Dear Diary,

Woah, this is the first entry I'm writing in you ever! Thank goodness for my big sister Aiko! She gave you to me because she said writing in a journal might help me healthily 'deal with' some of my emotions. Haha, she isn't wrong, I hate to admit is but I can be kind of emotional sometimes. I don't really know where to begin with this...I'm kinda new to this whole diary thing. I guess I should just...talk about myself. Well, my name is Seki Kyoshi and I'm sixteen years old. I go to Yume high school and get fairly good grades. Hmm...what else? Oh, I like bunnies! They're my favorite animals! I have a ton of stuffed ones on my bed and a real one who I keep in my room named Kimi. She's super cute! She's white and fluffy and soft and I wish I could take her to school with me! School would be much funner with Kimi, I hate it there. I don't have many friends, just one named Kaori, she's pretty nice. We became friends a few days after the accident happened. At first I thought she was just hanging around because she felt sorry for me but now I think even back then she really wanted to be friends. Oh! I have the voices too! They're my friends! Okay...I know that sounds kind of weird but it's true! Yeah...I hear voices in my head sometimes but they're not bad voices. There's two of them, for the sake of simplicity I'll just call them voice 1 and voice 2. You know in the cartoons when people have the angel and the devil on each shoulder who tell them what to do, that's what voice 1 and voice 2 are like for me. Sometimes if I'm doing my homework and I want to go play on my computer I'll hear voice 1 in my head saying,

"Seki, you can't do that. You'll fail your classes." And right when I'm about to listen to him, voice 2 will suddenly cut in and tell me,

"Don't listen to him Seki. You deserve a break. If you keep doing homework you'll overwork yourself and make yourself sick, you don't want that do you?" They'll bicker a bit after that but most of the time, in the end, they let me make the decision. I want to add some pictures to you diary. I'm not much of an artist (I nearly flunked drawing 1) but no one else is going to read you but me so I guess it's alright.

Growing up I just assumed everyone had voices in their head like me. I asked Aiko once if she had them when we were little and she looked at me like I was crazy. I'm not crazy dear diary, I promise! I'm as sane as any normal person. I just have voices in my head that tell me what to do sometimes, nothing weird about that. OH MY GOODNESS! I just realized the most important thing about me! How could I forget this!!!???!!! My love...the love of my life...my senpai, Makino. Okay, yes I've never talked to him and I'm pretty sure he has no idea who I am but that doesn't mean we weren't meant to be SOUL MATES! Oh diary...he's so handsome that I have no idea how to describe him. Imagine a shimmering ray of light cascading right into your eyes, that's what senpai is like. He's two years older then me and everytime I see him my heart feels like it's about to jump out of my chest!!! I have a shrine for him in front of my bed! In the middle there's a framed photo of him surrounded by candles. Around the photo is the collection of treasures I've managed to get over the last couple of years. I have a straw that was once used by Makino during lunch, a sock I stole from him when I snuck into the locker room last year, a pencil of his, I even have half of one of his uneaten sandwiches.

Today is a very important day for me dear diary, today I am finally going to confess my feelings to Makino senpai. This is the last Valentines day I have left before he graduates, I HAVE TO MAKE MY MOVE!!!! I bought him a little box of chocolates. I'm going to find him and tell him how I feel. Now, I need to head out to school or I'm going to be late, I'll bring you in my bag though. I'll give you updates on how my confession goes. I'm nervous but also a little excited! What could possibly go wrong?