hi guys omg do you remember meEEEEEEEEEE

it's bEEN 84 years-

i just realized that it's been a whole year since i wrote on this which means i haven't given much updates about what's been going on for the past year???

cross your legs and take a seat we gonna sip a heckload of tea lmao

first !! i finished my three-year degree in english language and communication !! ❤

for my final semester we had an independent project and since i was the only one eligible to write a piece of fiction, i wrote a short story called "We".

here's a small excerpt!!

yes i used jamais vu it's my favorite from persona after mikrokosmos !!

can you guess what it's about fjsjsjs

it feels kinda odd to not have to go to college everyday right after work lmfao

which moves me to the second thing!! WORK

i got a very good job at the national health insurance company !!!!!!!! which means i earn twice as much money as i did at my stupid bookstore job lmao i left that job in a heartbeat when i got the call that said i passed the interview and the test YEEEEEEEE 💙💙💙

i've been in this new job for the past 5 months, and it's a job that uses my brain and energy a lot, but i actually enjoy wearing more formal clothes and going to an actual office I CAN CALL MYSELF AN OFFICE WORKER YEEEEE

and next !!!

i have a boyfriend now ! yEEEEEEEEEEEE 

gdfbfhsf irony plays such a big role fjhsfsf whyamisuddenlyembarrassed

okokokokkkkkkk so like this guy asked me out first when i was 16??? and i said no because he was

he was

he w as 14 ???????????????????????

YES YOU GUYS I'M THE OLDER ONE IN THIS RELATIONSHIP

which isn't a problem and like dfhgbdufg i was very immature back then and found the age gap thing really bothersome and i ended up rejecting him??

fast forward 2 years and i'm 18, he's 16, he asks me out again and i say no aGAIN because of the age gap

the thing is, i really liked him in every way because he's so perfect for me but it was just the age thing that bothered me back then and everyone used to say that when we're younger, an age difference can be a huge issue but when you grow up it becomes less of an issue??

and no truer words have been spoken because with time passing by i really slowly started to like him and like

in the end, on the 5th of february this year, my 20-year-old-boyfriend asked me out while we were on a date that i FINALLY agreed to go on and i feel like that was one of the best decisions i have ever made in my entire life

he literally
has been asking me out for the past 6 years out of the 7 years we've known each other

major uwu

i'll be 22 on the 22nd aka tomoRROWWWWWWW pls wish me //slapped by kim taehyung

and we'RE PLANNING TO GET MARRIED IN 2021, IF NOT EARLIER??

SEND US BLESSINGS PLSSSS

he's met my mom and she likes him too IT'S A YESSSSSSS

also, a couple months ago his dad and my dad had dinner together and that was so nerve-wreckingly amazing ??

his name's a secret lmfao only micha, carms, sarah and halia know, they're my girls uwu ❤❤

hint is, his name starts with an A

as if that helps lmfao okANYWAYS

here's a

cheesy picture from our
10-month day

uwu

despite the cute appearance that matcha latte was disgusting never judge a book by its' cover

jeez i've become 1/2 of those cheesy couples who celebrate monthiversaries and take selfies and go on dates and s- //slapped

OK PG 13 HERE

jk

or am i

that is the question

ok so like,,, i'm super excited about having finished college because that means that after work, i'll get time to actually relax which i haven't in years ??

which also means i can watch some good anime and kdrama so PLEASE RECOMMEND ME GOOD STUFF !!!

another update, i bought the persona albums that released this year, i got tae, joonie and jinnie!

JIN IS SJSJSJS I LOVEEEEEE

personally, my favourite is the 4th version, the dionysius theme is amazing

it's another fav, it's my boyfriend's fav too

did i mention that he's an army too?
a jimin stan, we been knew

he's the bEST UWU

ok so, i gifted one of the versions for a friend which has a joonie photocard

and recently, i bought the S, L and F version of LY; Answer

I got seokjinnie and tae my bias-wreckers

legit tho hoseok is my number one, my baBIE

i need more Os lmfao

this is so random but who wants to see my sock drawer because hERE IT IS

i love socks fhbdgdg i keep asking friends to gift me socks uwu since maldives shops rarely have cute socks i kri

the white one with the cute ears in there was a birthday gift all the way from poland,  from Oyuchika my mochamicha !! i love her so much ❤❤

also,
on hoseok's bday this year!!!!!

isn't this cute as fruit

which reminds me

to everyone of my followers, i really wanna say this

if someone is treating you unfairly, if you're left out from a "squad", then leave that kind of toxicity behind when you enter 2020.

it's a new decade and every one of you is special and worth so much more than being trampled over for no reason at all. even if it's a person you thought was your best friend.

leave them behind.

because a best friend won't treat you like shit. won't make you ask yourself if you belong, won't make you feel so insecure and treat you like garbage.

be careful with the friend choices you make.

here's to a happy 2020 and fun holidays ahead!! i hope everyone looks forward to more updates from my side !! there'll be more of it now that i finished college yAY

so what should i update next, hmmmmm......

last but not the least,

thank you so much for 3.1k followers, it just blows me away because you guys have stuck by me even though i've been inactive as heckles, and the new followers, you guys keep giving me a chance to showcase what i love doing so much 🧡💞

thank you so, so much, i sincerely am so happy, and even if i don't respond to all the comments, i always read EVERY single one, even if my notifs sometimes read 500+ when i open wattpad after weeks

i love you all. 💜

ps, from last night,

[deleted_picture.jpg]

felt cute might delete later