Guys, I won't be able to write for a while. I'm just... I can't do anything right now. I feel so in shock...

I just can't do this right now.

My relative just died.

He died after being on life support for not even two hours.

For no reason at all. None of the doctors even knew why my uncle passed so suddenly.

His kids, my cousins, are only fourteen, seventeen, and nineteen. The nineteen-year-old is engaged and his fiancée's wedding shower was this weekend.

I need a break. Please pray for my family and I. I just can't believe it and I don't want to. I don't want to accept that my mom's hitched sobs were real. I don't want to accept the fear that shone in my dad's eyes as he rushed out of the house and to the hospital.

I don't want to accept that my uncle, the one who had encouraged me and loved everyone, died.

Don't expect anything from me for a while. I need to wrap my head around this situation.

Bye for now.

- Bonstar