"Taehyung. Hm, can't we just continue this tomorrow? I just can't do this anymore. I wasted enough papers to build a huge paper plane." 

I looked at him, his head was laid flat on the table with hands spread out at the surface. He looks really wasted and tired already. Looks like his brain is already done functioning for today. But what he said was true, we can really build a huge paper plane by those papers. 

I chuckled at the view in front of me, "Alright. We still have 2 days, I think. It's only Tuesday."

I heard him hum in response. I turned off the DVD player and placed the CD back to its original place. Time to fix things up. How can I fix it if Jungkook is laying down on the table like this? Heol, looks like he's already asleep. 

"Hyung?" He called out in a low voice but enough for me to hear. 

"Yeah?"

He hesitated before sighing, "Uhm, can we... talk? Like bond for awhile. I just want to talk. If you don't want, I under-"

"Sure," I cut him mid-sentence, "Let's talk at the garden. Stand up."

He was a bit shocked but followed me outside. I took a sit at the bench and he copied my action.The sky was already dark and it was filled with stars. It's like eight in the evening or seven? I don't know and I don't care. I looked at him, he was staring at the sky. I noticed that he became sad after the song, "How To Love".  All of the sudden, he stopped doodling and just lay his head down - sighing once at the time.

I was bothered by the way he acted. So, I decided to open-up first.

"Why are you sad?" I asked, he looked down while smiling softly.

He chuckled, "I'm not sad."

His answer made me snort, "C'mon, Jungkook. You're not jolly and annoying all of the sudden."

"Molla. I don't know either. Okay, I know. I know I'm bipolar." He laughs which made me more concern.

Okay Taehyung, hold up! Why am I becoming soft-hearted all of the sudden? The good in me is overtaking me. This is not the real me once again. Jungkook is really something that makes me like this. What the heavens. 

"No, there's something bothering you." I said, still bothered by the way he acts. He became quiet and looked down again. He closed his eyes and sighed for the nth time. Yes, for the fucking nth time already. Goddammit. 

"For crying out loud, stop sighing. It's irritating me. It's like the nth time you-"

"Is it hard to love me?" He looked at me, seriousness and pleading in his eyes. 

My eyes widened by his question. Is he serious about his question? Well... you can tell by the way he ask it and the ways he looks at me. But how can I answer his question? I mean, why am I the one he is asking me that? 

"J-jungkook, are you serious?" I asked, this is insane.

"Yes. Definitely. I am. Is that hard to answer?" He said, getting more impatient by my short replies. 

I shrug, "I don't know what to say. I-"

"Maybe it's true that I am hard to love. My aunt said that my father left me because I am nothing. A piece of nothing whose useless. I'm not surprise anymore that you cannot answer that question." A tear fell from his eyes but he immediately wipe it with the back of his hand, chuckling to hide his sadness. 

"Oh no. No, you are not 'nothing'. You are Jungkook." He just laugh at me.

"Oh c'mon, Taehyung. Stop it. I am nothing. See? No one wants me to be their friend in school."

"Me." I noticed that he was a bit taken aback but managed to compose himself. 

"Tae. Why?" He asked, creasing his brows.

I was a little bit confused by his words. Why do he likes to answer in an incomplete thought? I am not good with psychological or guessing things quickly. I want to know why is he like this and he can't answer completely which is really frustrating the hell out of me. 

"What are you talking a-"

When I was about to finish my sentence, a pair of lips crashed shuts mine. It was Jungkook's. It was from freaking Jungkook! I didn't pull back, instead I kissed back immediately with the same eagerness. For the record, he was the one who kissed me first. 

His hands snaked around my neck and tilted his head making the kiss deeper.

I bit his lip as I carry him in bridal style. Without any further, we reached the bedroom. I kicked it closed and gently lay him down the bed. My kisses went down to his collarbone. He let out a soft moan as I sucked his white collarbones, resulting to be red in color and to produce a mark.

I unbutton his polo and removed it. His chest was exposed. Before I attacked it with kisses, I took a quick look from it. He was so fucking flawless which is turning me on more. I kissed his chest while playing his left peek with my thumb. I can sense that his breathing is becoming heavier. I went back to kissing him. This time, both of us are fighting for dominance. But I obviously dominate him. 

I licked his jaw up, leading to his ear.

I bit it before whispering huskily, "I want to hear you, Kook."

With that, he let out that long satisfying moan. I smirked, that's it. Those moans sounded like music. It was oddly satisfying.  I removed my shirt and threw it to the floor. I continue to abuse his now-marked chest with hickeys that I produced - down to his tummy and reaching his still-zipped pants.

I looked at him and he was looking at me, half-lid opened with his mouth gaped. Shit, he looked hot with that messy hair!

I unzip his pants and pulled it slowly. Revealing a hardened tent covered in a thin cloth of his brief. Palming his clothed member made him whimper. I slowly pulled down the seam. Until his lower body was fully exposed.

I grabbed his hardened member before squeezing it, resulting his pre-cum to come more.

Jungkook let out a groan. His breathing became heavier than recently.

I stroked it painfully slow until I noticed that his eyes were closed and he was biting his lower lips hard. A cue for me to jerk him faster. Looking at him while jerking him off, his eyes are closed and he's biting his lips so hard that it looks like it will bleed anytime. 

I sucked my fingers until it is wet enough. I put my two fingers inside his puckered hole.

He screamed with that. I scissored him while jerking him off. His hands are gripping the sheets very tight while head is turning from side to side because of the overwhelming pleasure he is feeling right now. In front of me is the Jungkook that I want.

Before he came, I engulf his member into my mouth then I deep-throat him. Still finger-fucking him. His hands made its way to my hair. He pulled it out of habit. Few more deep-throats, he came inside of my mouth which I didn't mind.

I licked him clean then removed my fingers inside him. And I looked at him, then teased him.

"We should stop here." I said, my voice is still husky and low.

He opened his eyes slowly before whimpering, "A-aniyo, p-please..

"Please, what?"

"E-enter me, Tae." 

With that, I unbuckled my belt and unzip it before pulling it down with my boxers. This can't wait any longer. I want to ram him until he's sore enough. 

I slapped his thigh as I jerk myself off, "Go, position yourself."

He spread his legs wide in front of me. I draped his legs off my shoulders and position my self at his hole. Teasing him by brushing my member into his entrance. He groaned louder, becoming impatient. I entered him slowly - waiting for him to adjust to my size.

His shoulder became relaxed. A sign for me to thrust. Slow at first until he begged for me to go faster.

Of course, I obeyed and rammed faster and harder. Our moans and grunts became one. His whimpers are in the rhythm of my thrust. Fucking pleasure. His tightness is very satisfying. Sucking my cock and meeting my fast thrusts. 

With the final thrust, we both came. Reaching climax together.

I pulled out before laying down beside him. I pulled the blanket to cover us. We are both panting and exhausted. I was about to fall asleep when I felt his head above my chest while hugging me tight.

I let him bury his head to my chest.

"T-tae?" I hummed in response.

"C-c-can I sleep here?" He asked while stuttering.

I chuckled, "Yes, you may."

He hugged me even tighter.

"Hm, hyung. You know what my mom used to call me Kook, too." He said, whispering. Maybe he's too tired.

I chuckled, "Really? So. Should I stop calling you that?"

He shook his head, "Aniyo! It's alright."

I just nod my head. I was shocked when he peck a kiss into my cheek.

"Goodnight, Tae." He said before falling asleep fast.

I smiled as I hear his snores.

"Goodnight, kook."

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[author's note] first smut scene in blank space hehe. more to come darlings!

edited; 041316.