CHAPTER-22

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Thoughts are in italics.

Naina's POV:

I looked at the small kid, who's sleeping holding me tight. His face was snuggled to my chest, to get warmth.

Maybe a motherly warmth??

All I could do was only to caress his back and ruffle his hair.

He would wake up every 20 minuites with a nightmare. Just like I used to be a year before. I couldn't sleep the whole night.

Neither I cared of my sleep...

Everytime he woke up, he would scream "koi nahi hai mere liye"

I guess this was the first time he went ever so vulnerable before someone.

His world of nightmares were totally different. The way he portrayed himself to the world, oh god!! No one could say this was the same Businesses Tycoon who had set a benchmark for the industrialists by bagging a hat-trick by winning the " THE BUSINESS MAN OF THE YEAR"

I always thought, that this would be his family business. But he proved me wrong, it was his own fashion company. His own hardwork. I guess wherever his parents were, they would be so proud of him.

Goshhh!!

How much the little child has to suffer.

He seemed so vulnerable to everyone that they ragged him by assaulting him physically by transgenders.

Disgusting people...

What must the little child thought when he was sent to hostels, how it would have felt waiting for our loved ones call...
How bad it could have felt if not being able to see your family on your special occasions??

But I'm happy, that atleast he had his nanu and his brothers with him.

My baby, has suffered a lot...

My baby??

What the hell naina, he's not your baby. He's your best friend who filled the void of your empty life with his live and care.

But what about the heart, that beats rapidly everytime he smiles.

That breaks, everytime he cries.

I know what these could lead to, but I can't afford it. I Don't want to lose a precious gem like him because of my stupid feelings.

Maybe I feel all this because, he was the only one who cared a lot about me, other than my brother...or I should more than my brother...

Yes...it's just because, he..he takes care of me all the time and nurture me with the love I've never been expelled to...

Yes, that's the reason.

'Yeah right...' my heart mocked.

I Royally ignored his statement and focussed on the kid who was sleeping peacefully, maybe he was sleeping in peace after years.

He was too much drained in strength.

Both emotionally and physically.

He shared his past with someone for the first time it seems.

My heart ached so badly, that I thought it could even rip apart.

Seeing him like that was no less than the pain of being operated to your heart, without Anesthesia.

My thoughts were brought to a halt, when I felt him moving.

I looked at the clock that showed 3pm. He must be awake. He did not have anything after yesterday's dinner.

"Sameer..." I called him softly caressing the frowns on his head that disappeared the moment I touched them.

"Sameer..." I called him once again but got no response.

"Kiddo" I ruffled his hairs softly kissing the top of his head.

"Hmmm..." He moved a bit humming.

"Utho baba, tumne abi tak kuch kaya nahi...toda kha lo phir kuch der baad so jana..."

"Mmm..." He opened his droopy eyes only to meet with my soft ones.

He smiled.

A genuine smile...

The real him...

I couldn't be more happy than this.

It's not like, I felt he faked before earlier, it's just that now the happiness I see in his eyes, has never been noticed before.

He was really contented and happy.

And I'm more than happy 💖💖

I kissed his droopy eyes, so that all the pain I saw yesterday could vanish into thin air.

He smiled wider and held my hand caressing my palm after placing a warm kiss on it.

"Bunny, bohotttt dino baad chain se neend ayi... thanks ❤️"

"Thanks, bool gye ho kya, dosti mai no sorry no thank you " I scoffed faking anger.

He pinched my cheeks saying,
"Mera pyara bunny, kabhi kabhi dosto ko thank you bolne mai kuch nahi hota. I'm really very thankful to you. I really needed this. You know, ab I'm feeling so light and very happy."

I smiled and rested myself on my elbow to look at his face.

His one hand caressed my cheekbones, while the other interwined our fingers.

"Thanks meri life mai aane ke liye" his was so soft that I couldn't stop myself from kissing his hand.

His hand brought my face closer to his and his eyes eyed my lips hungrily.

Our lips were almost touching, but I pulled back palming his mouth.

"Naina..." He let out a frustrated sigh.

It's so much fun to tease him you know 😜

I giggled, " Mr. Maheshwari, shayad aap bool rahe hai, ki aapne abhi tak brush nahi kiya hai...aur bina brush kiye mai aapko kiss karne nahi doongi"

"Kya yaar, kitna accha mood tha mera. You know we could have started the day with a beautiful morning workout..." He twisted his lips.

"Workout" I raised my eyebrows.

"Haan, itna workout to mai gym mai bhi nahi karta, jitna tumhare saath karta hoon, you know, you are always so desperate when we make out. You make me move so faster that I huff very badly at the end...and I love the way you scream under me in..."

I palmed his mouth and cut off inbetween," shut up idiot"

I was flushed and redness was dripping from my cheeks.

"Kyu..karte waqt to..." Again I palmed his mouth.

I glared at him,"Sameer...aage ek aur shabd nikla na, I swear raat ko couch pe sona padega tume"

He looked horrified by the mere thought of it.

"Nahi nahi...mai kuch nahi booloonga promishhh" he put a finger on his lips.

Goshhh...he was so cute...

I giggled but soon made a stern face.

"Good, ab uto aur jake fresh ho jao....tab tak I'll order something to eat"

He palmed my mouth and kissed the back of his hand over my lips.

"Ok jaanu..." He exclaimed and giving his fabulous smile he slid off the bed running to the washroom.

The act was so fast that it took me few seconds to realise what happened.

"Pagal" I muttered smiling.

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Post lunch we were too lazy to do anything, so we just laid on the bed thinking what to do...

"Idea!!" I exclaimed

"Kya"

"Movie dekhte hai"

"Mm..teeke"

I jumped off my bed to fetch the CD in my backpack.

Yeah!! I carry movie CD's with me always.

"Mm...yeh Jawaani hai deewani deke kya..." I asked him who was sitting clueless.

Yeah!! I've seen the movie more than thousand times, but still it's my moat favourite and special movie.

Ranbir Kapoor jo hai usme!!

Hayee!! Mai mar jawan!!!

"Umm...I guess acchi hogi.." he mumbled.

"What... matlab tumne abhi tak Yeh Jawaani hai deewani nahi dekhi" I was literally shocked hearing this fact.

He can't be serious man..

"Mm.. Yeah" he looked down.

"You can't be serious yaar, ye movie tumne nahi dekhi, kya yaar kiddo. Tumne apni jawani ka hi disrespect kar diya yaar" I was visibly upset.

You know...I love people who had watched, or still watch the movie thousand times like me.

Idiotic I know!!

But his next sentence made me realise that I was wrong...

"Meri jawani ho ya bachpan, baaki logo ki tarah nahi thi jo mai movies dekke apni life enjoy karoon"

He looked down.

Shit naina!! Mood spoil kar diya uska...

"Aree...koi baat nahi, mai hoon na, mai tume bhi meri tarah bollywood hungama bana doongi" I tried to cheer him up.

And I succeed, he smiled finally.

"Good boy" I pulled his cheeks and ran to insert the CD.

I ordered a popcorn, some cold drinks and French fries. Placing them on the bed, I switched off all the lights and I ran to the curtains to close them.

"Are... curtains kyu band kiya"

"Are...warna theatre wali feel nahi ayegi" I said slapping my forehead.

He chuckled at my actions.

I came back and sat beside him, but he pulled me between his legs and I comfortably rested my back on his chest.

I had the snacks table in my lap... eating them and simultaneously feeding them to him.

I kept repeating each and every dialogue and he didn't seem to be irritated, instead he admired me.

Never in my life, anyone had made me feel this much lovable and cherishable.

"Isme movie mai aur hamari life mai sirf ek hi difference hai" he spoke suddenly.

"Kya"

"Yahi ki, is film mai hero ka naam bunny hai, aur hamari life mai meri heroine ka naam bunny hai.."

"Kya hoga hai tume, kabhi baby bulati ho, to kabhi jaanu, kabhi bunny, aur ab heroine, dimag to teek haina tumhaara??" I asked him.

Since we're here for the trip, he seemed different. He called me by various names. He cared me a lot more than he does.

Sameer's POV:

Oh sh!t !! Ab kya boloongi mai...

She looked at me for answer.

"Kuch nahi...vo tum aise names se irritate ho jaati ho na, bas isiliye. Aur muje tume irritate karne mai bada maza aata hai."

Well what I said was half truth.

I love to irritate the shit of her!!

She looks so cute, when she's annoyed.

She didn't seem convinced, but anyways continued with the movie.

After sometime, she shifted and laid her head on my lap.

Her face was sticked to the screen, she was looking at the screen so dreamily.

Suddenly I found her very enthusiastic.

"Hayee....mera Ranbir, kitna handsome hai...hayee, kya body hai, kitna hit air sexy hai yaar" she was literally drooling over the man on the screen.

The dreamy look on her eyes, the twinkle and shine when she spoke about him.

And not to forget,

The comments she made!!

Like seriously, hot and sexy...

Mai bhi to hoon...

Lekin usse bhi zyada hot and sexy...

But the fact of seeing her drooling over someone other than me, didn't go well with me.

My heart was unsettled, I felt my chest burn.

Definitely, this was not a good feeling.

I felt like strangling that Ranbir to death.

Not able to handle anymore I asked," time vo itna pasand hai kya"

"Haan, mai to uski deewani hoon. Kya acting hai uski, kya body hai...kitni acchi style hai...hayeee mai mar jawan..."

I shifted uncomfortably, not being able to digest the fact of her fangirling.

"Mm...mujse bhi zyada hot and handsome hai kya vo...mujse bhi zyada pasand karti ho usko" I tried my best not to sound desperate.

Even if it was, I don't care!!

My whole attention was only on her answer.

"Haan"

Her one word made me so furious.

Whoever and wherever this Ranbir must be!!

Be ready to face SAMEER MAHESHWARI'S wrath...

You're so gone.

I'm going to puncher him like anything..

But her next sentence made me calm instantly.

"Haan, pasand to mai Ranbir ko bohot karti hoon, lekin jab mai roti hoon, ya muje dard hota hai, to vo nahi aata. Tum aate ho, isiliye tum muje usse bhi zyada pasand ho....aur handsomeness aur hotness ki to baat hi mat karo....usse bhi hot Ho Tum"

I smiled wider not able to express my happiness in another way.

"Sameer..." She called me after sometime.

"Hmmm" I replied caressing her hair.

"Mm...agar kisi ne tumse jhoot bola hai, to umm...tum kya karoge??"

Her sudden question made me confused.

"Matlab??"

"Nahi agar...kisine, I mean jo tumhare apne hai, your loved ones, tumse apne baare mai, matlab apne identity ke baare mai jhoot bola ho to?? Par vo aisa nahi karna chahta tha, situations aisi thi....it was not intentional, he didn't want to hurt you, to tum kya karoge???

I smiled sadly, "itne saal se jhoot ki baarish mai hi to reh raha hoon...ab aur nahi reh sakta. Lekin agar koi, jise maine bohot pyar kiya, aur usne apne identity chupaya, to I'll definitely be hurt. You know... I loved that person, but he didn't even find it important, or we can say trust me enough to even reveal his identity to me. Us rishte ka kya matlab, jaha barosa na ho!! Maybe I'll maintain distance from them...."

"Par tumne aisa kyu poocha"

"Bas...yu hi"

She seemed a little pale and upset after my answer.

Minuites later, I found her eyes drooping. Ofcourse, she must be sleepy.

I knew, she didn't sleep whole night, she was awake all night, just to make sure that I slept soundly. She calmed me during my nightmares, which nobody did.

I'm so lucky to have you bunny!!

I patted her head softly and soon she was asleep.

Kissing her head, I laid her straight on the bed. Clearing the eatables shattered on the bed, then switched off the TV and laid beside her, not forgetting to take her in my arms.

Later, in the evening, we sat on the swing with her in my lap. We were Sharing a single cup of coffee

Aye, aise mat deko muje...

I'm rich enough to buy 2 coffees, par I wanted to share it with her so I bought one.

"Waise, jab tumhari shaadi ho jayegi to tab tum aise mere saath coffee nahi pee sakte, tab kya karoge" she raised her eyebrows.

"Muje nahi karni koi shadi vadi" I replied irritated.

Now why does she have to come up with these good for nothing and stupid topics.

"Are kyu, mai doondoongi tumhare liye ekdum perfect ladki"

"Koi zarurat nahi hai..."

"Arey..." she stopped seeing my glare.

"To, tum shadi karogi" I asked after sometime.

"Haan"

"Kya..." I almost shouted.

"Kya...kya...some day I've to get married na, atleast for my brother"

"To tum uske ghar chali jaogi" I asked pouting.

I felt very sad at the thought of sending her away from me.

"I may get married, but no one can make a place in my heart, never" she replied looking lost.

"Matlab, tum zaroor shadi karogi"

"Haan, kabhi na kabhi to jana padega na" she said munching her biscuits.

"Aur, agar aisa hi gya to tumhare paas mere liye time nahi hoga na" I asked sadly.

"Aisa nahi hai kiddo, ab dekho, tum aur munna Pandit brothers hone se pehle friends ho na, to jab in dono ki shadi hogi, to tab unki apni ek alag life shuru hogi....but it's not like they won't give time to you. It's just that the attention they give you now will be divided. It's all about priorities na baba" she said ruffling my hair.

But the thought of seeing her with someone else twisted my gut. I couldn't let her to.

But what if it happens...

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Narrator's POV:

The next day they both decided to enjoy it go the fullest because, it was their last day in Paris.

They went to Disney land.

Naina almost shreiked out seeing the beauty of the place.

She was running here and there like a kid, jumping and squirming.

Next they went to a water park.

It was scarcely populated as it was not a weekend.

They almost turned to give year old kids splashing water over each other. They went for water slides, and jumped over the pools.

Sameer lifted her and twirled her happily and was more happy seeing her never ending smile.

"Tumne ye shorts or top pehenke galti kardi" Sameer said eyeing at a fully wet naina.

"Kyu....accha to hai" she replied confused.

She was in a black shorts and red noodle strap top.

"Tume bikini pehenna chahiye tha, masha allah, imagine karte hi I'm going all mad" he said dreamily.

"Idiot, stupid, ass" she muttered angrily hitting his head.

"Are...are mazak kar raha tha baba" he said defending himself.

"Bikini pehenna hai, haan??? Abhi batati hoon" saying she pushed him inside the water.

"Ahh" he shouted falling on the pool.

Naina started laughing seeing his handsome face all red and puffed.

"Naina Agarwal, stop laughing otherwise"

"Otherwise kya, kya karoge Mr Maheshwari" she smirked.

She came and sat before him on her knees on the pathway.

"Aww..... monster Maheshwari, water Maheshwari ho gye" saying she again started laughing.

"Bohot hasi nahi aa rahi aapko" Sameer gritted his teeth.

"Sam...Sameer y..you look very funny and cute" she said between her laughter.

"Accha, aao, tume bhi bana deta hoon funny and cute" he gave a sarcastic smile.

She looked at him with wide eyes while he smirked coming out of the pool.

She travelled her hungry eyes throughout his sexy abbs and body.

He wore nothing but a trouser.

Water drops dripping, his hairs falling, his lips smirking.

Oh god what is he?? A hot mess or a spicy disaster....

"Done checking me out Ms Agarwal"

"I...I was not checking out you" she said all red in embarassment.

"Oh...common jhoot bolna hai to kamsekam teek se to bolo" he sasid holding her hands.

"Sameer no, noo" she backed off, fully aware of his mischievous intentions.

"Oh yess" saying he lifted her up and jumped into the pool with her in his arms.

"Sameeeeerrrrr" she shreiked as she doesn't know swimming.

Once, inside the water she literally clung to him like a second skin wrapping her hands around his neck.

"Chodna mat, doob jaoongi" she whispered trying to measure the depth of the water.

"Chodoonga bhi nahi kabhi" he whispered tucking her wet handstands behind her ears.

When he found her totally lost, he loosend his grip a little, but enough to hold her tight. Naina shivered when she found his loosened grip. Due yo the sudden movement, she was about to drown, but Sameer held her safe.

Though she knew he wouldn't leave her, his this stunt made her pissed.

She saw him smirking. And this added fire to her anger.

"Moron" she muttered hitting his chest.

"I heard that"

"Good that you did"

And the next second she was laughing hilariously as he was tickling her.

"Ahh....sameerr....pls....nahi..."

When he left her she was breathless and he rubbed her back to be normal.

Few minutes later, when she was normal and found him looking at her with concern, she trickled his waist but frowned hard When he didn't even smile.

She looked up and found him looking at her with a grim impression.

"I don't feel ticklish, ha ha ha" he said giving a sarcastic laugh.

She pouted and he sucked her pout taking her whole lips into his.

She blushed profusely making him adore her more.

Both were inside the pool, over the deserted shallow corner romancing with eachother. Sameer pinned her to the wall of the pool and was nuzzling in her neck whispering some sweet nothings.

"Whats up Ms Agarwal"

"Long time huhh??"

The voice jerked them from their love land. Sameer frowned hard at the intruder who spoiled his romance, while naina was frozen not knowing whether her instincts were right or wrong.

Sameer frowned seeing her all pale and covered with fear.

Behind naina, I guy walked over to them and jumped in the pool with a girl following him. Sameer cluelessly looked at the two, while naina clutched to Sameer in death grip.

"Hey ms little girl, bhul gyi kya muje, aise to nahi ho sakta" the guy smirked.

Sameer understood that whoever the guy is he was not good for naina, so her held her in his embrace, hiding her face in his chest.

"Aww...how cute" the guy commented.

Naina clutched him tighter and he was now sure that the guy was definitely not right. Naina didn't like his presence or rather was scared of his presence.

"Excuse me, if you don't mind, can you leave us alone" Sameer said furiously.

"Hey I'm AARAV SHARMA, naina's colleague in college." The guy said.

Naina shivered hearing his name.

"Bunny, whoever it may be, don't be scared, I'm here with you" Sameer whispered in her ear pecking her hair.

She looked up at him and he assured her through his eyes.

She finally after some minuites, looked at Aarav and gave a warm smile which shocked Aarav to the core.

"Hi Aarav" naina greeted hugging Sameer sideways.

Looking at his shocked face, Sameer smirked knowing naina's plan.

"Baby, who's this" Sameer asked pulling her closer by putting his arm over her shoulder and nuzzling his nose in her hair.

Aarav fumed looking at the scene before him. He clutched the girl near him tighter making her hiss.

"Vo baby, ye mere college ka colleague hai. Vo jo ladke hote haina,  rooka sooka bhaisab types, aisa hai vo. Bohot shant aur sanskriti wala. Bohot culture aur manners hai isme you know. Kabhi bhi kisi ka feeling hurt nahi karta, kisika insult nahi karta, very great man you know" sarcasm was dripping in her face which Sameer noticed so easily and understood that he was the exact opposite to what naina was saying.

"Nice to meet you Mr Aarav" Sameer held his hand for shake whivh Aarav accepted with a fake smile.

Not finding naina much reactive to his presence he ignited fire saying, " waise naina, You look more hot and sexy than in college"

Sameer fumed in anger and Aarav smirked looking at him.

Pecking the girl beside him he said to her, " waise she's(naina) more hot than you baby, I pity myself why I didn't try for you during our college"

Naina scrunched her face in disgust.

"Mr. Aarav Sharma, if you're done with your noncenses them, do leave us alone. You're disturbing our time. I'm here to spend time with my girlfriend not to hear some shits" Sameer roared at them making them flinch backwards.

"Calm down baby" naina caressed his chest softly yo which sameer smiled at her.

"Girlfriend, is she your girlfriend" Aarav asked not being able to digest the fact.

"Haan, Koi problem" Sameer shouted.

"Bro, I'm giving you a free advice, you better leave her, warna tume kuch nahi milega" Aarav said and started laughing.

Naina's face was red in anger.

"Mr. Aarav Sharma, if you don't leave right now, I swear it wouldn't take a second for me to throw you out." Sameer roared holding naina's waist.

"And how will you be able to do that" Aarav asked angrily.

"I'm SAMEER.....SAMEER MAHESHWARI I've 70% share in this park and resort, with my single word you would be thrown out. Mind that. And also mind your tongue. Your talking about my girlfriend" Sameer replied showing his attitude.

"itna gussa sehat ke liye accha nahi hai baby" naina said pecking his cheeks.

"To tum muje teek kar do" Sameer said lovingly.

"Kaise"

"Aise" saying he captured her lips.

After few seconds, they broke the kiss only to look at Aarav who waa all red in anger.

"Sharam naam ki koi cheez hai ki nahi" naina asked angrily.

Aarav left from there with the girl muttering," you'll definitely pay for this"

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"Bunny"

"Hmm..."

Currently we were were laid on the sleeping bag which was placed above my car, on the top. A bonfire was set beside our car for warmth.

We were laid peacefully in eachother's arms. Her head was placed on my left arm and I could do nothing but only stare at her.

I felt her being disturbed after the incident in waterpark.

We were enjoying so happily till the jerk came to spoil it all. If he gets me alone, I swear he will be strangled to death, a painful death.

How dare he??

Moron, Bastard.

I wanted to beat him black and blue, but bunny stopped me not wanting to create a scene in a public place.

"What do you think about love??" I asked her.

She remained quiet, not answering my question.

Somewhere in my head, I was sure that he was her past. And if I'm not wrong it might be her love life in the past, or maybe he is her ex.

I could see it in her eyes. I saw pain as well as love for him.

And it clenched my chest to see love in her eyes for someone else.

"Bullshit" she mumbled.

"Huhhh??"

"Love is bullshit"

Her statement threw me off guard.

"What do you think about love" she asked me after a few minutes.

"Pyar...pata nahi..par ye zaroor patga hai ki pyar Disney novels jaisa nahi hai, it's a feeling, where you find yourself in the other, your better half...."

"Matlab"

"It's nothing complicated you know, ham insan hi use complicate kar dete hai. Love is A willingness to prioritize another’s well-being or happiness above your own. Extreme feelings of attachment, affection, and need. Sudden feelings of attraction and respect.A fleeting emotion of care, affection, and like.A choice to commit to helping, respecting, and caring for another, such as in marriage or when having a child.Some combination of the above emotions...."

I expressed my thoughts of love. I've never shared these though with someone, but now that I have, I guess I've found my love too.

"Woahhh dude, you must be a philosopher"

I chuckled at her expression. Well, her face says it all. She would have never expected such an answer from me.

I had a great interest in philosophy during my college days.

I used to read a lot of book, but after coming back to India....

Chuck it...

Why to talk about them now...

We were silent for a very long time, but it was not awkward, it was completely serene.

I so wanted to ask about the guy we saw. But I didn't want to pressurize her to say it to me. But I was restless, the way her eyes saw him, it..it was not going well with me.

Adding to that, I was remembering our yesterday's tea talk too. Her words kept ringing in my mind.

"Kabhi na kabhi to jana padega na kisike saath"

"It's all about priorities na baba"

And definitely they were not at all helping me.

I heard her sighing.

"Kya poochna hai tume"

I looked at her, but her gaze was fixed on the stars.

"Vo..mm...kuch nahi" I was a little hesitant to ask her.

Oh...man!!

What will she think of me if I ask her if he was her boyfriend.

Wasn't it obvious with his talks.

But then, of he was then why would she sleep with me.

Definitely, naina won't cheat on anybody.

I'm damn sure about that..

But then??

Oh no!!

Shit man!!

It'll be awkward...

"Hamare beech mai itni hesitation kabse ayi" her gaze was still focused on the stars.

"Mmm...voh" I fumbled not finding words.

"Poocho Sameer..."

Finally I decided to ask my questions, shedding all my hesitations.

"Mmm...vo vo ladka, tumhara boyfriend hai kya..." I finally asked her the question that was eating me up from a long time.

My heart was thudding loud, my breath was stopped and all I wanted was a big NOOOO.

She was silent for few minutes, and trust me I almost had a mini heart attack.

It was like I visited heaven for few seconds.

"Tha"

I looked at her in confusion.

"Vo mera boyfriend tha."

Finally, he was her past.

Thank god!!

But why do I feel so happy??

I didn't say anything, I wanted her to continue. I wanted to know what happened, that they had broken up. And I'm very grateful and thankful for that.

No...no....not because I felt insecure.

It's just because he didn't seem to be a right guy.

And, there we go once again enveloped by silence.

After which seemed liked eternity, she decided to break the silence.

"He was my first love"

And her sentence hammered my heart. But I kept quiet.

"Bohot pyar kiya tha use"

I held her hand over her stomach and interwined our fingers.

I spoke nothing, coz I knew how much pain it takes to share your horrible past.

I only made my grip tighter on her hand.

She started, "He was my senior in college,I was second year and he was third year. He was smart and handsome and sometimes I found him cute too"

She had a smile on her face, maybe it was an amazing memory for her to cherish.

"We met for the first time in the parking lot. He was ragging some students. They also ragged me, asked me to do a pole dance. I was a typical nerd, or you can say I was an introvert. I began so scared that, my feet and hands froze. For a second I thought I would faint. But he..he stopped everyone from ragging me. He gently held my hand and led me to my classroom. Girls gossiped around me asking how did I manage to talk with him.

You know?? He was the heartthrob of our college. He was very famous among girls. I knew he liked me at my very first site. I too liked him a little, but only with his appearance. For some reason, I didn't want to near him. It was only after valentine's day everything changed. It was the day he asked me to be his friend. I hesitated,but he didn't back off, wherever I would go, he would place a red rose with a card written " pleashhhhh be my friend, pretty pleashhhhh"

She chuckled, maybe remembering his stunts.

"And after a lot of time, I accepted his friendship. But even after that I hesitated to talk with him freely. I had only 2 friends, it was Preethi and Swathi. But they were  not with me all the time, Preethi was in photography department. While Swathi was in foreignsic. But it was him, who made me break my shell. Days passed. I was so free with him. I made more friends too. Tara was closest to me among all. I was happy. He used to pick me up and drop me home after college. We always had pur lunch together. The whole college believed is to be a couple. But I only considered him as my friend."

"Eventually, after a few days he proposed me, infront of the whole college. I was skeliptical, but I didn't want to make him upset nor insult him by saying no before the whole college. So I just gave my positive response. He hugged me and muttered a lots of thank you in my ears. But I stood as a statue. I didn't want him to live in a bubble of false hope. So I took him aside and said that I needed time. He happily agreed and said that he would wait, wait for my answer till the stars shine. I was very happy. Nothing changed inbetween us, except the fact that the college gossiped us about dating eachother."

"Months passed, eventually I was falling for him without my knowledge. Phir pata hi nahi chala, ki kab usse itna pyar kar baiti. I fell so deep into him that I neglected everything around me except him. I finally told him that I love him. He gave a grand party celebrating our love. I was very happy. Bohot bohot khush thi mai. We were called the couple of our college. He made me feel like a princess. Muje shikayat koi mauka hi nahi diya. He gave me roses everyday, par maine uss gulab ki kante ko nazarandaz kar diye...shayad vahi meri zindagi ke sabse badi guna thi.."

Her voice became heavy, she was on the verge of crying.

"Matlab" I asked confused at her changing emotions.

I wanted her to let it all out. Ahe had to be set free. She can't be mourning over someone who didn't even care about her presence.

She took a deep breath," everything.... everything was fine till that day"

She stopped... I caressed her plam softly before planting a soft kiss on her knuckles.

Glancing at me for once, she turned her gaze back to the sky.

"It was our sixth month anniversary. He wanted to celebrate six months of us, our dating. He called out for late a night party, I didn't feel to go, but the blind trust I had in him made me go, so I eventually agreed. We danced enjoyed and he made me feel special by making me wear an infinite ring. You know, the infinity chain you gifted, it was something like that only. Exactly yahi nahi, par usse thoda milta hai. I hugged him happily. And that day before going to the party we had a boat dinner."

"Aur us din, jab ham boat dinner kar rahe the, you were upset remembering him right" I asked her.

She nodded her head.

I went silent, indicating her to continue.

"We were in relationship, but except hugs and cheek,hand ya forehead pecks,we did nothing. Not even a kiss."

My heart did a lungi dance hearing this..

Oh god!! I'm shooo happy...

"That day, he wanted me to be physical with him."

Her one sentence snatched the ground beneath me. Did she say yes, oh no!!

I felt fire building inside me....I so wanted to rip that Moron's head.

But her next sentence poured a bucked of ice over my burnt heart.

"I refused"

"I refused, not because I didn't trust him.. it's just because I was not ready. May be you can think ki ye kya behenji types baat kar rahi hai. But it was the truth. Everything was new for me. Relationships, love, care, attention, these were something I was never exposed to. Isiliye, I told him that we'll have it on someother day."

"Uske baad, he started to rush me out of the club. He said that it was quite late and I have to go home. He insisted so many times, so I had to agree. Giving me a forehead kiss, He asked his driver to drop me and he went inside the club. I asked the driver to wait for a few minutes, since I wanted to use the washroom. I went and....."

"And..." I asked scared as she had her heartbeat very fast. Her pulse too was very fast. I gently patted her heart to make it calm.

"I...I found him fucking a random girl mercilessly"

What the fuck!!!

Uski itni himmat, meri bunny ko usne dhoka diya....

You moron, ashole, bastard, you bloody son of bitch, I swear iske baad to tum mujse bachoge nahi.

"Unknowingly a sob escaped my mouth, and he found me standing there. Not paying heed to his shouts I ran out. It was only later at that night, I came to know ki he changes his bed partner every night."

All the while I kept patting her heart.

"He called me, messaged me, but I replied none. I neither wanted to. But the next morning, I got a call that Tara had met with an accident and she was injured. I rushed to look for her, coz she was my only friend after Preethi and Swathi. But when I reached there...."

I kept my palm on her mouth, I don't want her to relive those bitter harsh memories again. I nodded no saying, "bass, aur nahi bunny, aage nahi..."

But she nodded her head in no and removed my Palm holding it tight aginst her fingers. I pulled her above me and her whole weight was over me.

Not for a second, she left my hand.

"I found him fucking Tara in her house, on her couch without a single piece of cloth covering them. Not even a blanket. That was an open sex and there was a porn film running in the TV"

Not for once she stammered, her voice was blank, perfectly black that made me unable to read her. I rubbed her back affectionately.

"Dukha, bohottt dukha, meri friend thi vo, behan man tha use, par usne kya kiya, mere pyar ke saath, mere feelings ke saath khilwad kiya. I was about to go letting off the disgusting sight. But he stopped me. No, his voice did not stop me, but his words did.

Flashback:
 
  "Aye, you filthy little slut, stop right there"

He was huffing so badly as he was ramming aginst tara ai fast.

His words pierced by already shattered heart. But I didn't turn back.

"Tume kya lagta hai, tumne muje mana kar diya, to mai satya Savitri bankar tumhare liye intezar karoonga. Chuck it yaar, kis century mai ho tum. I'm a man and I have desires and fantasies too. Par tumhare saath to ek kiss tak nahi hui"

"Ahh...fuck baby..." He screamed moving inside her like a beast.

"Oh... common, Aarav, yeah...like that, yea baby, there" Tara moaned loudly.

I couldn't stop my tears falling, I felt like ripping apart. I could nothing but only cry on my fate. I wanted to run but I found my legs jammed.

"Tume kya lagta hai, maine tumse sach mai pyar kiya. Then you're wrong baby. It was a dare for me to make you fall for me. But I found your body so sexy...so fucking sexy. So I decided to take you to my bed after winning the dare. But you fucking piece of shit made me wait for 6 months. "

"Oh yeah...baby I'm near baby..." Tara screamed.

"Oh yes...fuck...my god" he screamed as they completed eachother.

He shifted to sit back on the couch and tara sat on his lap.

"Give me a beautiful ride baby" he whispered.

"Oh... sure" tara whispered.

"And you, I didn't call you to, patch up with you. I just wanted to say that you can never be a women a man desires. Itni acchi figure ki kya fayda, jab tum use use hi karne nahi deti. You can never be a good fuck nor a good bed mate. Future mai agar koi mila, to use itna wait mat karwana, phir zindagi bhar kunwari reh jaogi...sex ki maza hi nahi le paogi... Aur tumne to muje ignore kar diya, isiliye tara ka naam lekar I called you here. Learn something from tara girl, mere kehne pe hi jat se man li...waise I have a offer for you now too. Agar tume aitraz nahi hai to you can join us. I'm damn sure our threesome would be lit" saying this he laughed along with Tara.

I ran out from there, not able to control myself.

I cried, cried and cried.

"Kyu.... kyu kiya aisa...kyu..." I shouted throwing everything in my room.

Glasses pierced my body, but I didn't care. The deep pierce in my heart was so burning that it can never be put to an off.

The next two days I didn't go to college. Then, I thought why would I destroy my carrier for a motherfucker like him, so I went to college determined to ignore him.

But when I reached there, I found myself blank. I couldn't control and ran, I ran as much I could. I ran through the corridors, I ran through the main road, inbetween the rushing fast vehicles, not paying attention.

I could hear only the comments passed and the giggles over me. They all laughed over me.

I was a joke.

My life seemed to be a bloody joke to them.

From nowhere, I found a truck dashing towards me. Before I could realise, I was thrown into the air before landing in the middle of the road with a thud and blood pooling around me. I could see nothing. My vision was blurred. I found my eyes dropping. I could see people surrounding me.

Maybe this is my last day.

Goodbye world, air bhaiya apna dhyan rakna.

"I hate you, I hate you Arnav Sharma" I whispered before slipping into darkness.

It was only after seven days I opened my eyes to find myself in a hospital. I found my brother sitting beside me. And looking at his face I knew he got to know everything. But no one could bring back the old naina. I was unusually quiet.

Aarav was arrested for his maniatic act, but soon he got bail.

My brother wanted to pull on the case,but I denied saying that we shall leve this place because I felt suffocated here.

I was in high depression for about an year. My brother tried everything to make me normal. But unfortunately, nothing could help.

One day, I found my brother crying terribly before god's idol saying that he couldn't protect me and he was responsible for everything.

I couldn't see him like that, he was the only family I had. I couldn't see him heartbroken. And that was the day, I decided that I would be brave enough to prove myself to the world. I'll let nothing affect me.

And after that, we came India and I completed my studies. While studying I joined MAHESHWARI FASHIONS aa intern and now I'm one of the board of directors. And now I'm working here for past five years.

Flashback ends.

I... I didn't know what to say, nor knew how to console her.

This poor soul had faced so much. How did she survive those insults.

Why does God has to punish all poor souls.

Is he that cruel??

Can't you let innocents live in peace...

I'm not gonna leave that bastard, u fucking ashole, your death counts are so near....

Be ready to face MONSTER MAHESHWARI'S WRATH.

God!! She jas suffered so much but still she carries herself as a confident brave women, which she is not.

She's just a broken soul who needs love and care.

Tears slipped off my eyes, how did she even stand those shits.

My baby...

I hugged her tight and she hid her face in my neck.

She was exceptionally calm, which scared me.

Today, will be the last day she would be remembering those haunting memories.

She has suffered more than me. My pain is nothing infront of her's.

But what would have happened in the college, that broke her to such an extent.

Noting it to be asked later, I diverted my attention to naina.

Right now... nothing is important for me than my bunny.

Rubbing off my tears,

I looked downwards to look at her face. Her face was so dull and pale. Her eyes that used to shine were now totally blank. Her lips were dried. But she had no tears in her eyes. Her eye sockets were completely dry.

I felt proud of my girl. She didn't fall weak again. Mg respect for her has been multiplied by infinite times.

Neither of us spoke anything, we were comfortable with the silence prevailed between us. Her hold was becoming tighter and tighter in each second.

Neither I losend my hold, nor my hands stopped smoothing her back in assurance.

"That was the reason, I ran away from you at the first. You both were so similar. I was scared. But then there was something in you, that didn't let me go far from you. For the first time in my life, I felt attracted to you. I know that it it's wrong, but I couldn't help it. With you by my side I feel so strong... It didn't feel wrong in being physical with you. I am comfortable with you more than Aarav"

She was mumbling in a low voice and he let her. He wanted to take off all the unwanted horrific memories from her mind.

"But please don't think ki maine Aarav ko bulane (forget) ke liye, tumhare paas thi. I genuinely wanted to be with you. Please muje galat mat samajhna, I never used you to get rid of my pain"

"Shhh....baby u don't need to explain yourself. I know my bunny...and I trust her totally." I caressed her head before pecking it.

"Don't trust anyone blindly, not even me" she muttered in a kiddish voice.

"Accha??"

She nodded yes in my neck.

I smiled at her innocence continuing to pat her back.

But suddenly something struck me.

"Phir vo Kabir,vo"

She cut off me in ghe middle," vo mera boyfriend nahi tha"

"Kya...par us din to tumne..." I trailed off in confusion.

"Vo...sirf isiliye kaha tha taki tume apne se door rek sakoon...par we ended up being together."

"Kabir ne usi din club mai tumhare jane ke baad hi muje propose kiya tha"

And there she dropped a bomb on my head.

"Mai gaya hi kyu" I muttered angrily.

"Tumne kuch kaha kya" she asked.

"Nahi vo..tumne kya jawab diya."

"Maine keh diya ki muje time chahiye, I was gonna say no to him, but before that he was caught  in the store really room doing,...huhh...leave it....waise bhi I'm not gonna have anyone in my life. Not him nor anyone..."

"Oh..." I wondered whether I should be happy or sad.

Happy that she rejected him, or sad that she doesn't want to have anyone in her life.

After sometime, she crawled to come face to face with me.

"You know, you're a magic happened in my life. You gave me immense happiness that I..I'm scarred, scarred that I might loose you" she whispered looking into my eyes.

I caressed her cheek bone, looking into her eyes.

"No, never. I would never go away from you. Nor will let you go away. Zindagi bhar jhelna padega tume Sameer naam ke chipkali ko" I chuckled at the end and she too giggled.

"Manzoor hai" she giggled.

Finally, she was back to normal.

"Accha, now give me my bunny wala smile, jaldi se" I pulled her cheeks to which she smiled brightly.

She has brightened my dark world, just like the stars that brighten up the night sky.

She's my Star, my shining star ⭐

She  leaned forward holding my nape, I knew what was comming. And I also know she needed this. I smiled at her before capturing her petals to a soulful kiss.

Carefully not breaking the kiss, I gently laid her on her back and came over her. Resting my whole weight on my left elbow, my right hand caressed her cheeks, going to her nape to angle her head.

Her hands reached my silky mates to grab a handful of them.

Our tongues collided and fought for dominance. Neither was ready to lose. Finally I succeed and sucked her tongue like anything and all she could do was to only moan under my warth.

Feeling breathless, we broke the kiss only to let my lips contact her skin. I dived deep into her neck to absorb her fragrance and warmth.

I was in a simple black t-shirt and trousers while she was in a black crop top with black trousers paired with a blue jacket.

My right leg draped over her legs that were crossed over her ankles. My toe fingers curled tracing her bare legs. My skillful hands removed her jacket and put in aside. Pulling the thick blanket over us, I hovered her completely. Gathering her in a bear hug I planted wet kissed from her neck to the shoulder sucking biting and licking jer flawless and beautiful skin.

I wanted to mark each and every part of her body. She had hugged him, means definitely his touch would be over her. J wanted to remove his dirty hands and touches over my bunny.

My right hand travelled inside her top to squeeze her back before unclasping her innerwear. She moaned loud arching her back making it easy for me. Parting a bit, I removed my t-shirt along with ber top and innerwear. Throwing them near the jacket I went to her breasts. Nuzzling my nose between her breasts I opened her shorts.

Her left leg wrapped around my hips and my right hand made its way to caress the soft skin of her thighs.

"Sameeeeerrrrr" she moaned loud at my hard suction.

Oh man!!

How much I love to hear her moans...

I massaged her bottom sucking her hardened nibs. My other hand played with her hardened nub pulling it between my thumb and index finger.

She pushed me to my back and came over me. Cupping my face, she showered me with beautiful kisses. Her hands did magic of their own. They caressed my chest, all the way and reached my arms, pumping them too and finally reached my fingers only to intertwine them with her's in a tight grip.

Holding my fingers tight in her grip, she dived into my neck to mark me. Her teeth scrapped my skin which I'm sure would definitely leave a mark. She sucked my jaw pepering numerous wet kisses her way. Reaching my chin, she bit it making me hiss in pain.

My free hands smooched her back pumping them in my hands leaving marks on her back. My eyes were closed making me enjoying the pleasure my gril was giving me. She came to my face. She sucked my earlobe after nibbing them with her teeth. Kissing my forehead, eyes, ears, nose, she kissed my lips. Biting them mercilessly, that blood oozed out my lips. She sucked my blood and I could taste my blood myself too.

But did I care??

Nahh...

I was Fully enjoying it.

And could only moan under the mercy of my enchantress.

After sucking my lips for a good time she reached my chest only to arose me more by playing with my nipples. Sitting on my stomach, she gave a slow and gentle yet a seductive, arousing caress to my chest making me plead for her.

Soon her fingers were replaced by her lips followed by her tongue.

I groaned harder when she sucked my nipple harder. She did it the exact way I did it go her. She kissed my abdomen, sucking my belly button.

After painting my arms with her gentle caresses and hot kisses, ahe removed my trousers leaving me in boxers. Her fingers clasped around my hardness.

Not being able to control anymore, I switched our positions. And there she was under my mercy. I worshipped her body not leaving a single cell untouched or kissed. Her waist was colourful with my marks and she looked ethernal.

I am an artist, and she's my art...

Slowly yet seductively I removed her shorts leaving a trail of licks and kisses on her sexy long legs. Rubbing my fingers over her wetness, I found her all ready for me.

I kissed her gently over her wetness, above the fabric.

She jerked, not able to handle the new feeling of pleasure.

Finally, removing her undies, I laid over her not before getting rid of my boxers.

Kissing her forehead, I gently entered her and moved very slowly to make her feel me like never before. And she did, clenching around me, her hands painted their own arts on my back and her legs wrapped around my hips have me an easy access to go deep making her yearn more of me.

I moved very rough and hard making her scream under my mercy.

And we exploded seeing stars behind our closed eyes. The satisfaction of completing eachother was so overwhelming. Clearing her sweaty strands off her face, I kissed her forehead only to divulge into the next round off our desires.

More the night disappeared, more our passion appeared.

And there we made love under the stars, over a car, making the stars and moon close their eyes in shyness.

After about 4-5 hours I laid her totally on my chest patting her head to put her into slept. She was too tired, but murmered,   " pata hai kya hua tha is din college mai??"

I didn't want to disturb her but I also wanted to know what made her so vulnerable.

And what she said made my world collapse. She was fast asleep, but I was wide awake, still trying to process her words.

And when I did my eyes were teary.

The whole college had hee posters written, "IF U WANT A GOOD FUCK, THEN NEVER GO NEAR MS NAINA AGRAWAL"

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