Sanskaar park his car on road side,he come out  and sit infront of the car , thinking about his messed life

"I Sanskaar Maheshwari was runed from house because my parents don't want to accept Kavita I mean Bangali girl. We were about to married but someone killed Kavita which make me devasted. I came to know that behind Kavita murder had Maheshwari's hand which hatred and anger took place in my heart.

I have entered in swara life as a mad men because I wanted bloody  revenge from Maheshwaris. I make Ragini on my side offcouse she was not child who come in my word but what was swara mistake which she is suffering till now. I did not think before taking revenge what is her mistake which I made her suffer.

She made me realise revenge is not an solution which made me regretted. I asked her sorry but my surprise she easily forgive me and doesn't even told my family thinking may be they will hate me how can girl think about others who don't even care before hurting her without her mistake.

I have left my revenge idea there only but I failed to made  understanding Ragini. I does not thought Ragini will pushed swara in the river which make swaras parents  seperate. We try to tell truth but failed.

Swara made planed that we will do fake marriage as she wanted to reunite her parents. Seeing us married I mean fake marriage they doesn't accepted so we started to live in tent.

In that ten day we started to develop friendship but again destiny played game with us. I still can't able to believe that I just make out with swara. I am still regretting how can I cheat Kavita.

One moth pass swara was not taking to me and I also not try to talk to her as she think I am rapist which hurting me. she is just sitting silently. I thinking she also forgot why we did fake marriage. I don't know what should I do  things get better"

He again sit in the car and held towards home regretting his thinking.

He park his car and walk toward house but he got shock seeing swara who was laying unconscious infront of tent. He run towards  and sit infront of her, he takes swaras head in lap.

"Swara what happens open your eyes" he said concernly patting her cheeks but he did not get response.

He pic her in arm ,take her inside and make  lied down on the bed. He takes out a mobile from pocket and dial doctor number. He again kept mobile in pocket after taking to a doctor.

He move his eyes on that unconscious figure ,he looks carefully, her face become pale were dark circles takes place under her eyes. There is no bubblyness on her face which presents when he saw her first time.

He closed his eyes feeing guilty, every movement make him regret, he want to make everything perfect but all getting mess.

Doctor enter in the tent breaking his thought. Doctor pass professional smile.

"Mr Maheshwari can you wait outside I want to check her alone" She requested sitting beside swara.

"Ya sure Dr" Sanskaar said he going outside.

Dr do her check up and come out sides. Smile present on her face which make Sanskaar confuse.

"What happened Dr ??swara is fine na"Sanskaar asked getting concern.

"Don't worry Mr Maheshwari she is fine but now onwards you have to take care of her properly, she is very week so don't allow her to skip food because she is not alone now she is pregnant" Dr said making Sanskaar freeze at place.

"She will concious soon now I have to leave " saying that dr left from there making blast on Sanskaar.

"Pregnant??" Word Uttar from Sanskaar mouth.

He himself don't how to react. He doesn't know which feeling running inside or having feeling or not. He doesn't feeling happy may be this baby not their symbol of love nor he love that baby mother.

Baby means big responsibility which he is not ready. How he will take responsibility when he never adore any baby and most important he was going to be father without marriage.

"One more mess" Sanskaar said frustrating moving his hand through hair.

"How I will tell her??"sankaar think moving his hand on mouth thinking about swaras reaction.

"I have to tell her other think we will decide later" sankaar enter inside encouraging himself.

He enter inside and see swara sitting taking support of backboard. She looks towards him and immediately Move her gaze other side. Sanskaar take long breath and sit beside her.

"Swara wo actually wo I want" he stammered were swara give him blank face.

"Swara you are pregnant" Sanskaar said finally after doing a  lots of attampt. He takes sign in relief .

Swara look s towards him shockingly ,she clutched pillow tightly in hand which present in bed. Tears flow down from her cheeks.

"Swara listen" Sanskaar try to talk but get intrupt

"Leave me a alone" swara utter without moving her eyes.

"Swara let me explain"

"I said pls leave me alone" swara said folding her hand infront of Sanskaar helplessly.

Sanskaar went from there taking last glance of swara.

Swara hug knees tightly near chest and start crying miserably.

"Why God why??why I always suffer?? Is my mistake that I am fatherless child??? Why you doing this to me??

Seeing my mother I decided I will not do same mistake which my mother did. I had promised myself if I love someone madly than also I never cross my limit but what happened I sleep with sankaar without marriage and now this pregnancy.

It's hurts when someone call fatherless child,It's hurt as every step people point being fatheless child. No one point out boy why you make her pregnant because they don't have any tag on a body that they are going to be father.

I am not feeling if someone pointout my character but I don't want to one more swara came in this world it hurting so much.

"I will abort this baby" tears flow down from her eyes.

To be continued....