This is basically going to be a string of rants, in one or more chapters.

The first one is addressed to my mother.
I am not perfect. I am a teenager. I make mistakes. I don't get straight A's. I get a C, big deal. Sure, I'd love to do better,But I'm doing MY best, not yours. I get it, your work is so much harder than my school. But guess what? It's really fucking difficult for me. Thats the reason I don't want to take all diff classes. Because what I have is already hard enough. Let me be me. If I Want to stay up till two in the morning during the summer? Guess what? IT'S THE FUCKING SUMMER! THE ONLY TIME I CAN DO IT! Let me be me, not who you want me to be. I don't want to think anymore than three years into the future, to my graduation from high school. I love you, I really do, but you piss the shit out of me. And when I have a valid argument, the correct response is to listen, not yell and send me to my room.
-JTB

The second one is to the world at large and kind of sort of god, so if you don't want to listen to me cuss at them, don't read.
Why do you have to be so fucked up? Why are there people who kill? Why do racist, sexist, homophobic people exist? I mean, what the hell god (if there is one) if you want me to worship you, do some fucking good in the world. Destroy the kkk, disband ISIS, something. Okay, thats a little much, but where the hell are you when we need you? The world would be a hell of a lot better if you were as active as when your religion started out. Or do you not care anymore, now that we must have blind faith in some all powerful deity to be anywhere in power? If you do exist, why the hell have you abandoned us? I feel a need to apologize to anyone, I have offended. I respect all religions equally, no matter what they are. I just don't like god/goddess/gods/goddesses in general.
-JTB

Thats all for tonight. I might do some more later, on another part.

Finished at 10:50pm on July 20, 2016