the song that was playing and I never did believe that that song will be very appropriate for me, but I'm never going to feel the regret of relating to the song.

"I put the I in lie
Cause I'm a cheat, cheat, cheat
I'm a cheat, cheat, cheat
And baby bang bang, kiss kiss
You and I NEVER HAVE TO put an end to this" I sang and my smirk is showing while I'm singing it for sure. Chasity was smiling at me too and I gently put her down on her bed, pinning her there.

"If you're unfaithful put your hands in the air,
Hands in the air, hands in the air
Like you're under arrest, with a guilty conscience
Stick em up if you've got a guilty conscience" she continued the song and playfully putting her arms above her head. I chuckled at her and kissed her once more.

"I thought you went here to kill me for using Chase again." She said while putting her arms around my shoulder while I was on top of her.

"Why would I kill the person who started this all. You're my true happiness, Chasity. I always neglect you for temporary things, but now I realize that...and I'm never going to give you up again." I said.

She pulled me down and our lips met again. I can taste the alcohol in her mouth, but the sweetness was still way stronger than that. I left her lips and went for her cheeks down to her neck, I can feel her having goose bumps on her arms and her soft moans have reached my ears too.

"Patrick." She moaned out my name and I admit that that's hot as hell and I almost explode the moment I heard that. I kept on kissing her on her neck finding her spot and I found it when her breathing became heavy.

"Sorry." I said and went back to her lips. I wouldn't really want to rush her into things most especially if she does not approve to it. I just don't want to make the wrong move.

"I want you, please. It may sound desperate, but I don't care." She said while staring at me. I wasn't shock with that, I also want her right here, right now. I just want her permission and now I already go it.

"You sure, princess?" I asked her and she smirked at me, already pulling up my shirt while giggling. "Well, I'll take that as a yes, I guess." I said while laughing.

We let the love between us kick in with the help of some booze too and almost one blink away, our bare skins are already brushing against each other. We shared a deep and passionate for many times and now I'm down on her neck again. I slowly slide my fingers around her hips which made her moan more and that sound is like music to my ears now. She locked me in with her legs once more and that almost made me enter her without warning, I know this would hurt her so I really don't want to be rough on her.

I gently rubbed my erection against her already sensitive clit that made her grip on me. I groaned in pleasure too and I might have sucked her neck a little harder this time.

"Trick...please." She said and I slowly entered her. My groan and her moan filled the room, she gripped onto my arms too. I didn't move when I fully entered her, letting her adjust to my size.

"I'm sorry...I never want to hurt you." I said and she giggled at me, but she's still wincing.

"I know." She said. I put my lips over her lips again and began to move. Her moans are getting louder each time I move in.

The pleasure I'm feeling was too good too, it's not just physical pleasure...but my feelings and emotions are being satisfied too...I'm doing this with the one I really love and I'll never regret this. I pick up my pace and our breaths became heavier and heavier.

"C-Chas...I'm close." I murmured while gripping on the sheet of her bed.

"Same." She moaned out.

We gave out loud moans for the last time as we reached the limits of our bodies. Chasity hugged me while panting and I just collapsed on top of her. She kissed my head which made me smile there.

"I love you, Chasity." I said to her with all my sincerity.

"I love you too, Patrick. From start to finish...I love you." She murmured and finally, I'm satisfied and happy to what I have done today.

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Chasity's P.O.V.*

Is this worth all the pain and the wait? Hell yes, it is!

This is true...this is not a dream...nor an illusion, everything happened in real life and I can't keep myself calm. I woke up the following morning locked around Patrick's arm and I can't help myself but to smile like an idiot. We're still naked under the covers, but I don't mind that, what matters is that Patrick is here and from now on we're going to make everything right and this time I'm holding on to his words.

I looked at the clock and it's still way earlier to be up so I stayed beside him.

"Hey, good morning, beautiful." Patrick woke up and said that to me with his low morning voice that I'm beginning to love.

"Morning, handsome," I said back to him then he kissed my forehead.

"Had a good sleep?" he asked me and began to stretch, but then he still hugged me after.

"Yeah, I can get used to this, Trick," I told him and he smirked at me.

"Then get used to it, I'm not going anyway." He replied sweetly, but then I pouted.

"But we have to, we have a gig right?" I said, just remembering our schedule for today, but then I realized something more than that. "What time –

"Chasity? Why the fuck is your front door not locked?!" we suddenly heard Pete's voice.

Patrick and I just exchanged looks and we gave it up and laughed it out. After few seconds, there was a knock on my room and the boys entered seeing me and Patrick on my bed and I'm telling you their expression are priceless! I don't know if they are confused, angry, or happy.

"Just put this over you." Patrick said while chuckling, putting a big pillow over me.

"Are we high and hallucinating shit? Or is this true?" Joe asked and he's obviously hiding a huge smile.

"You know what, Curls. I asked the same thing the moment I woke up." I said then laughed.

"I fucking knew you'd come to your mind again, Stump. But fuck! Get your asses up there, we have a gig today and we're going to celebrate this! No more fucked up shit for this day, we're up for a party!" Pete said excitedly, throwing his arms in the air.

"Glad you still end up together," Andy said with a huge smile and he began to drag Pete and Joe out of the room "Come on, let's give them some space. We'll be waiting in the living room." He said while chuckling, closing the door behind them.

I and Patrick are left in the room laughing again. Everything seems to be bright this day and I know this is only the start of a new chapter to our story. Besides, the fight is not over yet...we just have to call the wedding of him and Elaine off then we'll be free from all this shit. Just one more step for us.

{First: THANK YOU FOR READING AND ALL THE SUPPORT!

SECOND: Sorry for not warning you that IT IS ABOUT SMUT! I don't want to spoil it :)

THIRD: Calm down, it's not the end YET! This story will have 40 chapters,mmkay? :)

THANKS AGAIN!}

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