I still feel guilty about it
But no one's angel & demon
Your cold lies froze all my
Blood-red roses, snatching their freedom

The robots, we behave like, do not have feelings
And no secrets to be kept hidden
Fear of height now runs through my veins
Making all those false vows my villain

Needle & thread didn't stitch my heart
But the poems healed it magically
I wrote about our smiles & tears
As your support vanished tragically

My same old mistake made me realise
How you were using your thieves
To wound me, burn me and leave me empty
Not even a goodbye in the season of no leaves

I notice the way you look at her
While killing a part of me just for fun
I made myself strong to fight against you
And tried to save my stars from your sun

I kept these caged emotions to myself
Although it made me insane at times
I miss the warmth I felt between your arms
As the paper planes fly, carrying our crimes

Flushed cheeks every time my eyes meet yours
Is it even possible to forget your laugh?
I thought you were my oxygen I needed to live but your
Absence proved me wrong in that 25th December photograph

Our intertwined fingers under the desk
And the hide n' seek of secret glances
I remember them as I stare at your keychain
And you every day 'cause we can't ignore this for ages

The last seven months left me in a mess
As I was lost in the recollections of our history
It was torturous when I saw all the broken walls
I see our first love did not get the victory

The vacant calls of my heart left me senseless
As all the lights you once gave me disappeared
And the dark chocolates now remind me of you
But you cry crocodile tears to be remembered

I look at you through my spectacles every time
When you crack a joke in our language
Every August makes me want to break down
But I am wise enough to realise I am free

Therefore, I declare the end of all these emotions