Chapter 20: Self-Hatred

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Third Person POV 

Y/N was laying on the bed as Kali was patting his wound with a wet towel as Blake sat by him with red puffy eyes. 

Kali: How long have you been like this? 
She asked Y/N. 

Y/N: Ever since. 
He answered. 

Kali: All this time, you were that mercenary the white fang talked about. 
She said, shocked from this information. 

Blake held tightened her hold on Y/N's hand, afraid of losing him. 

Y/N: Yeah. 
He grunts as Kali continued to wash clean his wound. 

Kali: I'm sorry. 
She said as she dipped the tower in warm water. 

Blake looked at Y/N as tears started running down her cheeks. 

Blake: I-I'm sorry. 
She said with sadness in her voice, looking down. 

Y/N slowly turned to look at Blake as she looked back at him with her tearful amber eyes. 

Blake: I-I-I-I'm sorry. F-F-For h-hurting you. 
She struggled to say as she looked at Y/N's scar. 

Before Y/N could say anything, Blake walked out of the room leaving Y/N with her mother. 

Y/N's POV 

I felt Blake's mother continue to clean my wound as I saw Blake walk out of the room. 

Kali: You know she's been so hard on herself. 
She told me as I turned to look at her. 

"Really?" 

Kali: Yeah. When you were out. She stayed in this room. Holding your hand while praying that you wake up. 
She said as she looked at me. 

I looked at her and saw her eyes with bags under her eyes. 

Kali's POV 

"Blake. She truly feels responsible for what happened to you." 

I continued to clean his wound as I saw the scar. 

"When they first brought you here to heal, I couldn't believe that you were still alive. Even after your disappearance." 
I said as I looked at his E/C eyes. 

"I-I missed you." 
I told him. As I looked him I saw his E/C eyes, the same colors as his mothers. 

"When Blake first came back and brought you into this room, she......"

I looked at him and saw him looking back. 

Y/N: She did what? 

"Blake..........Didn't do anything but stay in here. She wouldn't eat. Drink. Wouldn't even come out of the room. Just stayed in here." 
I said as I remembered hearing her cries in the room. 

Flashback 

I was holding a plate of food while walking down to the room where Y/N was at. I continued walking until I came to the door. I slowly opened the door and saw Blake laying her head on his stomach as I heard her cries. 

Blake: Y-Y/. I-I-I'm sorry. F-F-For everything. Y-Your father. Y-Your mother. Y-Your sister. 
I heard her cries. 

"Blake." 

Blake didn't listen as she continued crying. 

"Blake." 
I placed my hand on her shoulder. 

Blake: I-Its my fault. 
She cried. 

Blake: F-F-For e-everything. 
She said as she continued crying. 

Blake: H-His family. F-F-For t-t-turning h-h-him i-into this. 
She continued crying. 

Blake: I-I-If I-I-I wasn't so blind for A-A-Adam. 
She said as she continue to blame herself. 

"What happened to Y/N was never your fault."
I told her as I hugged her. 

"What happened to Y/N was never your fault." 
I repeated to her as she sobbed. 

"If it was anyone's. It'll be Adam. The one that made you do it." 
I told her. 

I felt her arms tighten around me as she continued crying. Blake continued crying as she held onto me tightly. 

Blake: Y/N. 
She muttered. 

Blake: Y/N. 
She muttered again. 

"Shh. It's okay." 

Flashback Ends 

I looked at Y/N as a tear flowed down my cheeks. 

"Y/N. You may know it, but she cares about you. A lot." 

To Blake 

Blake curled up against the wall as she had tears flowing down her cheeks. As she curled up in a ball, she only muttered few words. 

Blake: I'm sorry. 

Blake: I'm so sorry. 
She cried as she curled up against the wall. 

While she was crying, Ilia came into the room and knelt down in front of Blake. 

Ilia: Blake. 

Blake ignored her as she continued crying. 

Ilia: Blake. 

Blake slowly lifted her up and looked at Ilia, revealing her tearful puffy red eyes. 

Ilia: Are you okay? 
She asked as she sat beside her friend. 

Blake looked at Ilia and more tears started flowing down her cheeks. Blake slowly lost her composure as she looked at Ilia. Blake looked back down and cried. As she kept crying, Ilia hugged her. 

Ilia: Shh. It's okay. 
She tried to comfort the cat faunas. 

Blake: N-N-N-No. I-I-It's not. 
She said to Ilia, trying to get out of her hug. 

Blake: A-A-Adam k-k-killed y-y-you. T-T-Then I-I-I blamed i-i-it on Y-Y/N. 
She cried in Ilia's hold. 

Ilia: I know. I know. 
She said as she continued to hug the cat faunas. 

Blake continue to cry into Ilia's shoulder. 

Blake: I'm sorry. 
She muttered. 

Blake: I'm sorry. 
She continue to mutter into Ilia's shoulder. 

Ilia: I know. I know. 
She told her. 

Blake: N-No. I-I-I should h-h-have b-b-been the o-o-one to die. 
She said as she looked at Ilia with tearful eyes. 

Blake: N-N-N-Not S-S-S/N. N-Not h-his parents. 
She continued to cry, thinking about her mistake. 

Ilia continued to hug Blake, trying her best to comfort the crying black haired cat faunas. 

Blake: I-I'm n-nothing b-b-but a h-h-horrible friend. 
She continued to hurt herself. 

As Ilia continued to hug Blake, the door to her room slowly opened. Ilia slowly turned her head and saw Y/N slowly walking to her. 

Y/N: Ilia. Go grab food. I'll be right here. 
He told her. 

Ilia: Hey. I'm going to grab food. 
She told Blake. 

Ilia got up and walked out of the room, leaving Y/N with Blake. Y/N sat down next to Blake as she slowly looked up at him with her tearful amber eyes. 

Blake slowly opened her mouth to speak but her tears prevented her from speaking as Y/N sat near her. As she attempted to speak, tears flowed down her cheeks as she looked at Y/N. The one she killed long ago. As she was about to say something, Y/N brought her into a hug. 

Blake: I-I-I-I'm sorry. 
She started crying again. 

Y/N didn't say anything but hug her as she laid her head into the crook of his neck. 

Blake: I-I-I-I'm sorry. 
She repeated. 

Blake laid into Y/N's body as he held her close. 

Blake: I-I-I-I-I should have b-b-been t-t-the one that died. 
She said as she looked at Y/N's E/C eyes. 

Y/N: What? 

Blake didn't do anything but cry and cry as she held onto Y/N. 

Only muttering two words. 

"I'm sorry." 

While the two were in the room, Ilia stood outside of the room as she held a plate of food. 

Ilia: Blake. 
She said as she hears Blake's cries. Hearing her cries of regret. Her begs.   

To Amelia 

Standing in a white fang base, Amelia held her sniper in hands as she stood in the middle of the warehouse. Standing in the middle of the room as bodies of the dead white fang members scattered across the room. 

Amelia: Where is he. 
She said with venom as she held a white fang member by the throat. 

Amelia: Tell me. Where is he. Where is Y/N L/N. 

White Fang Member: I-I-I don't know. 

As the white fang members stared down at Amelia, he saw her eyes. Full of anger. Full of hatred. 

Amelia: Then die like the others. 
She said as she aimed her sniper at his hea.d 

White Fang Member: WAIT! WAIT! 

Amelia stopped and looked at the white fang member as he begged. 

White Fang Member: M-Menagerie. 

Amelia: Your usefulness just ran out. 
She said and shot him in the head. 

Amelia walked out of the warehouse as she pulled out a photo. A photo of her and Y/N. 

Amelia :I miss you Y/N. 
She said as a tear ran down her cheek. 

Suddenly a dagger was launched at her, Amelia dodged out of the way and saw a girl with wolf ears as she had a cigarette in her mouth. 

Amelia: Who the hell are you. 
She growled as she held her twin handguns in hand. 

???: So you're the one that turned my brother into a monster. 
The girl said. 

Amelia: Who said. 

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"Salem."

Here is Chapter 20 of Betrayed! Hope you all enjoyed this chapter! What do you all think so far? 

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