Raavi pov.....

I was not able to sleep..... So I open my diary....

Hi bestie!!!!! This is your new friend Raavi!!!! Here I will share some of my few thoughts, my secrets n all..

I flip some randome  page

Date - 1 feb 2011 (Tuesday)

Ajj mera pehle din tha new school main.... Kaafi nervous thi .... I didn't even knew how am I going to make new friends......

(My father recently got transfer in somnaath ..... So we had to shift here.... )

I was very scared how am I going to adjust here......

At morning mom wake me up.... Honestly I didn't even wanted to go to school..... I know nothing about the school.....

Par fir mom n dad ne samajhaya mujhe..... Aur phir mein maang gayi...

Jab school mein enter kiya..... Kaafi daari huwi thi..... Thought mom n dad teh mere saath phir bhi ek ajib sa daar tha...... Then they took me to my class .... Class 5 section A....

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Everything was going fine..... Luckily I made a friend 'Rishita'. She was very sweet to me..... She made me feel very comfortable.....

N that day I saw him...... For the first time mujhe koyi ladka pasand aaya tha.... Uski cute si smile..... Uski innocent looks.... Uski masti..... Mujhe bohot pasand aa gaya....

Phir rishita ne kaha ki uska naam 'SHIVA' hai....

Today I wasn't able to talk with him.... Bt tomorrow I will surely talk with him....

K k I want to sleep now so good night....

~Raavi

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I smile looking at that page!!!!!

Seriously kya din tha woh!!!! Itni saari masti ki thi mein n rishita ne.... Us ek din ne mujhe meri bestie aur mera pyaar dono de diya!!!

Then again I turn some pages

Date - 15 March 2013 (Friday) ...

Today is Shiva's birthday....... I wish I could just hug him n wish him..... Bt the sad reality is that I can never do that.....

All this years I have been trying to talk with him bt then whenever he is around  me  I just can't focus on anything....

Abb toh rishita bhi mujhe tease karne lagi hai..... Kehti hai ki crush sirf 4 months thak hota hai.... Aur usse zyada hum kisiko like kare toh woh love hota hai...... Bt usse bhi kya kaho....... Hai pyaar karne lagi hoon mein Shiva se ...... Bohot zyada..

Ajj toh birthday wish karne se bhi daar laga ... Wish bhi nahi kar payi aur na hi yeh gift de payi.....

It's k ajj nahi de payi toh kya huwa kal de dungi n wish bhi kar dungi!!!

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This brought a smile on my face

Sach mein abhi bhi mein  waise hi hoon.... Jab bhi Shiva ko dekhti hoon nervous ho jati hoon aur kisi bhi chiz par focus nahi kar pati!!!!

I tried not to fall in love
But my heart disagree.
Love makes one weep.
Then why your are the one,my heart seeks.
My heart pay no heed to me..
I pay no heed to my heart.

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Sometimes you make me feel like I actually have a chance with you but when I try to take that chance
You make me realised I never really had...

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It hurts to love someone and not to be loved in return...
But the most painful thing is to love someone and never have the courage to tell them..

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Before I met you, I never knew what it was like to be able to look at someone and smile for no reason

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Things that makes me love you

1) You make me laugh
2) your voice
3) your smile
4) when you secretly look at me..
5) when you live life to the fullest
6) ur sleepy voice

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The first time I met you it wasn't love at first sight...
My love for you formed gradually, your personality, your voice, your hair, your eyes, your humor....
The way you looked away and smile, gradually it all came clear to me.... You were exactly what I was looking for

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Date -11 June 2016

Today was the last day of class 10..... But again I miss it..... I miss to tell him that I love him..... The day was really bad..... All the friends were separating from each other......

School life bhi kitni achi hoti hai na!!! .... The school which I never wanted to attention...... Bt today it has become the school that I never wanted to leave...... Pehle din kitni nervous thi..... Aur ajj kitni dukhi hoon.....

I can't even express how much I will miss this school.... My friends..... My teachers...... The tiffin time.... The morning assembly..... The holiday time..... I will miss everything...

Meine mera school life kaafi enjoy kiya..... I regret only one thing n that is I was not able to confess my feelings..... I m feeling very low...... I wish meine class 5 mein hi bol diya hota toh ajj mujhe regret nahi hota..... Bt maybe destiny wanted something else....

Rishita told that he is planing to take commerce.... Whereas I m planing to take science....... Ajj last time tha jab hum mile..... Par ajj bhi ek baat bhi exchange nahi kiya..... Mein tho usse yeh thak nahi de payi.....

I don't even know will I ever be able to meet him or not........

Par koyi nahi if we are destiny to meet we will definitely meet... Bt ya I will never stop loving him!!!!

~Raavi

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I had tears in my eyes...... I was very much emotional reading my diary..... 

I have spend my whole teenage hood loving him...... I don't know how am I gonna survive without him......

Raavi pov end

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Knock knock!!!!!

Rishita mother- rishita raavi utt jao beta dekho subah ke 10 baj gaye hai!!! (Knocking at the door)

Raavi n rishita wake up with a  jerked!!!!

Rishita n raavi- 10 !!!!!!! (Shouting)

Raavi then got up n open the door!!!

Raavi- good morning aunty!!! (Sleepy voice)

Rishita mother- good morning beta!!!! (Then she enter the room) rishita chal utt..... Tum dono kitne der thak sote hoon!!

Rishita- maa bass 5 minutes....

Rishita mother- 5 minutes nahi chalo utto aur fresh ho jao..... Mein breakfast lagati hoon!!! (Smiling)

Raavi- k aunty!!!!

Then rishita mother went.....

Raavi- chal utt!!!

Rishita- reply aaya!!! (Sleeping)

Raavi- iss ladki ka kya karu mein!!!!! 🤦‍♀️..... Rishita mein shower lene ja rahi hoon..... Tu bhi utt ja abb!!!

Telling this raavi went to take shower!!

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Raavi pov....

I was waiting for rishita .... Since she has gone to take shower.....

Yeh ladki kitna time le rahi hai!!!!! Jab thak woh nahi aati phone hi check karti hoon!!! ☺

I look at the time it was around 10:30

Really ajj toh kaafi late utte hai hum dono!!!

As soon as I turn on my net..... There were many notifications.....

I open my notifications n to my surprise....... Shiva finally reply me!!!!

Raavi- rishita!!!! (Excitingly)

Rishita- kya huwa!!! (From the bathroom)

Raavi- Shiva ka reply aaya hai !!!! (Excitingly)

Rishita- kya????? (Shock)..... Kya bol raha hai woh (excitingly)

Raavi- Tu bahar aa.... Phir dikha thi hoon!!!! (Excitingly)

Rishita- raavi suspense create mat karna..... Jaldi baata!!! (Excitingly)

Raavi- pehle mujhe toh dekhne de!!! (Laughing)

Then I open the message....

Hello!!!!! -12:45 am

So sorry raavi woh bhai ke saath video game khel raha tha toh message nahi dekha!!!! -12:45 am

Waise kaisi ho???? -12:46am

Kal mile??? Coffee par??? -12:46am

(This message is deleted) -12:55am

Sayad tum so gayi hoon!!!! -1:00am

K agar message mile toh reply karna -1:00 am

I was surprised......

Did he really reply me??? 😳😳

Then I read the message again!!!!! I was super happy!!! I was behaving like a 13-14 years old teenage girl, getting reply by the crush!!!!!

At that time rishita came n snatch my phone...

Rishita- hello....... So sorry raavi woh bhai ke saath video game khel mein busy tha...... Waise kaisi hoon....... Kal mile (surprise) ..... Coffee par (giving a teasing smile) ....... Sayad tum so gayi hoon...... K agar message mile toh reply Karna!!!!!!!

Then rishita gave me my phone n gave me a teasing smile.....

Rishita- wah!!!!!! Meine toh socha tha ki bass hello kahega..... Lekin Shiva ne toh coffe par hi bula liya!!! (Teasing)

My cheeks got red n I was blushing.....

Rishita- waise tu coffee par to jayegi hi na!!!! (Teasing)

Raavi- pata nahi???

Rishita- kya pata nahi..... Chup chap se jaana hi hoga thik hai na!!!! N enjoy karna tere Shiva ke saath (teasing)

Raavi- rish!!!!!!

Rishita mother - khana lag gaya hai (shouting from the hall)

Rishita - chal abhi khana khane..... Uske baad baat karte hai is date ke baare main... (Teasing)

Raavi- tu ja.... Mein reply kar deti hoon!!! (Blushing)

Rishita- thik hai!!!!! (Teasing)

K meet u around 2:00 pm in XYZ cafe!!!! 😊 -10:50am...

Pata nahi what m I going to talk with him!!!!! 😆😆

Raavi pov end.

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Meanwhile

Shiva pov

I was having my breakfast very peacefully......

Dhara- Shiva juice!!!!

Shiva- ji bhabhi!!!

Gautam- dhara ajj humein bahar jaana  hai!!!

Dhara- lekin kyu???

Gautam- bhul gayi ajj hamari date hai!!! (Teasing)

Dhara- gombi???? (Shock)

Dev- date!!!! (Teasing)

Shiva- ajj toh maze hi maze hai gombi!!! (Teasing)

Dhara- tum bhi bacho ke saman kya baat kar rahe hoon... (Hesitate)

Gautam- yeh bache nahi shaitan hai!!!! Aur kya hi sharam apne patni ko hi toh date par leja raha hoon  !!! (Proudly)

Krish- bilkul thik bol rahe hai gombi!! (Teasing)

Dhara-sach mein mere ghar mein teen nahi char shaitan hai!!! 🤦‍♀️

We all laugh.....

Ring ring....

I open my phone to see a notifications.

K meet u around 2:00 pm in XYZ cafe!! 😊😊

Raavi!!! ...... Yeh raavi ne mujhe message kyu kiya..... Aur kyu milne ke liye bula rahi hai!!!! 😳😳

Then I open the message to see all the conversation...

I was shock!!!

Meine yeh kab baja!!!! 😳😳

I remember I sleep around 11:00 pm.... Then how this!!!!!!

I look at dev n krish suspiciously....

Yeh dono honge ! ! ! !  😠

They two accidentally look at me..... I look at him suspiciously..... They look at each other shockingly..... N then look at me...... I could see fear in their eyes.....

Abb toh sure hai yahi dono hai!!!! 😠

Dhara- kya huwa Shiva??? Khana kha!!! (Smiling)

Shiva- ji bhabhi...... (Smiling)

Bhabhi n gombi were busy talking..... I kept on staring dev n krish while this two were avoiding eye contact

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After finishing the breakfast..... Before dev n krish could run I catch them n took them to my room...

Shiva- yeh kya hai?? (Angrily showing the message)

Krish- tujhe nahi pata kya.... Yeh phone hai !!!! (Laughing)

Dev- Tu bhi na Shiva..... Chal humein jaane de (nervously)

Shiva- mujhe bhi pata hai yeh phone hai..... Aur yeh message!!! (Angrily)

Krish snatch my phone......

Krish- ooo toh tu date par ja raha hai!! (Teasing)

This boy!!! 😤😠

Shiva- kyu kiya tum dono ne yeh??? (Rudely)

Dev- ooo bhai teri setting kar rahe teh.... Kitna single life enjoy karega tu.... Abb toh relationship club mein aana hi hoga (Laughing)

Krish- aur tujhe toh khush hona chahiye humne teri date fixed kar diya!!! (Laughing)

Shiva- tum logo ka kuch nahi ho sakta.. (Frown)

Krish- Tu khush nahi hai Shiva.....

Shiva- raavi asi ladki nahi hai...... She is not a casual dating type of girl..... Woh real love mein believe karne wali ladki hai!!!!

Dev- matlab!!!

Shiva- woh na mere type ki nahi hai.... Usse serious wala relationship pasand hai..... Usse true love mein believe hai!!!

Krish- tujhe kaise pata... (Suspiciously)

Shiva- bass pata hai..... Jab usse milega na tab tujhe bhi pata chal jayega....

Krish - toh phir kya karenge??

Shiva- agar cancel kar diya toh usse awkward feel hoga!!!

Dev- chale ja na toh aur casually baatein karna..... (Smiling)

Shiva- awkward nahi hoga!!! (Confused)

Dev- nahi hoga!!! Chala ja na!!! (Consoling)

Shiva- thik hai (smiling)

Ha toh bol diya hai . ...... Par pata nahi kya baat karunga!!!! 🤔😑

Shiva pov end

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That's it

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~Priya Pariyaar 💗💗

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