Her obsessing over Sunoo continued, sending me his posts and updates while absolutely being on cloud 9. Well, it wouldn't have been a bother for me because I accept her the way she wanted to be. But, who am I to her?

She doesnt ship Taekook, Tae is like her ex and she likes Sunoo and Jungkook. As you all might know Taehyung in real life is someone who values relationships and family more than anything. I am no different than him. It did hurt a lot more than I can explain. Going to discord became a nightmare at one point, knowing things can go worse.

And it did, ofcourse!

"Hey, is it okay if I change my rp to sunoo for a while and play around?" That one text drove me wild.

Is that it? No more Jungkook? What about Taehyung? Taekook, ended?

As usual my fingers typed down what I didn't ever want to say. I wanted to protest, I wanted to say that she was mine and can't leave the role. But if this is what she wanted, she shall have it. Atleast she is staying online.

Well, it didnt last long because I accidently called her Jungkook in the server out of habit and she just went with the flow. When asked she said, u called and I went with the flow. She told me she had still be Sunoo anyways. Ohk, that hurts!

Next day, her plan changed. She realized I was hurt. Well, I told her that myself not like she had notice.

"It did hurt when you said that yesterday but I think I can manage." I dont know why I texted that.

Well, guilt sucks! She felt that maybe! She felt sorry for me and declared she will be Jungkook again. She didn't miss Taehyung or Taekook but felt sorry for me. Well, that counts?

One day, I didnt go online and I apologized like this because ofcourse I was scared that I had lose her. I came back to see her spamming me in server. Well, pm didnt matter to her.

She was scared of losing me? Well, that was an assurance.

Come on, I am not going to drag the list again and again but things with us were always rocky! But again....

Wow, she wanted to stop TAEKOOK Dramatic much? My world stopped spinning for a while when she texted that. What? What does she mean by that? Ending what? Is she in her senses? Well, as usual.

I gladly accepted it but the pain it gave me was intense. I can't type it down but the whole night, I ended up staying awake and overthinking. She promised to be my Jk forever then why? Did I do something? I was trying to do better for her.

Keep assuring her, you dumb Taehyung! What are you gaining from that? I dont know?

After a whole night of misery and struggle, I decided to play along. After all she said, if partner feels good..just go for it. Went with it, saw my ship sink and lose the person I chose for myself.

Again repeating, relationships and family matters to me even if it is roleplay or in real. I value it a lot and I can't lose it that easily. But Taehyung was not what what she needed and moreover we never opened up to each other properly or had a proper conversation to know our likings.

Next morning, as usual...guilt hit her and she wanted to be back. Wow? In one night? She pitied me, that was as bright as broad day light but stupid me wanted to believe that she was changing. She ended up apologizing and saying Taekook forever.

Wow! That was an intense flip. It became a habit for me to endure a lot because of this. One minute her brain says one thing and next day, the regret hitting her. I didn't mind because I atleast I am not losing her.

Sucks but okay!

From next chapter, we are going a little bit forward.

Oh, did I forget to mention! She said she was pregnant...happened a little before these dramas.

And we named that imaginary kid as Taegukk! Well, he was precious to us both. Can say, he made things a little stronger in this roleplay. We had to be that parents who didn't even know what it is to be together.