My last made me feel like I would never try again
But when I saw you, I felt something I never felt

I remember that night clearly. My ex had been unfaithful that day, with my best friend. I was too deep in the pain, I could not feel my surroundings. I went, with my numb body, to the bar to indulge myself in the alcohol. I kept promising never to fall in love with every gulp of the burning alcohol. You were in the corner, all huddled up. You never liked parties. But when our eyes met, you felt a pang of guilt. But I could not remember how you looked at me with care. So much so, when I became intoxicated, you took me home.

Come closer, give you all my love
If you treat me right, baby I'll give you everything

After that incident, I kept seeing you everywhere. Whether the music store or the town hall, I could picture you everywhere. I never cared whether it was in my head or you were just there. I just wanted you to come in my arms, and always proving my love to you. But I was too heartbroken, I need your love too. If you did, I would be the happiest person ever. Maybe that's what life is.

Talk to me, I need to hear you need me like I need you
Fall for me, I wanna know you feel how I feel for you, love

I always kept watching you from afar. I know it was wrong of me, but I couldn't resist the urge. I didn't want to make a move. I really hoped, that if you loved me, you would start cause I really needed to listen how much you desired me. I wanted you to fall for me. I had the curiosity of how you felt. All just like me.

Before you, baby, I was numb, drown the pain by pouring up
Speeding fast on the run, never want to get caught up
Now you the one that I'm calling
Swore that I'd never forget, don't think I'm just talking
I think I might go all in, no exceptions, girl, I need ya

The time before I met you, I was broken. I couldn't feel the pain of heartbreak I was drowning in. Nor the pain of immense betrayal. I was trying to run away from these failures, which I never wanted them to catch up on me. I decided to drown myself in alcohol. But there was a borderline. To save myself I decided calling you for help. We were just friends, but I wanted to call you with so many other names; I had listed all the potential nicknames, Jagiya, Jagi, Baby, Babe... I always promised I would never forget you, but it ain't no talk. It is the truth. But, for you, I would commit any sin. As I need you more.