Shiva pov

Should I open or not???

From the last 30 minutes I m just deciding whether to open it or not ... After rishita bhabhi gave me the diary, I just came in my room....

Agar diary padh liya toh raavi bura maan jayegi.... Pad bhabhi bol rahi thi ki this diary has my answers... Bohot confusion ho raha hai!!!

I look at the diary laying on my bed

It was beautiful decorated.... Typical raavi thing 🤭

I pick up the diary n look at the lock

Yeh password kya ho sakta hai???? 🤔

I was confused.... Yeh raavi password kya rakh sakti hai .... It was a word code

Rishita bhabhi bol rahi thi ki yeh diary sirf mein khol sakta hai..... Pad raavi ne toh kabhi bhi mujhe iss diary ya password ke bare mein kuch bhi nahi bola!!!! 😬😬

I didn't knew what to do

Let's take the risk

Meine raavi type kiya.... As I enter, I kept my finger cross.... Hope yeh right ho jaye

Wrong!!!!!

If not raavi then what can be the password!!!!! I thought.... Maybe her parents name, raavi apne parents se kaafi closed hai!!!

I enter jagat

Wrong!!!!

I enter prafulla

Wrong

Agra parents ka naam bhi nahi hai toh phir kya ho sakta hai....  Maybe rishita... Raavi might have thought that rishita bhabhi won't never think about her name as password so let's check

I enter rishita

Wrong!!!!!!

Ya yeh ho sakta hai 😁

I enter doctor

Wrong!!!!

I enter gynecologist

Wrong!!!!!

I enter dream..... Wrong!!!!! I enter love... Wrong!!!!! I enter travelling.... Wrong!!!!! .....

Aya!!!! Password kya hai..... Meine sab possible password type kar liye hai but they are all wrong!!!!! 😫

Yeh log password itna difficult kyu rakhte hai 😩. . ... So that tujh jaise ghadhere unki chiz without permission na touch kare 😒😒

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I lay down on my bed holding the diary ......

Raavi bol rahi thi ki yeh diary sirf shiva khol sakta hai!!!!

Meine toh Sare possible password try kar liye hai... But abhi thak nahi khul raha.... 😑

Then suddenly something strike on my head

Sirf shiva khol sakta hai!!!! Sirf shiva!!!!! 😳

I was horrified..... Is it IT that I m thinking!!!!

I took all the courage n enter the password

Right!!!!!!! 😳

Matlab password Shiva tha!!!! 😨😳

( Tannu_2003 and medicobookie I guys were right)

I was shocked.... Matlab I just couldn't believe that raavi ne password Shiva rakha.... But kyu??? I was left dumbstruck!!!!

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I turn the first page

I smile reading at her introduction.... It was cute....

Yeh ladki bhi na bilkul pagal hai!! 🥰

I turn the next page....

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Date : 20 jan 2011

Hi diary!!!

Today I had to leave shimla forever pata nahi dad ka transfer kyu ho raha hai.... I seriously don't want to go to Somnath... Shimla mein toh mere kitne ache dost hai pad Somnath.... I don't want to go ... Meine tumhe bohot miss karne wali hoon.... I love shimla❤, I hate somnath 😡

Raavi 

K... That's mean raavi somnath mein aane se shimla mein rehti thi good !!! ☺

I read the next page

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Date : 31 jan 2011

Hi dairy

I know meine bohot din se kuch nahi likha.... Pad likhne ka maan bhi nahi tha.... somnath ke log ache toh hai but I still miss shimla... Mere friends aur mein roz baat karte hai but I miss playing with them.....
I love shimla ❤, but I hate somnath a little less then before 😠
Kal mera pehla din hai mere naye school ... I hope everything goes well... I m very nervous!!!!

Raavi

Pagal !!!!! 🤭

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Date : 1 feb 2011 (Tuesday)

Hi diary

Ajj mera pehla din tha new school mein... Kaafi nervous thi... I didn't even knew how am I going to make new friends

I was very scared how am I going to adjust here

At morning mom wake me up Honestly i didn't even wanted to go to school... I know nothing about the school

Aur phir mom n dad ne samjhaya mujhe aur mein maan gayi

Jab school mein enter kiya kaafi daari hui thi . .. Thought mom n dad teh mere saath phir bhi ek ajip sa daar tha . . ... Then they took me to my class.... Class 5 section A

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Everything was going fine... Luckily I made a friend 'Rishita '

I smile..... K so ase dosti hui thi raavi aur bhabhi ki .... 🥰🥰

She was very sweet to me... She made me feel very comfortable

N that day I saw him.... For the first time mujhe koyi ladka pasand aaya tha .... Uski cute si smile, uski innocent look, unki masti , mujhe bohot pasand aa gaya!!!!

Phir rishita ne bola ki uska naam SHIVA hai

I gasped......

Today I wasn't able to talk with him .... But tomorrow I will surely talk with him

K k I want to sleep so good night

Raavi

Kya raavi mujhe pasand karti thi!!!! 😳

I was shocked as soon as I  read my name.... She told that for the first time she like a boy, n the boy turn out to be me..... I became curious

I need to read more!!!!

I just flip random pages

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Date : 15 March 2013

My birthday!!!!!

Hi diary!!!

Today is Shiva's birthday... I
wish I could just hug him n wish him . .. But the sad reality is that I can never do that

All this year's I have been trying to talk with him but then whenever he is around me i just can't focus on anything ...

Abb toh rishita bhi mujhe tease karne lagi hai ... Kehti hai ki crush sirf 4 months thak hota hai .. Aur agar usse zyada hum kisi ko like kare toh woh love hota gai .... But usse bhi kya kaho .... Hai  pyaar karne lagi hoon mein Shiva se . . Bohot zyada....

Ajj toh birthday wish karne se bhi daar laga.... Wish bhi nahi kar payi aur na hi gift de payi

It's k aaj nahi de payi toh kya huwa kal de dungi n wish nhi kar dungi!!

Raavi

K...ya??????  😱

I was shocked....

Ra..... Raavi..... Mujhe pyaar karti hai... Mujhe!!!!!!

I just couldn't believe she love me.... I was super happy.....!!!!  Just today I was gonna propose her, n today I found out that she loves me too 🥰

But suddenly realisation hit me.... I saw the date 15 march 2013.... Matlab jab hum class 7 mein teh tab se she loves me 😳.... She love me from that time .... I became more curious to know

I turn the pages

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Date : 23 April 2015

Hi diary!!!

Song dedication for Shiva!!!

Yes I helplessly love him  ..... I love Shiva alot!!!!

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Date : 11 July 2015

Quote dedicated for him

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As I was reading each page

Raavi mujhe itna pyaar karti thi!!!! 🥺

I just couldn't believe how much can a person love someone unconditionally without expecting anything ....

Date: 8 Dec 2021

Hi diary

Ajj pata hai kya huwa..... Shiva like seriously Shiva ne mujhse baat ki, u can't even imagine how much happy I was, then he hug me, yey!!!!!!  He even remember my name... I thought he won't even know that I exist but no he remember me!!!!

Yeh ladki bhi na 😁

Starting mein kaafi jealous thi because he was talking with everyone ! !! But then the hug make my day... Opps night!!!

I chuckle !!!!🤭

Phir humara walk.... Wow!!! Finally meine jo jo wish liya tha woh sab ek din mein hi pura ho gaya!!!

I m so happy !!!!

Raavi

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Hi diary

Today Shiva stood for me..... Woh apni bhabhi thak ke khilaaf chala gaya tah for me... Jab woh mujhe waha pad akela chod kar chala gaya tha, mein toot gayi... I thought I lost him, mujhe lega woh humari dost thod dega .... Pad nahi he trust me, usne kaha ki woh yeh sab misunderstanding theek kar dega.... He promise me that he won't leave me .... Finally life beautiful ho rahi hai

Raavi

I remember that incident.... That was a very hard time for her... Her tears affected me...!!! Mujhe bass yehi tah ki  aasu rokh lu aur uski hasi de doon

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Hi diary

Finally aaj misunderstanding clear jo gayi... Thanks to shiva!!!! He was my constant support...  Jab usne mera haath pakar kar andar le chale, I knew one thing that he will never ever leave me... He fulfill his promised..... He clear the misunderstanding...

Raavi

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Date :25 dec 2021

Hi dairy

Shit!!!! Shit!!!! Meine shiva ko kyu confess kar diya ki I love him... I was so scared with that incident that I just didn't want to leave him... N meine confess kar diya...

He left me without telling me anything... He didn't accept nor did he reject... Pata nahi woh abb kya karega.... Meine yeh kya kar diya... Abb woh mujhse apni dosti thod dega.... Nahi please mein yeh bardaasht nahi kar paungi... I just don't want to lost him... Mein shiva se bohot zayda pyaar karti hoon... 🥺🥺

I can't lost him

Raavi

After this , my eyes become watery.... Ekdam ghadhera nikal mein.... Meine raavi ko uss halat mein akele kaise chod diya!!! 🥺🥺

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Hi diary

Meine ajj shiva ko bol diya ki I don't love him... Meine bol diya ki meine woh sab by mistake se bol diya tha.... N the sad thing is he believe it!!!! Usse kyu meri aankhon mein uske liye pyaar nahi dikhta... Even krish thak ko bhi dikhta hai toh phir shiva kyu nahi!!

Kya mein itni buri hoon ki I don't deserve his ove.... M I so bad...??

I just  want to go somewhere n never come  back.... Yeh pain bohot heavy ho raha hai, abb aur saha nahi ja raha... Mein abb uss stage mein pohoch gayi hoon ki I just can't breath without him.... Usko khona matlab maar jaana

Rish puchti hai ki kyu mein shiva se itna pyaar karti hoon?? Mujhe bhi nahi pata ki mein shiva ko itna pyaar kyu karti hoon bass itna pata hai ki I just can't stop loving him... Chahe kitna bhi try kar lu par yeh pyaar abb katam nahi hoga instead aur bharega.... 🥺

Raavi

I just punch my hand in the wall..

Kyu raavi???? Kyu itna pyaar karti hoon mujhse?? Kyu mere liye itna dard saha ??? 🥺🥺

I was broken .... Just imagine I m hurt hearing all this pad raavi ne toh yeh sab saha hai.... Honestly agar uski jagad mein hota toh kab ka pyaar karna ban kar deta lekin woh... Meine usse itna pareshan kiya but still she loves me  unconditional

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Hi diary

Aaj shiva n I kiss!!!

My heart skipped a beat.... As I remember that day

Shiva Ahmedabad jane wala tha for new year so before that he wanted to meet me..... Hum dono mile... The day was quiet hard for u... Mere liye it was hard because I love him.... Aur uske liye because  he was attached to me.... ATTACHED!!!

First time the attached word was hurting me !!!! 🥺

We both were emotionally week , I was broken inside.... I knew going away from him was hard but I was at least thankful that he's my best friend.... I thought hum call aur chat karenge.... But no!!! I just lost my control n I kiss him 🥺

The kiss was filled with love... Atleast mere liye toh.... But then when realisation hit me, I broke the kiss n look at him... I could see guilt in his eyes.... The kiss was a guilty act for him.... My first kiss was a guilty act ... I spoil his first kiss.... I just couldn't face him n run home

Abb shiva mujhse kabhi baat nahi karenge.... Meine uski dosti ko di !!! He hates me now!!!! Woh mujhe kabhi maaf nahi karega ..

I lost him 🥺🥺

Raavi

I was shock!!!!! ..... I thought raavi regretted the kiss , jab woh ro kar gayi mujhe laga ki I spoil her first kiss.... Mujhe laga ki woh iss baad se gussa hokar chali gayi!!!!!

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Hi diary

Shiva sach mein chala laga!!!!

He left me.... Meine uska kitna wait kiya somnath beach mein.... I waited for him more than 3 hours... Pad woh aaya hi nahi

I thought ki woh message dekhkar woh aayaga, mujhse baat karega , I waited for him but he didn't came... Was I so unimportant to him that usne ek baar bhi mujhse woh kiss ki misunderstanding clear karne bhi nahi aaya.... This broke my heart....

I was never important for Shiva... I thought pyaar na sahi atleast I was his best friend... But I think I was never his best friend because agar hoti toh woh aata mujhse baat karne ke liye!!!!

I can handle his rejection, but I can't handle him ignoring me... He broke me!!!!!

Raavi

I punch my hand ones more but this time more harshly....

Meine uss din woh message kyu nahi padha..... Agar padh leta toh aaj yeh nahi hota.... Why am I so stupid!!!!

I was really angry on myself....

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I look at the photo collage that raavi made for me

Kyu itna pyaar karti hoon tum mujhe raavi..... Kya mein tumari pyaar deserve bhi karta hoon  ??? Kitna dukh diya hai meine tumhe.... I m sure tum mujhe yeh sab batana chahti thi pad mera phobia......... I m so sorry!!!! 🥺🥺

My eyes were watery ... My hand was swollen because of continuously  hitting

Raavi bohot ro liya abb aur nahi .... Abb tumara Shiva tumhe woh sab dega jo tum deserve karti hoon..... I know 16 years ka dukh toh badal nahi sakta pad aage ki life tumari khushiya se baar dunga.....

Abb aur der nahi karne wala mein.... Meine realised kar liya hai ki humare bich bohot sari miscommunication hai, abb mein woh sab dur kar dunga... Aaj hi tumhe proposed kar dunga!!!

I look at her picture which I was inside the diary

I will never let this smile go from your face!!!!!  N I promise u that

I didn't want to waste a single time.... I look at my watch it was around 9:30 pm... Diary padhte padhte kab  itni der ho gayi pata hi nahi chala!!!!

Raavi abhi thak kyu nahi aayi!!!!

I was getting tens

I just sat down in the sofa by the window n kept on looking at the gate!!! Hoping to see her soon

Shiva pov end

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Agar ek din achanak se app ko pata chale ki koi apse itna pyaar karta hai... Like raavi loves Shiva... Then what will be your reaction???

Think think!!!!

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