You know that feeling you get- the feeling like you've just been shot in the heart and had it ripped out and played with? I have that feeling along with so much more. But I shouldn't.and I won't anymore. Cause I'm done and I'm finished. I'm not going to let anyone play with me then throw me away anymore, because that fucking hurts, just to let you know. If yo haven't caught that. And it's not just one person, I've had that happen a lot.

So if anyone here doesn't like me then tell me straight up please, tell me right now, don't "act" like a friend because  that's what hurts. It'll hurt less if you tell me right now. I'm done.

O h and, I'm going to try to force myself to feel better today cause I don't wanna have a shitty day because today is gonna be fuN.

It felt great to let that out. Tbh

Now kill me