Jay.

I was really getting anxious first, I haven't seen Sunghoon for the whole day after nung tinawag siya ni Ni-ki,hindi siya pumasok sa class... Second, hindi ko din nakita si Jungwon or even Sunoo...pati narin sina Daniel at Ni-ki..

Something's wrong..

What could be the problem?

I was still in a dazed when suddenly my phone vibrated indicating there's someone texting me,causing me to look at my phone and see who the hell texted me..

But okay that was a joke, It's jungwon pala..

Wonie...

Bat ngayon pato nagtext hmmm?

I opened his text..

It read,

WonieBaby
Meet me at the rooftop..
4pm

What's up with Jungwon? He's acting weird..
All of them are acting weird..

Me
Sure babyyyy
So excited to see you!!! ;))
Seen

Anong plano nito ni Jungwon? Bakit parang may hindi ako alam eh.. Bakit parang may tinatago sila sakin?

Malalim ang iniisip ko nang may napansin akong dalawang lalaki na papunta sakin...

Hays akala ko kinalimutan na ako ng bestfriend ko..

Pero bakit parang galit sila Sunghoon at Sunoo?

Nag away na naman bato?

They slowly approached me so I also did the same..

"Hey br—" hindi ko natapos yung sasabihin ko nang sinuntok ako ni Sunghoon..

Putangina?!

Anong problema nito?

Tinignan ko naman siya habang nakahawak sa kaliwang pisnge ko na sinuntok niya..

Problema nito?!

Pati sa away nila ni Sunoo dadamayin ako?!

Bigla naman siyang pinigilan ni Sunoo nang sunsuntokin niya sana ako ulit...

I looked at them confused..

Sunoo just backhugged Sunghoon to prevent him from punching me..

"PROBLEMA MO PRE?!" TANONG KO..

IKAW BA NAMAN SUSUNTOKIN NG KAIBIGAN MO.

"PUTANGINA MO JAY PARK! AKO SANA NAGTATANONG SA'YO NIYAN" I can really feel Sunghoon's really mad..Why tf is he even mad?

"AYUSIN MO YUNG PINAGSASABI MO HA" sagot ko naman sa kaniya na galit na rin...gago problema nito..

"IKAW!" Sabi niya at tinutok niya ang daliri niya sakin.. "LUBAYAN MONA KAMI! DON'T LET ME SEE YOUR FACE AGAIN OR I WILL NOT HESITATE TO KILL YOU! DON'T COME NEAR ME,SUNOO ESPECIALLY MY BABY BROTHER JUNGWON!!" He shouted at me furiously.

I clicked my tongue at them annoyed..

Pasalamat to may awa ako sa kapatid niya kahit pinaglalaruan ko lang yun..

Problema nitong lalaking to?

Pasalamat nga siya I didn't hurt his baby brother..

"Ano ikaw din?! May sasabihin ka rin?! " Now I was looking at Sunoo..

He didn't reply but gave me a middle finger instead..and dragged Sunghoon away from me..

Wtf ..

Wtf is their problem?!

Whatever...

Wala na akong ganang pumasok..

So hindi ako pumasok at pumunta lang dun sa usual hiding place ko, ako lang nakakaalam dito...I come here when I'm sad or I'm not in the mood..

Pupunta din ako dito para ma kalma yung sarili ko, and now is no different...

Just inhale and exhale...

I was so deep in my thoughts,hanggang sa nakatulog ako..

I woke up and it's already 3:50...

Oh I'm going to meet up with Jungwon..

I ran to all the way to the rooftop but when I was about to enter,I saw Anne's friends sorrounding Jungwon..

I couldn't really hear their voices..

I just hid there and waited until mawala na yung tatlong kaibigan ni Anne..

When it was clear already,dun na ako pumunta kay Jungwon...

I sat beside him and gave him a smile..

"Hey baby,I thought you were ignoring me again" I started giving him a pout.

He just stared at me..

Awkward..

"So what do you want to talk about? " I asked him and was about to hold his hand but he slapped it away..

Nabigla ako sa ginawa niya..

Wtf is wrong with him?

Bumalik na naman ba siya sa pagiging ganito?

I thought I already have him wrapped around my finger..

"Galit kana naman ba?" I asked again,now making a cute face..

I'm getting annoyed na..

Why are y'all like that?

"Wonieee babyyy,what is it? you're making me nervous~ " Now I'm really whining..

Naaano na ako dito eh..

"Hyung"

Tanging sagot niya lang..

I hummed excitedly.

Is he going to confess?

Success naba yung mission ko?

"Do-o you...kn-now....." pautal utal niyang sabi sa akin at tinignan ako ng seryoso..

"Hey what is it? I'm starting to get worried,you okay?" i gave him a worried look..

Why the heck is this making me nervous?!

"Hyung I have to tell you something" he continued.

I hummed again signaling him to continue..

"...ahhh..,
............
gusto kita hyung"

WAIT WHAT?!

So gusto niya talaga ako?!

I was so surprised..

But a part of me is expecting it already.

"I—" was my only reply..

"Yes hyung,I like you"he assured me , "I just act I don't care,but deep inside,I care"

So all these time?! Gusto niya pala ako?

All these time nagawa kona siyang paibigin sakin?!

All these time..

"But now,I don't know anymore.."

He suddenly said..

"What do you mean?" I asked confused..

Don't tell me..

Hindi mona ako nagustohan?

Wtf?!

"Hyung,sino si Anne?" He asked and gave me a fake smile..

Oh..

I see..

Shit..

Alam na niya..

Anne's friends told him?!

Kaya pala sinuntok ako kanina ni Sunghoon?!

Those girls, sinabihan sana nila ako sa plano nila para naman makapaghanda ako..

"She was..she's nothing" Wala na Jay..Alam na niya lahat..

"No hyung! Don't act dumb,who is she? She's your ex right? And she's also the reason kung bakit mo ako nilalandi right? To make her jealous?" For some reason,I felt bad for him..The looks on his eyes screams sadness..

"Woni-ie"

"Don't call me that!" He shouted at me..

"Jungwon,s-sino na-agsabi....sayo?"

I already know sino,just want to be sure..

"I found it out myself! So bakit pag hindi ko ba nalaman wala ka ding planong sabihin sakin ito? Hyung you could've just asked for my help,hindi sana aabot sa point na to!" He looks so sad and at the same time frustrated..

"Jun-ngwo-on..." I don't why I was stuttering..

" She's beautiful hahaha sino nga ba naman ako para mahalin ng tunay? I mean if I was you,of course gagamitin ko din ang sarili ko para lang ipa selos yung gusto ko" He replied with a bitter tone..

I'm..

Why am I feeling bad for him?!

I'm sorry Jungwon..

I didn't utter a single word..

"Yung sa principals office! Tell me the truth! Hindi mo yun kapatid?!"

Pati rin iyan? Alam niya?!

Who the heck told him?!

I sighed heavily before speaking..

"Yes,..
th-hat was...Anne's sister...she visited...me...a-and...
the principal isn't...rea-ally my dad..it was..Anne's auncle.."

Jay?! Bakit ka nauutal?!

I'm feeling something...

Guilt?

No way...

"Mahal mo parin siya?" He suddenly asked me

I was caught off guard sa tanong niya..

But eventually replied..

"Yes" yumuko nalang ako..

"Was it fun toying with my feelings hyung?" Nabigla ako sa tanong niya..

I looked up at him..

No no..

This wasn't the plan..

No no..

I felt bad for him..

I felt guilty..

"Jungwon..I—no...,
I'm sorry" I was so ashamed of him that I couldn't even look at him in the eyes..

"Hahaha of course,you would do anything for her...she's perfect.."

Fuvk..

Bakit ako nasasaktan?!

I'm so sorry..

It wasn't supposed to be like this..

I worriedly looked at him..

"Thank you for being a part of my life hyung,kahit hindi ganun katagal...I'll treasure it forever... I'm just so dumb hahahhaa I can't tell the difference sa real love at tsaka acting eh.." kalmado lang siya but I can sense that he's going to tear up any minute now..

"Jungwon..."

"Let's end this hyung..I'm tired..for sure babalik na sayo si Anne,I'm happy for the both of you" patuloy niya at tsaka ako binigyan ng pilit na ngiti..

"I'm sorry" ang tanging nasabi ko lang..

I'm sorry..

"No don't be! It's my fault anyways" he assured me and gave me a forced smile..

Fuck baby..

I want to see your real smile..

It suits you more..

He slowly stand up..

"Stay strong sa inyo hyung! Fighting!" Yung huli niyang sinabi at tsaka dali dali nang lumakad palayo sakin..

So it's done?!

Now what?!

..........

I grabbed my hair...feeling tired..

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This is Jay's side of the story~ I hope you enjoyed ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ