(This is the second part to the Minecraft chapter, Night Time, where my OC kills himself after finding out he was going to be used by the girls because he was the only boy)

Normal POV

I saw white, everywhere, I know what it is, a void of whiteness, so I just closed my eyes and wondered why I was here, then all of a sudden, I felt heavy.

I opened my eyes and saw the sun above my head, the trees swaying in the wind, "what the hell ?, I died, how am I here... Damn, since I came here to the game, I Respawn when I die ?" I say out loud and look at my self, I was in the clothes I wore the night I died, a black armoured suit, but I didn't have my katana this time, "oh, I put it in the ground before I jumped." I mutter, then looked about.

I recognise the area, it wasn't where I first woke up when I came here, but it wasn't far from my house, so I ran to where I thought my house was, as I ran, I thought about the girls, 'I know what I did was wrong,but they lied to me when I was honest with them, I should apologise, but I can't face them, not now, not for a long time, I guess I should move away,gather some of my essential stuff and survival supplies, then head west, I'm not exactly used to that area but I did make a small hut into a hill, it's fairly hidden, and the girls don't know about it' I thought to myself, as my house came into view, it was made of wooden planks, with cobblestone lining the floor, oak logs as support beams on the four corners, it was square, with an upper floor and a basement.

I opened the door and grabbed an enchanted bag of holding, even though I have an inventory like the game, where I'll I need to do it think about the object, if I have it, it will appear in my hands, I thought the bag would be of use to me in a long run.

I grabbed several small items that can be useful to me, and then some wood and wool for a bed, than a spare crafting table and a furnace.
I took a small amount of ores from my chest, so if the girls came back, they wouldn't notice, but it was still enough, I had about 20-30 each of gold, iron, and 5 diamonds, a stack of coal, then I moved to weapons, grabbing a stack of arrows, a spare bow, my enchanted bow of power V, Infinity I, and unbreaking III, two Iron pickaxes, one Iron Axe, and a spare Iron sword, I then took one of my many Diamond swords, this one had sharpness V and unbreaking II, and a hidden enchantment that makes it glow when I wanted it to, so it could light up dark places.
I smiled and placed it in its sheaf on my back, as it turns out, changes shape to fit the Katana or any sword I want there.

I then grabbed some food, some seeds, and two God golden apples, with several potions and finally, a map.

I turned and walked out, I took one look at my house, I closed the door, thinking of the good times I had here. I wondered when I'll come back, if ever. 'Hopefully one day' I thought, then made my way to the trees, as I did, I heard the sound of footsteps approaching the house, thinking quick, I grabbed one of my strong potions of invisibility, and downed it, in seconds, I was see through, I walked on, I then saw Cupa, Skelly and Endr, walking slowly to the house, they seemed upset.

"I can't believe it..." Said Skelly, "it was just a Joke... I loved him really... Why ?" Said Andr, "he died in my arms, I can't believe what he said, then his body disappeared.... I miss him" Said Cupa as she shed more tears, they went to my house and sat on the sofa.

They seemed to be crying, and it really hurt me, I then thought about something, I then hesitantly took out a piece of paper that I grabbed from before and a quill, I wrote a single word and took it to the door.

'Sorry' I wrote, I didn't want them to know I was alive.
I placed price of paper on the floor, then lightly tapped on the door, then ran to the trees.

I got to the top of one of the oak trees, from there, I saw the door open, Cupa looked about. Then saw the paper, she picked it up and read it.

She looked about, I know she can't figure out I its me, she was surprisingly simpleminded but that made her more cute.
The other two came out, but i decided to leave, I turned and held an Ender pearl, I closed my eyes and thought of West.

I ended up on the other side of map, I smiled, then walked away.

After about an hour, I ended up outside of my base, I then set up a bed and ate some food, it was getting late so I slept, but woke up in the middle of the night.
There were mobs nearby, although the the princesses are fine, most of the mobs are hostile, to them and me.

I divided to get my sword and deal with them, I went outside and saw two zombies and a spider, I ran up to them and slashed the spider down the middle, it squealed and died, then it turned to smoke, I ran up and cut a zombie in half, the second swung its fist at me but I rolled under its attack and stabbed it, as the body hit he floor and turned to smoke, I turned back to my house and slept till morning, which came rather quickly.

..........

I had turned my hideout into a small mine, with an indoor farm, I hid the door with mud and grass, using sticky pistons and a hidden switch, to open the door, you needed a button, then I had to place it on a single dirt block and press it, once done, I'd take it off and go.

It had been 2 months since I have come back, and I had decided to explore more of this world, I had my sword, my black armour, my enchants bow and some potions at my disposal, my sword, to which I had taken to call 'Light in darkness' because of its light enchantment was definitely my favourite weapon I had at the time, but my skills with the Bow are not to be laughed at.

I had my black neck scarf on, which covered my nose and mouth, then I had my iron helmet on, with a special face guard on, covering my checks, leaving a line across for my eyes to see, then the bottom of the eye hole stops above my nose, then it splits and does an upside down V shape, so I can speak clearly and eat, but e mask makes it hard to identify me.

I walked through the trees and came across some plains, of tall grass and a couple of hills, then I noticed a small village, I crouched and looked at the village, it had a church, a cafe or rather a public house that sells Meed and other alcohol a forge for the blacksmith, 3 small huts, and 3 houses, with two L shaped houses on the far end, I saw two golems, both with female figures, and an older, bulky war model golem, which stood under a tree with vines growing up its chest and one of its arms.

I saw several villagers, unsurprisingly, all female, I know that male villagers were at a ratio of 1:20. And that's it, but none of the villagers even age, which caused me to still think why ?, nobody knows the cause, but hey, this place is a game in my world and made entirely of squares, so fuck all logic and science.

I looked about and noticed some of the women had bows and few stone swords,and various pieces of leather armour, "village guards" I say to myself, I looked about, only noticing 5 of them, 2 had bows, but all had swords.

I watched some of the women tend to the fields with their live stock and their crops, it looked peaceful, I was about to leave when I heard a scream, I turned back to see more then a few Zombies, with helmets and other pieces of armour on, charge at the village from an underground cave entrance, I had abandon the last group of people I helped, but these guys... or shall I say girls, they need me, I trust their fighting capacity, but this will cause them trouble.

Most of the Zombies had weapons and tools, from iron swords to wooden hoes, I also know that zombie attacks are more damaging to Villagers then me, I sighed, this wasn't gonna end well unless I act.

I saw most of he villager head to the houses, the guard and golems started to fight, even the War golem moved in, wiping out a group that had come too close to it in mere seconds, but age hasn't been kind to the golem, it's actions were slow due to rust in its joins and its red stone battery not functioning like it should anymore.

The machine fell after being hit with several swords and pickaxes, it fell and turned into smoke, leaving iron ingots, a punkin head and a rose....

Then I saw a group of villagers run towards my direction, 2 zombies running after them, I got my bow and notched an arrow, I let it fly, it hits the head of one of the zombies and killed it, This caused the group of villagers to see what happened, I then run outfoxed the treeline  with sword high, the villagers were shocked, but I ran past them and engaged the Zombie.

I locked blades with it, it's stumbled back, I pushed it back again, causing it to fall, I then ran up to it and stabbed it though the head, I then looked to the village and ran forward, I pulled my bow out and fired several more arrows, most of them injured the incoming Zombies, and several arrows caused the zombies to die.

I got my sword and spun, cutting a zombies stone sword in half, as well as cutting its head off. I then ran forward and killed several more, until the zombies ceased to come.
I put my sword on my back and turned, a couple of doors were smashed, and some others were cracked, and a few glass blocks were gone, I saw a couple of injured Villagers, one with a normal brown robe, another in leather armour, holding her shoulder, I saw the blood, both caused by sword wounds, I got a splash potion of healing and threw it near them, causing pained groans as the wounds healed completely with no scarring.

They looked at me, I nodded then turned away.

The rest of the village looked at me.
"Who are you ?" One of the women asked.

I looked her in the eyes, my mask and neck scarf still up, covering my features, then I got a pearl a thought of the hideout, before parting I said three words...

"... Just a ghost"

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