Destiny-Kun I came through

Shu Kurenai with his new look

I'm a little down right now.... My friend moved to a different county and says she's still going to my school, but I'm afraid she won't be there for our Senior year...

My fear and anxiety are kicking in hard

I feel worthless though I don't know why and I'm afraid I'm going to lose this internal battle and start cutting myself to relieve the stress...

The vent art is no longer helping...

I nearly cried when I was in the phone with my grandmother when she asked how my ex was. She never knew he broke up with me...

My mentality is getting worse and I'm slowly slipping into the darkness of depression even my family doesn't know... 

They're part of my problem since they criticize me for how I act and when I'm on my phone...

Does it get better? Or will I fall further into the abyss...?

NightBear15 signing off...