I want this? No! I never want this for me. *sob*

Author pov /
One girl setting in her dark room facing the window eyes full of tears looking to the Moon. Letting out her all pain because know one is there.

Renee pov/

But I don't have any option *tears drop * , do I have option? To live or....... leave .
Living in a dark life it's not essay *sobbing *,
How hard I try to control my emotions, my weakness, my tears..........*sob* m- my heart to break down *sob sob.... sob*
In front of those....*angry *..monster!!!
Motherfucker ..seamless.....*lightly inhale and exhale * assholes... .. *broke down into the tears * ... *sobbing *

Author pov/

Questions, questions, a bunches of questions is in her mind but she can't ask to anyone because no one is there with her .Family, friends no one . When you're broken, feeling empty inside in your head in your body ,when people want some one to hold them , let them cry in your shoulder.
But for her no one is there "father " who protect his, girl his angel! , mother who teach her girl what good or bad , cares for you on your periods but for her no !
From age 10 to 19 still,

'Renee' One not so normal girl born in a family full of monsters .
All family have issues but in her life family is issue.
"Renee " it her name , it 's mean reborn .
Full of life a person who is full of spiritual and religious, pure like innocent child.

Gorgeous girl, beautiful brown hair her skin colour is dusky but stunning, her big dark brown eyes like dark chocolates... Her lipes simply lovely highlighting her face. She look more beautiful when she smile..

However she never had reason to smile never her life is totally opposite ,she's a sad girl no one like her happens .

Today in her beautiful eyes have tears, it's not new for her. she always comes strongly after the break down but today she questions about her life why this miserable life givingto her ..why..?

Renee pov/

no one ask but anyone notice? Family and fake ..
AND...... fuck start with 'F' *light chuckle*
Family... hmmm yes! Fucking Family. Mother, father , monster Oooops! Did I said it loud * chuckling * well I'm not wrong they are what they are ... a monster!!! *In anger*

But again who cares? *With tearing eyes *
can I please kill myself......?

Please *silent sob* Please god I can't ....I. can't anymore god ! Please

l don't wanna be!!

what I'm * tears escape *

Author pov/

One tear drop escape from her eyes and droped on the floor, And he comes in her life ... hope in a broken soul. But who is he angle? Or maybe devil...? Is he really a Hope or something else ?

In the dark room automatically cold wind starts running given chilled .. cottons of window dancing because of wind
Star in the dark blue sky start shining.

One beautiful man with terrifying
personality .calmness with desire full sights
He's skin is like honey tone little bit yellow soft . plump glossy lips ... all in black color .

COME IN FRONT OF HER EYES. surprise girl in a nightfall room thinking who is he again devil or angle? She stand-up from the window chills run in her body, she blinking her eyes multiple times to clear her sights but nothing works he is still there in front of her. With trembling lips she ask him!

Who are you..? How did you get into my room ?even How you get in my house?

Unknown human/

Hmm.. who am I?

Sounds fun.. *chuckle *
It is okay if I say *hesitantly*.....

Hi or hey...or *thinking hard * hell...ohh!
*winking *

I'm" jin"

World wide handsome ~~ *confident look*

Renee pov/

I'm shocked ° °

Literally how the fuck some one look so so

so perfect so fine so ....so .so really!! I don't

have words I forgot words who describe his

beauty, he's as stunning as" Moon" in dark blue sky with some cloud on it. He is so attractive, handsome but how..? Why this much questions.

Ahhhhh...... Goddddddd Wait....no....

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