Berlin had brought donuts, sort of like an apology for missing something important to me. but the fact that it was important to me, like barely anything else is, and that they had missed it, it means that there is no forgiveness at the time.
i am a cold person, not forgiving something so little to they, but so big to me. maybe i am over dramatic, but there might not be other opportunities.
so the donuts made no difference to me, and yes i am still mad.