hi hello sup gais lmao what even

help me i'm falling deep into the bts hell and i blame kety sm i'm dead bye-

srsly tho i started out stanning suga bc he's just dzhjbfdg but like the more i watched, the more jungkook started catching my eye? wyd child i wanted to adopt you a few weeks ago, you don't even wanna know what i'm thinking about you rn-- //slapped

anyway, today is the first day of ramadan and i was practising not eating yesterday and i was gonna see if i could wait for 24 hour without food but like by the time i reached 23 hours kety blackmails me and ruins my record smh

i made a study plan where i don't watch bts stuff during the day, and study, and watch them at night bc god knows what sins run in my head when i watch them they are just so-- //kicked

i'm laughing sm bc i get so excited making muslim friends but not for the reason everyone expects me to

other people; likes making muslim friends bc they have better understanding of each other and can share stuff with no fear of getting judged

me; likes making muslim friends so that i can share my muslim memes with them

do you see my struggle

this gon be my new alternative to lmao

i found jimin in one i'm wheezing lmho

here's one of me rn;

ok i'm stopping rn

why is boy in luv my favorite song by bts help me Artsy-Inkster i'm falling--

GGWAK JABA NAL DEOPCHIGI JEONE-- //shot

why does my bts file have 20+ gb someone needs to stob me

i'm sobbing rn bc tomorrow is my best friend's birthday and his girlfriend texted me and asked me if i was free tomorrow night and i said no bc i have an exam the next day

so she was like 'oh u can't come to a surprise party? :c' and i was like waIT WHAT OMG I TOTALLY REMEMBER MY BEST FRIEND'S BIRTHDAY

so i said i'll defs go and i'm pretty sure she's suspicious of me rn lmho no i'm too busy dating 7 korean men pssh

i really should go make him a flower crown bc he likes calling himself a 'beautiful lesb' bc he has no life lol

and i'm wheezing because my ex boyfriend wants to get back together with me and idek man i think ur an *******, i wonder if i can say that in a non-haram way that doesn't break me holding in to being good person for this month smh

important note pls if you're in a toxic or abusive relationship (whether it is physical or mental abuse) please get out of it as soon as possible. it isn't worth it, we're all here for you, so don't hurt all the beautiful cells of your body by dealing with an (insert favourite curse word here), okay?

anyway, i showed my mom the interview with bts when they won the bbmas and i asked her to pick who she thought was the most handsome and she was like, 'why on earth does this guy look like you?'---

---and points at jungkook

AND I DIED LMAO HE DOES N O T

im wheezing lmfao what even

so apparently, according to her, he smiles and laughs the same way as i do so-

what even mother wyd

and also, she has decided that jungkook is the prettiest, too lol. she says namjoon has a very manly voice and i heard her singing a bit of rainism last night even though she swears its not what i think it is

ha u thought, mama

and my dad called my hair a 'burnt strawberry' bc i coloured it a few days ago smh papa

apparently, i got brown color but i think it's the maroon from before that kinda made a new colour on my hair?

so now it's this really pretty burgundy-ish red which i don't really mind

bc jungkook also had this color once--

"burnt strawberry"-- //slapped

why is he so beautiful i'm dying oh dear lord save me (save me, i need your love before i fall, fall--// shot)

anyways yesss i'm off to make a flower crown now, bai bai gais