ok, hear me out.

I lost my phone.

And before you go and tell me it's just one phone, it's not. It's my father's. And that phone is very important as i use it to write and update my books almost all of the time, and my dad has some important things in it.

I can't buy another phone for the next...2...3...4 years? My dad forbade me from buying a new phone, and i can understand. so the maximum amount of time i could access the internet is 45 minutes per week take away a few.

So... don't get mad at me, please? I was upset enough as it is, i don't wan't to have hope that one day i'll find it. My hopes failed me many times before.

I'm sick and uncomfortable right now so imma just leave it at that. Bye.