A/N: So its so happen that I'm sick today. So I have time to update. Anyway, this chapter might bore you but I hope you still read it until the end. This chapter contains matured scene. Read with your own risk.

Khiegilsan

LUCY's POV

I HEARD another groan coming from my side –
urging me to wake up disoriented. Where the hell am I? I reach for the bed side lamp to open it. The light coming from the lamp softly illumining the blue wall which instantly bring me the memories of what happened hours ago. I heard another groan – I look on my side where he was sleeping and realize that – this what woke me.

"No!" he groans. He is sprawled out beside me, his head back, his eyes screwed shut and his face contorted in anguish.

My mouth a little parted – I was a little confused for a couple of minutes and when I realize what’s going on to him. I instantly sit up, kicking off the sheet, kneeling beside him.

"No!" his voice sounds in pain which instantly makes my heart clench. I grab his both shoulder and shake him – trying my best to wake him up "No!"

"Natsu, wake up!" I said as fear started to enveloped my system "Natsu, hey!" after of minutes of trying him to wake him – his eyes spring open – his mauve ash eyes are enlarged with fear as he stare on me.

"Are you alright?" I said as I fend off my hair on my ear – he didn’t say anything on me and he just keep on staring at me – I gently wipe his sweat with my palm "You're home, you're safe. It was just a dream" I says

He blinks his eyes twice before his eyes look around frantically and frowns as he takes in our surrounding. Then his eyes went back to mine – I bit my lower lips and reached for his cheeks.

"Oh! Vanilla" he breathes with no preamble, whatsoever he reaches up my both cheeks and pulls me down into his chest. My face are buried on her chest where I can heard his heartbeat.

I look up to him and smile "I'm here, Natsu. I won't leave—"

My eyes grew wider when all of a sudden he presses his lips on mine. I push him a little so I could speak but the moment I open my mouth is the moment he press his lips again – but this time plunging his tongue. I melted into him, my eyes shutting close. Suddenly I didn't have the energy to push him and instead all I can do is submit to his exploration.

I moan when he suddenly lift my body until I was sitting on his thighs. Both his hand freely roamed my bare back while my hands rested on his chest. I answered his kisses on the same intensity – I can feel fire igniting between us. I tangled my fingers through his hair and pulled him closer to me as if I can't get enough of him. 

"Hmm" I hummed when his hand travelled from my waist to my chest.

He aggressively held my mound with his hand and massaged it while he was trusting his tongue inside my mouth. I moan when his kisses went down to my neck, and then sucked on my breasts. My mouth parted as I pulled him closer to me as if he wasn’t close enough.

I gasped escaped from my lips when his lips went back to mine. I licked his lower lips and pushed my tongue inside him. His other hand travelled down to my thighs and the next thing I knew I felt his finger caressed my sensitivity.

"Ah," I moaned on his neck when he pushed a finger inside. I can feel myself being wet and instead of feeling embarrassed – I started kissing his neck up to his jaw while his finger as thrusting slowly inside me. I hugged him tight and stop kissing his neck when his thumb massaged my clit.

Another gasped escape my lips when he suddenly pushed me on the bed and the next thing I knew Natsu spread my legs with his hand before leaning to lick my insides.

"N-Natsu." I whispered and closed my eyes.

My lips parted with pure bliss as he flicked his tongue and circled my wet center. I bucked my body and I gasp his hair with one hand, rubbing him on me, moving with his tongue. I wanted him to stop and ask him about his nightmare but I just can't find myself pushing him and stopping him from whenever he's doing.

It feels like my body is craving for this. I want him. Period. All I know is that I felt was being thrown at a cliff with no one to catch me when I found my release.

I lift myself up until I’m on a sitting position, still shuddering at the after effects of my release. He lifted his head and looked at me, "Lay down, Vanilla" he murmurs and I did.

"Natsu we need to talk" I said while looking at him.

"I want you, Vanilla" he said as he positioned himself between my thighs. My lips parted when he slowly entered me.

A soft cry escaped my lips when he push himself inside m – I maybe not a virgin but Natsu's shaft is really big and long. Damn!

"Still tight, Vanilla" he said as he rain tiny kisses on my neck.

"Move, Natsu"

"I might hurt you"

"I'm fine"

"No."

I lifted my hips impatience. I winced but I didn't let him notice it. I sighed in relief when he started to move. It hurt a little but it's bearable. And the pleasure overpower the pain. I wrapped my legs around his waist, trying to move with him as he thrust inside me. He filled me, stretch me to my lips.

"Faster, Natsu" I said with a gasp.

He lifted my hips up. I supported my body with my elbow while he rammed his huge length inside me. I throw my head back and moan. I clamp his manhood with flesh when I felt another climax coming, "I'm close… deeper. I want it deep…" I mumble.

"Let go, Vanilla"

His shaft grew larger… if that is even possible. A scream escaped my lips when my body quivered as I let go the little control I have. I felt his hot release inside me and it spilled down to my legs. My mouth parted – I feel so restless all of a sudden.

"Sleep, Vanilla" he says before kissing my temple and hug me.

"Are you okay?" I ask worriedly.

He gave me a smile but it didn’t reach on his eyes
"I'm fine as long as you are okay"

I wanted to ask him a question but I couldn’t find a strength to ask him. I close my eyes and feel his hand gently brushing on my hair.

I STIR when I feel something wrong with my surrounding. A frowned embedded into my face when I saw myself sleeping alone in our bed. I took a glance at the radio alarm, and I saw that its five thirty in the morning. Where the heck is Natsu?

I forced myself to sit and covered my chest with the blanket. Confusion, irritation and nervousness are slowly eating my system. Quickly I slipped out of bed and took his t – shirt on the floor and wear it before I went out to our bedroom.

I found myself going to the garden and there – I saw him standing while holding a glass of wine as he stare on the dark sky. I pause in the doorway and watch him as I wrapped my arms around myself. I can feel my heart tightened with unknown pain.

"You need to tell him your reason why you left that day, Lucy. Natsu needs to know. You guys needs to talk about this. This is issue will never solve if you keep that on yourself." I remember what Erza told me – but am I ready to hear his answer? I don't want to get hurt. What if he just married me because… because… of the company. Because of his promise to my parents. But… But… Goddamned it Lucy Heartfilia – Dragneel! Stop acting like that! You need to be brave!

I bit my lower lips and starts to cross the distance between us. I didn't say anything when I reach his side – he doesn't look on me to. So I just wrapped my arms around his waist, "Tell me, what happened?" I murmur.

"Did I wake you up?" his voice sound soft yet feels so cold. I shook my head – I felt him remove my hand on his then pulls me until I was standing in front of him. His eyes looks so sad "You should go back to sleep"

"And you?"

"I'll just finished this glass—" I didn't let him finished his words and I just throw my arms around his shoulder and pull him – then presses my lips to his. I felt him stiffen but what really broke my heart is that he push me a little "Lucy?"

"If you have a question to me, please asks me already," I says "I know you have lots of questions that only I, can answer. So please, ask me"