Flashback ~

" Y/N-ie"

"Yes, Jin?"

"I have great news..."

"Oh, what is it?"

"I got selected by Big Hit"

"I'M SO PROUD OF YOU!!!"

You picked me up in your arms and swung me around, smiling crazily at me. Who knew it was going to be the last time you would ever pick me up in your arms?

* A Few Months Later*

"Bye, Y/N. I will be pursuing my career. One last thing, don't forget about me. We will still keep this relation strongly bounded. I will make sure to call you every day."

"Sure, Jinnie!"

Who knew this was the last time I would ever hear your voice?

Present Time ~

It's been who knows how long since you ever thought of calling me. I have never heard your voice since an eternity. I've been craving to see your angelic sight. Sadly, it is the one dream that will never come true.

I've seen you have been successful; I'm proud of you, I truly am...

But it breaks me to know you have another someone, another supporter, another to replace me in your life. I can't blame you, there must be something that I lack which she was able to give you.

But, why make promises if you can't keep them? A mind-boggling nature of humanity.

I tried to give you my very best support from afar, tried to call you, tried to send you a letter, just asking for one thing; when you would ever see me?

I guess you were too busy to even notice my existence; I can't condemn you though, you were an idol, so was your new girlfriend, but me? A normal human, out of 7 billion non-existent others.

But, you know what? I am glad you were a part of my life, even though I am not anymore. But, to make you smile, I must frown. Goodbye, Seokjin.

Jin POV

Seeing your dead body on the screen refreshes my past promises. But, there is no one else to blame, except me. I should have been there for you, but instead made you suffer. I should have called you, but instead, I was the one who said the final goodbye. But, what can I do? I should have reconciled with you...and I will.

Third Person POV

"News Reports state that Jin from BTS has ended his life. Police have found him in the bathtub, most probably drowned. But, as per closer inspection, we see he was smiling the whole time. We will perform an autopsy very soon. As for now, we wish his members and management a heartfelt apology, and concerns. We hope that they will be strong for us."

Jin POV

I will never, ever lose that hand of yours...

Never leave you alone...

Never leave you cold...

Never,

Let you go...