(Started at Feb, 2024)
Sorry for not updating at the New Year time. Got quite things happened that caused me pretty busy.

First of all, i'd like to announce that *inhale*.... *YELL* MY FUCKING INSTAGRAM THE OLD ONE GOT HACKED ALL OF SUDDEN, HOLLY THE CRAP!

*Phew* And i'd like to get you know that i made new one. And if any of you following my prev one which having the pfp as baby Hawk in chicken suit holding knife, unfollow that. And this's my new one

And I gotta, like, redo it at some point. For god sake, if i can find the dude did that fucking shit, imma kill them for sure. You can check out my other one which is the spare one from the list of following as well, the name is same.

(Today, 19th June 2024)
Since the Feb, it's been 4 months passed. And I still fucking fighting for my life, my freedom out of the suck hell call 'bio family '. Well, in general, i'm still trying hard keeping up with my progress as well as hold myself together in the middle of the crazy chaotic events.

Beside that, i dunno how to put this into words lightly. Guess that i gotta tell the truth. The fact is, erm, i afraid that this summer, or well, maybe i could be off this journal a while, could be longer than usual (normally few months *akwardly laugh*) due to the lab, prob, or some unexpected events. Dunno. Cuz i have plenty of readings, dreams, and visions sort of showed that i either got taken by them in this summer. I guess so.

So, in short word, i'll try my best to update you guys the news, on here, and my tiktok (@alekankelo660)

Abt the progress, i do have some new things as well. My body has changed pretty much: got slimmer, got lighter weight a bit despite me still eat normally and not on any specific diet at all, wider back, slightly got taller. My back got more muscle pain as time passed and slightly more stiff due to having cartilage development (i think so based on my feeling, feel sth hard like bone but in ping pong ball size). My facial also got few changes as well but i cant tell what exactly they are.

Besides that i also got plenty of dreams and visions abt my lookings in future. Saying in summarize, i seemed would be look a lot different from current, and i seemed more intimidated looking as well. Interesting, i'm looking forward it.

That's all for this chapter. Thanks for your patience. And hope you having good time with your transition.